codependent

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Prod. & Vox by Oatmilk&Codeine
Mv Out Now - https://youtu.be/zbJfB7Oh8Rs
Had a lot of xans
Had a lot of xans in my side bag
All of my enemies smoke crack 
It’s crazy
It’s crazy
Had a lot of xans in my sidebag
All of my enemies smoke crack 
It’s crazy
Had a lot of xans in my sidebag
All of my enemies smoke crack 
It’s crazy
Had a lot of xans in my sidebag
All of my enemies smoke that 
It’s crazy
I was taking pills
They were shortec
Ksalols
They came from a pillcell on the internet
A Lot of people of people idfw
But let's not get into that again
I think that I’m trending 
I though that
I started spending
Then all my money went walkies
Bye bye
I’m so high
I’m smoking percs… trying not to cry
I feel so alive
I feel so alive 
I feel so alive 
Im so high
Ketamine is my favorite crystal
I feel like a pony
So ethereal
I feel so real
Smoking cereal
She’s too focused on her BeReal
I wanna be so famous that they paint me a mural 
I wrote a song about nothing
I wrote a song about something
I wrote a song about loving
You didn’t listen
 
It was him you were kissing
I don’t need nobody
I don’t need nobody
I don’t need nobody
I don’t need nobody
I don’t need no-
I don’t need no molly
I was off K feeling like an angel
My halo askew
You think there’s something wrong about me
Everyone’s wrong about me
Everyone’s wrong about me
Everyone’s wrong about me
Tell me it’d be wrong without me
Tell me I’m the one you need baby
To get back on your little feet baby
I’ve been working hard
Let’s eat baby
Let’s…
See where this all takes me
Everyone’s starting to hate me
I don’t even fuck with the music they make
I don’t even fuck with the plays they play
I don’t play those games
I’m strictly bout my money
And you love
Oh I just fucked up my money
Getting fucked up with you my love
Life is so tough
Life is so tough
Life is so tough
Life is so rough
Life is so rough
Life is so rough
Life is so f-
I love percocettes & ketamine
I remember what you said to me
You said nothing
You said n-
You said nothing 
You said nothing

Pillcell p. Oatmilk&Codeine

MV Out Now ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cYJU1lve54&ab_channel=oatmilk )
Lyrics: 
I was doing K in the backrooms,
Too much K in the bathroom,
I was doing K in the backrooms,
Too much K in the bathroom.

Think I might tell her I'm in love,
Shouldn't tell her I'm off drugs,
Baby maybe when I'm drunk,
Oh you're amazing baby,
Off the ketamine I'm crying,
Baby you're divine,
Oh I couldn't say a thing,
Maybe cause I'm shy,
Oh maybe cause I'm high.

Too much K in the bathroom,
Doing K in the backrooms,
I lost all sensibilities,
I couldn’t talk...
But someone was speaking to me,
I don't know who,
I don't know you,
I'm acting like a celebrity baby,
Cause I'm ketamine chic,
Key after key after key after key,
Don't tell me that's too much,
Don't tell me when I'm in love,
I might just laugh,
I just dropped a pill in my kratom.

Kratom cookie ice cream,
I found ketamine in Austria,
Off the K I'm geeking,
She'll do anything but speak to me,
I just wanna die here,
I just wanna lie here,
Too much K in the backrooms,
Doing K in the bathroom,
I don't wanna die here,
In Austria I was tweaked,
On the flight I was crying bout you,
In bed I gotta pop two,
I was throwing up at the show,
Too much K in the bathroom,
Say I don't need to but I have to,
Say I don't need you but I need you.

I was doing K in the backrooms, 
Too much K in the bathroom,
I was doing K in the backrooms ,
Too much K in the bathroom,
I was doing K in the backrooms,
Too much K in the bathroom,
I was doing K in the backrooms,
Too much K in the bathroom.

K In The Backrooms p. Oatmilk&Codeine

I bought you drinks,
I brought you flowers,
So many drinks,
Such pretty flowers,
Such pretty flowers,
She said she'd never leave me,
Now alone I pop these oxys,
Baby don't pretend you want me,
Nah...
Ha ... haha... ha..... ha...
Oh you left me crying...
You think that's funny?
I just got a little money,
Oh well I guess it's funny.

Oh my little ketamina,
I just dream of her,
I always needed her & I believe in her,
Oh baby will you take my hand,
Let's have this final dance,
yeh...
Let's have this final...
Oh...

