Cover Art: stale.co on IG
"A Letter To Star Boy"
Hey Star Boy,

I know I fucked up big time with you. I took so much out on you when I was going through emotional times and neglected you when I had no reason to. I was getting scared that we were getting so close. In the process of me putting up my walls again, I hurt you a lot. I was the one who really fucked up. I’m sorry for everything I did to you. It wasn’t fair to you.

I know it has been a while since we last interacted at all, but I wanted to give us both time to sort though our thoughts and emotions. I found myself realizing everything I said and did that I just shouldn’t have done. 

You were so good, kind, and loving. I know how cliche this sounds, but I miss you. I’m not gonna lie, this is a new feeling for me. I haven’t had the feeling of wanting someone back so much until you. You made me happier than I could have ever been. 

If you want to talk about this sometime, I would appreciate that. If you don’t want to, I understand completely. At the end of the day, it’s up to you. I hurt you and treated you poorly towards the end. I’ve never wrote something like this before, so I’m sorry if it is messy or all over. If you read to here, I appreciate it greatly.

I don’t know how I feel about everything. I find myself so angry at the thought of you, but keep wanting to try and get you back in my life somehow. I don’t know what you’re doing to my head, but it is driving me insane. I hate the fact you keep lingering in my head, yet I crave it. I want to move on; you still haunt me in my dreams like a ghost. Ironic, isn't it? I was the one who ended it and said the worst things I could.

I got scared. Terrified, even. I was losing so much that I felt like it was only a matter of time before you went, too. I felt like that departure was the one thing I could control, so I did. I felt it was better for me to be the one to stop it all at any cost and become a monster to you than drag on something that was going to end up in ugly flames. Ugly flames that consumed us both.

I am so sorry things ended how they did. We both did make mistakes, but I feel as if I made the biggest mistake. There is no winning and losing to this. There’s just pain. Pain I caused both of us. For that, I am so sorry.

I don’t know if these words will ever find you, but maybe one day they will. 

Sincerely,
A Phantom

Sleep When I'm Dead

@sewerperson
Lyrics:
Oh, I can't walk
Without a helping hand
I backed up
Into the quick sand
I've known love
I know it leaves fast
Since I've known you
Ive seen it does last

Way too many thoughts
All on my shitty head today
If she going left 
I'll come and I'll just go away
You know I'm still up
So hit me for a k
Would you
Would you touch my body
Tell me what to say
Could you

Help me thru this shit
And all the cloudy day
Said it's unconditional
I'm hopin that you stay 
On me
Every promise help me
Strive up by the day
Will I love you 
You could see it in my face
Look

Got me down 
Even when I was away
Got me
Staring at you
But I don't know what to say
Baby
When you talk to me
You take the pain away
Baby
Uber home
Fuck that shit
Girl you could stay on me

Come and lay on me
Life is fucked 
With every hour
You blew weight 
On me
Time is tough
But I know you 
would never change
On me
How'd I luck out
With our love
I swear I stayed happy
You know me
I love sappy

Know he gon
Livin in the present
But the future 
Looking grey
Sick of all this runnin
Maybe we should get away
I know you got family problems
I can give you faith
Girl
I can help you see the world
And people that you say
Maybe
I can meet you late
In the night
And see the snow fall 
On your face
Just to wipe it from
The blonde up on ur head
And grip ur waist
Girl
I can't stand the space
Walk me thru 
The frozen rain
Baby
You can't he replaced 
On me

i love you Cover (Addict.)

@jacob-thiebert
(Pisces, pisces wake up ) 

Pisces :
(Try it try that, maybe you should try that 
maybe it's just better if I give up tryna fight back 
maybe I just needa fucking therapist for my head
maybe I just needa find some time for my bed )

Harder not say sum, take some, break me 
Im sorry im not good enough, just tell me that you hate me 
Its 3 oclock in the night, really wish that you would call me 
they said don’t self harm, but you practitly just beg for it 

Try it try that, maybe you should try that 
maybe it's just better if I give up tryna fight back 
maybe I just needa fucking therapist for my head
maybe I just needa find some time for my bed 

J8K: 
Just take my pills and lay me down
I dont understand whats going on now
World is spinning around my head
Thoughts telling me im better off dead


Yuh i just really fucking miss you 
Man i dont know why i miss you girl
Thoughts are saying i messed up
I dont get it you were my whole world
Then you had to go and to fuck me
Over
Fuck me over
I Put my heart on my shoulder 
And Then we had to get older

