Special thanks to snowcloak for working with me on this. Their help made this final track something I really cherish! I couldn't ask for a cooler friend and collaborator.

snowcloak: 
https://soundcloud.com/snowcloaks
https://twitter.com/snowcloakss

Lyrics:
Tell me that I never meant shit
Tell me that you wish you never met me
Probably gonna pierce my ears 
my knees get weak and my arms get

Heavy headed 
Sleepless deadend 
I don’t 
want it

So tell me 
what you’re thinking
Do I like different now 
Do I seem different now

And tell me
Do these piercings 
Make me different now 
I wanna be different now

say you didn’t mean it like that
Say you need to watch what you say
Put the knife right into my back
Say that you did it for my sake 

Heavy headed
Sleep in 
Bed head
I don’t wanna be awake

And the studs will make me happy
And the studs will make me happy 
And the studs will make me happy 
And the studs will make me happy

Am I what you wanted now

So tell me 
Are you happier now
And tell me 
those piercings help

Did It Help ? (with snowcloak)

traktrain.com/lilboyblb
instagram.com/lilboyblb

https://noahbefore.bandcamp.com/album/cyc

for all the things in my head

https://twitter.com/oathbarerr

so manic It kills you
so funny you die
there's always so much going on...

some grass (for touching):
https://i.imgur.com/RbnIsLD.png