Yeah... yeh... yeaah... yeah... yeah
For hours baby,
Yeah...
What have I,
What have I,
What have I done to deserve this,
What have I,
What have I,
What have I done to deserve this...

Oh baby Idk,
Maybe it was all this ketamine,
But it just helped me dream,
Higher, higher & higher,
Higher, higher & higher,
Higher, higher & higher,
Now we're going abroad...
USA...
Today!
Oh it's crazy baby,
Hey,
Baby what did I do,
You know... you know I like you,
Bae is it cus I pop these oxys,
Is it cus I popped a 40,
Is it cus I acted naughty,
Baby you know...
I will behave...
I will behave.
I don't deserve this baby,
I don't deserve it,
I don't deserve it,
Yeahhhhhhh.... yeh.... yeah yeah yeah...
We talked for hours...
Such pretty flowers...
What have I done to deserve this,
What have I,
What have I,
What have I done to deserve this...

whathaveidonetodeservethis {maybe it was all this ketamine} 𝓅ⓇＯ𝕕. Øᗩ𝕋𝓜ＩⓁ𝓴⅋cⓞ𝐃єＩ𝐍乇

Prod. & Vox by myself
Featuring @palesa123

It was something that you said to me,
When you left me baby,
Made me feel so…
Empty out a cup,
I drink I’ll my emotions away,
Pop these xans to help me with the pain,
Everything it always,
It always feels so strange,
I was in a foreign -
Foreign love,
It’s foreign to me,
Got broke off all this foreign money,
Oh I need a sweet drink,
Need a -
I just mixed this kratom with -
All these opiates fill me,
I don’t need you to feel me,
I was on stage people filming me,
Do you feel -
I don’t feel anything,
I pop a bensedin and I reveal everything,
Everything…
You’re everything to me.

It all goes too fast...
It's changing, and I have to as well,
Finding it hard to let go of you,
Can you tell ?
Can you tell ?
I'm ready to leave it all behind,
But everytime I close my eyes,
You're still by my side.

You know I really tried,
You know I've really cried,
Real tears,
These percs they were 80s...
They weren't 5s ,
I shouldn't really be alive,
I shouldve died.

Bensedin lullaby (by my side) w/ Wisteria 𝖕. 𝖔𝖆𝖙𝖒𝖎𝖑𝖐&𝖈𝖔𝖉𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖊

prod. & vox by me
elliott smith - Roman Candle cover

He played himself,
He played himself,
Didn't need me to give him hell...

I've been to hell and back,
I've smoked with the demons,
I've smoked ketamine,
I've seen them all,
And I'm talking to the other me,
He's telling me to do these evil things,
I'm itching & scartching,
oh...
I'm trying my hardest baby.

I walk blindly down an unknown path,
I just popped a half,
Oh I just wanna see clearly,
I just wanna heal all of these scars on me.

Oh I never wanted to hurt him,
But now i stay up late cursing his name,
Oh I wanna give him pain,
Oh I wanna give him pain,
Oh I wanna give him...
Oh I wanna,
Oh I wanna,
Oh I wanna give him pain,
Oh I wanna give him pain,
Oh I wanna give him pain.

Baby I'm a roman candle,
All this stress is something that I can't handle,
Baby I'm a roman candle,
I need an 80,
I need an oxy,
I need a 40,
I need a -,
It will always haunt me,
It will always haunt me,
He will always haunt me,
He will always haunt me...

He played himself,
He played himself,
Didn't need me to give him hell...

I've been to hell and back,
I've smoked with the demons,
I've smoked ketamine,
I've seen them all,
And I'm talking to the other me,
He's telling me to do these evil things,
I'm itching & scartching,
oh...
I'm trying my hardest baby.

he played himself {Roman Candle}

prod. & vox by myself
My heart it sinks,
Lullabies I sing,
I gave my heart to an angel,
Girl with cuts upon her,
I love her,
I love her,
They want to hurt you,
They want the worst,
I don't want you to hurt,
I don't want you to hurt,
I hold the blade,
I am the worst,
I am the worst...

I wanna leave,
I wanna leave,
I wanna leave,
I wanna leave,
I wanna leave this world,
It hurts,
I was in prague off a 40,
I miss your touch,
I miss your touch,
I miss your touch,
I miss your touch,
I come home with these cuts...

Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her, 
Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her....

My heart it ache for you,
My heart it ache for you,
Girl with cuts upon her,
Cut a smile,
It's beautiful,
The way she cares for me,
Touch her carefull,
Baby woul you fall for me,
Fall...
& when the cards are layed out,
Lay me out,
Sing me songs of angels,
I-....

