codependent

prod. & vox by myself
My heart it sinks,
Lullabies I sing,
I gave my heart to an angel,
Girl with cuts upon her,
I love her,
I love her,
They want to hurt you,
They want the worst,
I don't want you to hurt,
I don't want you to hurt,
I hold the blade,
I am the worst,
I am the worst...

I wanna leave,
I wanna leave,
I wanna leave,
I wanna leave,
I wanna leave this world,
It hurts,
I was in prague off a 40,
I miss your touch,
I miss your touch,
I miss your touch,
I miss your touch,
I come home with these cuts...

Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her, 
Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her,
Girl with cuts upon her....

My heart it ache for you,
My heart it ache for you,
Girl with cuts upon her,
Cut a smile,
It's beautiful,
The way she cares for me,
Touch her carefull,
Baby woul you fall for me,
Fall...
& when the cards are layed out,
Lay me out,
Sing me songs of angels,
I-....

This world it hurts

They say pill are _____,
He's better off dead,
Thoughts in his head ,
The thoughts in his _______,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue,
I need you,
Baby I need you,
I'm co dependent,
I'm so dependent,
I'm ugh...
I don't trust him,
I wouldn't love him if I were you,
She stays true,
Make my head rush like glue,
Stick to you....

I just popped two benzodiazapine,
I just want life to be a dream,
But it's like the movie scream,
I don't know who's on my team,
I just killed my ego & I'm coming clean,
I'm a sour apple but I got sweet teeth,
I just need a little ______,
Diggin into her body,
Flesh on me,
I said I'm sober but I'm on the xans,
She said it's over but she's in my hands,
She still wants me,
Benzo freak,
Pillcell geek,
I don't feel like me...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue,
I need you,
Baby I need you...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
I think theres a couple screws loose,
These pills are not prescription,
What will he do,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue...

Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Oh doctor whats the problem,
Popped two,
Blacking out on queue...

im so dependent, i want life to be a dream

my heart is torn

@lifetimelilian

Lyrics: 
I don’t wanna feel like this
Why’d I always feel like shit x5
I don’t want-
I don’t want-

Missing parts when we’re apart
Walking round with half a heart
Walking round with half a heart
Missing parts when we’re apart

Your the only one I love cut through me
One I love cut through me
Your kisses they heal me baby
Heal me baby

I don’t wanna feel like this
Why’d I always feel like shit x3
I don’t want-
I don’t want-

Missing parts when we’re apart
Walking round with half a heart
Walking round with half a heart
Missing parts when we’re apart

Your the only one I love cut through me
One I love cut through me
Your kisses they heal me baby
Heal me baby

I feel so much for her my chest hurts
I thought it couldn’t but it got worse
I thought she couldn’t but she loves me truly
I feel so much for her my chest hurts
I feel so much for her my chest hurts

missing parts {DJ Kratom}

prod. & vox by me

lyrics:

I think back to way back when,
When I life was good and I was content,
With a couple bands,
Now I’m in debt,
Sold my soul and all I could get,
Got some new clothes,
Thought that shit was so blessed,
Oh I was so wrong,
How the mighty fallen,
Pourin’ and never stop scorin’,
Oh and I down a couple of pints,
I ain’t even that high,
Shit don’t even hit right,
I hit the goal post,
I need to retry,
Always scorin’ & scorin’ ,
It so so boring,
Everything we take is so so morish,
Turn a cute girl into a whore shit,
Didn’t make money so I sold horseshit,
Walking in dangerous ends,
I keep my hood up,
It’s ok boy you can look up,
He’s seen god and thinks he’s a good guy,
Took a couple too many percies for one life,
Time to get to grinding it’s alright,
I don’t even care no more watch my wrists cry,
I bleed red,
You wanna sip & feel christ,
Lord I’m so bored,
Oh I might just die,
Oh and I thought I was so right,
Oh I was so wrong.