This world it hurts

They say pill are _____,
He's better off dead,
Thoughts in his head ,
The thoughts in his _______,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue,
I need you,
Baby I need you,
I'm co dependent,
I'm so dependent,
I'm ugh...
I don't trust him,
I wouldn't love him if I were you,
She stays true,
Make my head rush like glue,
Stick to you....

I just popped two benzodiazapine,
I just want life to be a dream,
But it's like the movie scream,
I don't know who's on my team,
I just killed my ego & I'm coming clean,
I'm a sour apple but I got sweet teeth,
I just need a little ______,
Diggin into her body,
Flesh on me,
I said I'm sober but I'm on the xans,
She said it's over but she's in my hands,
She still wants me,
Benzo freak,
Pillcell geek,
I don't feel like me...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue,
I need you,
Baby I need you...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue...

im so dependent, i want life to be a dream

Kratomberg's cookbook ft . Gweilo Ghost

bloodstained strings & evil things {DJ Kratom}

@lifetimelilian

Lyrics: 
I don’t wanna feel like this
Why’d I always feel like shit x5
I don’t want-
I don’t want-

Missing parts when we’re apart
Walking round with half a heart
Walking round with half a heart
Missing parts when we’re apart

Your the only one I love cut through me
One I love cut through me
Your kisses they heal me baby
Heal me baby

I don’t wanna feel like this
Why’d I always feel like shit x3
I don’t want-
I don’t want-

Missing parts when we’re apart
Walking round with half a heart
Walking round with half a heart
Missing parts when we’re apart

Your the only one I love cut through me
One I love cut through me
Your kisses they heal me baby
Heal me baby

I feel so much for her my chest hurts
I thought it couldn’t but it got worse
I thought she couldn’t but she loves me truly
I feel so much for her my chest hurts
I feel so much for her my chest hurts

missing parts {DJ Kratom}

prod. & vox by me

People say are you ok 
I don’t know 
I’m  not today
People say are you ok 
I don’t know 
I’m not the same

All these drugs 
I think they changed me
All these people changing but they know that I ain’t changing 
And I’m quite peculiar
Yeah I just did a strange thing 
Oh I just popped Oxy
And I chased it with adrenacrome
As soon as I saw had to follow you home

I swear this life is crazy 
I work hard yet nobody pays me
I work hard yet nobody pays me
I offered out my heart yet nobody takes it
And it’s better kept close so nobody breaks it
And it’s better when your choking the face your making
And she’s better legs open a useless statement
And she’s still wearing 
Wearing the pants that she came in.

People say are you ok 
I don’t know 
I’m  not today
People say are you ok 
I don’t know 
I’m not the same
I don’t know 
I’m not the same

Everything seemed fine but now it seems a little strange
Im the best rapper but you won’t see me in dazed
More than often got a little piff a little haze
Might have a little fent but it’s just a trace
I don’t do this shit for the music 
I just do it for the fame
And I said I’m a rockstar
Too high tour
What’s the point in life if life’s a bore
I guess they don’t like my face is scary 
Dahmer glasses on and my smile is Leary 
Dahmer glasses on and my smile is Leary 
Do I scare you my love
Do I scare you my love
I just want your ….

She's still wearing the pants that she came in.

prod & vox by David Kratomberg
feat. @wisteria123
***DJ KRATOM ROUGH MIX***

MEPHEDRONE TEARS ft. wisteria ***DJ KRATOM PAINFUL MIX***

I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
And you might call me stupid
But baby I get by
And I know it’s dangerous 
But I want to die
The doctor got a new pill
Something I might try
And I like looking pretty 
And I like getting High
And I can’t find a reason
So I let go of life 
You told me the drugs are to much
I said they are not enough
I’m looking for an answer
Looking at the bottom of my cup
I could give em up for you
I could give em up for you
I could give em up for you
I said maybe I could 
Oh oh oh
I wouldn’t 
I should- 
I should- 
I shouldn’t
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
They said David you look lifeless
Oh so now you wanna try this
You wanna be me you’re contrived bitch
What’s your name
You say we met
I was so high
(Oh oh)
Shit I forgot 
(Oh oh)
My brain is rot
And I feel lost

Hey David what’s wrong
What’s wrong 
What’s  wrong 
Nothing much I’m just searching
For happiness 
It won’t take long
It won’t take long
It won’t take long
It won’t take long 
It won’t take long

I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high
I like looking pretty
And I like getting high

I like looking pretty
And I like getting high

i like looking pretty & i like getting high

Prod. & vox by David Kratomberg

Lyrics:

Uhhhhhh
I take like xans 
Like constantly 
Devil he offered me
Oh shit whatever I might as well ahh
Might as well die
Hands a dirty
Guns a uh
Guns a blazing uh

You said I’m crazy
Mental disorder 
If i see a pill 
I’m gonna takey 
Follow the doctors orders
If I drink lean I’m not gonna sippy
Can’t wait long for the opioids to hit me
I got to do it quickly 

Uh they need to fix me
Uh they need to fix me
Uhhh

They need to fix me
Stitch me
Bones sticking out so you know I gotta eat man
Uh and I don’t even dream man
Heart cold like a diamond or ice cream man
Green cup
What’s in your hands 
A couple of pills 
Indian xans 

My hands are tied
I really tried
And when I say that
I mean I tried to die
I try to feel something 
I try to cry
Nothing comes out
I guess im fine
Uh or maybe I’m just high
Oh 
I think that I love life
I thought I love this 
But turns out I’m still sick 
I’m still stick
I’m still shit

Uh and I don’t even dream man
Heart cold like a diamond or ice cream man
Green cup
What’s in your hand 
A couple of pills 
Indian xans 
Green cup
What’s in your hand 
A couple of pills 
Indian xans 

Uh and I don’t even dream man
Heart cold like a diamond or ice cream man
Uh and I don’t even dream man
Heart cold like a diamond or ice cream man

i dont even dream man

Cold pavement against my face

Brandy Melville

blackswan

prod. & performed by me

Lyrics : Nothing really matters no more
Nothing really matters no more
Hanging by a noose
I just popped a blue 
Im feeling kinda loose
Im feeling kinda 
Im feeling kinda chill
I don’t wanna feel

I don’t wanna feel this pain no more
I don’t wanna feel this pain no more

Bitch don’t look at me the wrong way
My bitch walking down the run way
They tryna catch up but they walking at the wrong pace
They looking at me weird 
I think their looking at the wrong face
I didn’t have time so you won’t find me looking at a clock face
Working hard for some pay
These days are gruelling we call them the dog days
And when the pains to much you might see me picking at a vein
I told my friends I wanna die
I don’t see them no more
I don’t see them no more
See them no more
You feel it in your core
My heart aches the pain it never goes away
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
My heart aches the pain it never goes away 
I pray it fades 
Im prayin for them better days
Im prayin for them better days
The only thing that keeps me together
Prescription medication under any weather
Prescription medication I take it in any weather
I was taking an 80 on a rainy day 
I popped a xanny in bed and I felt ok
I was taking an 80 on a rainy day 
I popped a xanny in bed and I felt ok

I don’t wanna feel this pain no more
I don’t wanna feel this pain no more….

my heart aches the pain it never goes away

i done just woke up like this

produced and performed by david kratomberg

midnight run

Prod & performed by David Kratomberg 

Single from CODEPENDENT 

Available on Spotify, Apple Music etc.

On soundcloud.com soon

Uber XL ( here comes the sun )

jus cus she on badness

birds on my line

doing molly to impress her prod. dj kratom

uh uh im tapped prod. lijan [RE_MASTERED]

dementia freestyle prod. lijan

gucci headscarf ft xhris2eazy {DJ KRATOM}

dainty baby i love that song

@qbtvv

Do you remember days
Waiting in the rain
I start to feel a strain
A little growing pain
My family estranged 
Like all my dogs have changed
Piss it all way for the- 
Piss it all way for the fame
Piss it all way for the fame
Do you remember days 
Waiting in the rain
We were praying upon chains 
And playing our own stupid games
Every dog will have its day
And all my enemies will pay
And I will never sleep again
And I will never be the same
Tell me that I'm the one to blame
Slowly I watch as I move
Out of frame
I'm not the same 
I'm not the same 
I'm not the same
I'm not insane 
I'm not ashamed 
I'm not insane
I'm not insane 
I promise you that I will be ok

Everybody knows that I'm 
I'm Destined for the worst in life
And if all those fuckers are right 
Oh trust me I will pay 
I will pay 
I will pay
I will pay
And if you are right 
And I am capable of love 
I will stay
I will stay 
I will stay
And if you are right 
And I am capable of love 
I will stay
I will stay 
I will stay

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