How the mighty fallen,
Pourin’ and never stop scorin’,
Oh and I down a couple of pints,
I ain’t even that high,
Shit don’t even hit right,
I hit the goal post,
I need to retry,
Always scorin’ & scorin’ ,
It so so boring,
Everything we take is so so morish,
Turn a cute girl into a whore shit,
Didn’t make money so I sold horseshit,
Walking in dangerous ends,
I keep my hood up,
Walking in dangerous ends,
I keep my hood up,
Walking in dangerous ends,
I keep my hood up,
Always scorin’ & scorin’ ,
It so so boring,
Everything we take is so so morish.

Keep Scorin'  [Dr. Wolff]

Prod. & Vox by me

Lyrics: 
It were a lie that we were in love 
A wedding day is not enough
Now you know,
Now you know why upset me so,
On the honeymoon shit felt just like heaven
It was hell
Shit got me twisted as well
Nothing to say
Holy words
I waste breath
I smoke a lot of herbs 
Shits strong like bane
It hit hard
I hit harder
I could rap laps round these old cats
30 years old 
The way I’m sonning these cunts
You’d think I’m their farther
Waiting for the plot twist
Just like a muddied up fruit punch
Shit got a little darker
I need a little drank in my tummy
Stummy
I need a little drank in my tummy
Stummy
I need a little drank
I need a little drank in my tummy
Stummy
Put a few quid on the dog
Fuck it im gunning
Opps behind me
I’m fucked if I’m running
They can play catch up 
I’m counting my money
I’m counting my money
I’m counting my money
I’m counting my money
If you wanna kill me best aim for the head
He tried a couple times
But still I ain’t dead
A cat with 9 lives
A cat with 9 lives
I really tried
I swear the last was my 9th
Blade on my wrist
I swear the last was my 9th
Giving up shit
I’m aiming for top bins
I ain’t giving up yet
I’m aiming for top dog
Fuck second best
Couple man with zks after my head
Wearing a vest might fuck with my fit
She tryna sit on it 
Hope that it fits

You know
How you upset me so
Now you know
If you wanna kill me best aim for the head
He tried a couple times
But still I ain’t dead
A cat with 9 lives
A cat with 9 lives
I really tried
I swear the last was my 9th
Blade on my wrist
I swear the last was my 9th
Giving up shit
I’m aiming for top bins
I ain’t giving up yet
Opps behind me
I’m fucked if I’m running
They can play catch up 
I’m counting my money
I’m counting my money
I’m counting my money
She tryna sit on it 
Hope that it fits

Top Dog by Dr. Wolff (on our honeymoon)

Brandy Melville

produced & performed by David Kratomberg

Lyrics:
8 xans down & I’m fine,
I’m tryna,
I’m tryna get high,
I’ve been down in the dumps,
With the ghouls & the dolls,
Smoking O with a hoe,
V.S. Tracksuit,
I walk with a limp when I stroll,
She ask is that a stick or your dick,
I can’t tell her but,
But I left my pole at home,
Touchin’ up on me,
I think that she that she kno,
She kno…

I can barely keep myself up,
But these drugs they help us,
They help us,
Baby let’s not argue,
Let’s just take another bar,
Baby let’s not argue,
We’re not taking it this far,
Baby let’s not argue,
You might just break my heart,
Wearin’ Y3 heals she steps into the bar,
Picture perfect baby come just how you are,
She like shiny shit like diamonds,
But the rock it got her heart,
Crush Crush Crush,
And I think she could be a star…

8 xans down & I’m fine,
I’m tryna,
I’m tryna get high,
I’ve been down in the dumps,
With the ghouls & the dolls,
Smoking O with a hoe,
V.S. Tracksuit,
I walk with a limp when I stroll,
She ask is that a stick or your dick,
I can’t tell her but,
But I left my pole at home,
Touchin’ up on me,
I think that she that she kno,
She kno…

I can barely keep myself up,
But these drugs they help us,
They help us,
Baby let’s not argue,
Let’s just take another bar,
Baby let’s not argue,
We’re not taking it this far.

ghouls & the dolls

i done just woke up like this

produced and performed by david kratomberg

midnight run

Prod & performed by David Kratomberg 

Single from CODEPENDENT 

Available on Spotify, Apple Music etc.

On soundcloud.com soon

codependent

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