First im good then i bounce right back
Falling down this hole where life lays at
I dont really know if its good or bad
I just really need to say it youre the best i had

Its over its over its all in my head
No love is left girl im better off dead

Pisces :
 ( Try it try that, maybe you should try that 
maybe it's just better if I give up tryna fight back 
maybe I just needa fucking therapist for my head
maybe I just needa find some time for my bed )

Harder not say sum, take some, break me 
Im sorry im not good enough, just tell me that you hate me 
Its 3 oclock in the night, really wish that you would call me 
they said don’t self harm, but you practitly just beg for it 

Try it try that, maybe you should try that 
maybe it's just better if I give up tryna fight back 
maybe I just needa fucking therapist for my head
maybe I just needa find some time for my bed

Try That ft J8K (Jolst)

So feed me lies, Feed me Poison 
Biochemicals it makes me hear these distant voices 
Tell me that I’m good enough cause I’ve been feeling worthless
And your perfect and I can’t hide these feelings, Oh no 

So when I look in your eyes 
The solar system aligns
So baby give me some time 
I could try to make you mine
You feed me with lies 
Your words they cut with a knife
Your presence giving me life 
I swear that your perfect 

So when I look in your eyes 
The solar system aligns
So baby give me some time 
I could try to make you mine
You feed me with lies 
Your words they cut with a knife
Your presence giving me life 
I swear that your perfect 

Yeah I love the cold 
But the memories are froze in my brain
And I can’t escape what you did to me 
Twishy told me everything would be alright 
So I’m trusting your words tonight 

So feed me lies, Feed me Poison 
Biochemicals they make me hear these distant voices 
Tell me that I’m good enough cause I’ve been feeling worthless
And your perfect woah I can’t hide these feelings 

So when I look in your eyes 
The solar system aligns
So baby give me some time 
I could try to make you mine
You feed me with lies 
Your words they cut with a knife
Your presence giving me life 
I swear that your perfect 

So when I look in your eyes 
The solar system aligns
So baby give me some time 
I could try to make you mine
You feed me with lies 
Your words they cut with a knife
Your presence giving me life 
I swear that your perfect

Solar System (2001 x Dead Spyro)

Said you wanna talk
but theres just nothing really to talk about
And my minds a GPS im doin circles at this round about
From IL to WA
From Chicago to Spokane
Im really on the way

Chloe if you hear this i been missing you for months
And i would tell you that im sorry
couldnt save you from that cunt
would you just talk to me that r&r
i need that shit too much

Used to talk about a future
yeah, we coulda made it all come true (come true)
now all my time i spend up in my room (in my room)
half baked i was fuckin up in school (school, school)
Addy pills thats what really got me thru it (what got me thru it)
it was 5 dollars fillin up ur JUUL

And now i feel like a mess, i guess ill sleep when im dead
they said its all in my head, well thats cool
they said its all in my head, said its all in my head

and imma sleep when im dead
blood stains on my bed
cherrygutzz drippin red
and i dont wanna go thru it again

If you say you hate me i would know
if i had ur number id be blowin up ur phone
im not tryna be that guy so let me grab my coat
sorry that i stole ur style, i really like ur flow

now all my time i spend up in my room (in my room)
half baked i was fuckin up in school (school, school)
Addy pills thats what really got me thru it (what got me thru it)
it was 5 dollars fillin up ur JUUL

And now i feel like a mess, i guess ill sleep when im dead
they said its all in my head, well thats cool
they said its all in my head, said its all in my head

and imma sleep when im dead
blood stains on my bed
cherrygutzz drippin

Used to talk about a future
yeah, we coulda made it all come true (come true)
now all my time i spend up in my room (in my room)
half baked i was fuckin up in school (school, school)
Addy pills thats what really got me thru it (what got me thru it)
it was 5 dollars fillin up ur JUUL

And now i feel like a mess, i guess ill sleep when im dead
they said its all in my head, well thats cool
they said its all in my head, said its all in my head

Sleep When I'm Dead (Jody)

*+In Loving Memory of Mason Hada+*
(Die young ) x3
(p-p-piscesbaby ) 
( woah -woah-woah)

Someone told me that the good die young 
but no one ever told me not to fall in love 
and everyday I wake up feel like giving up 
they told me it could be a lot worse, you know ? 

And i'm sorry, I aint mean to make it personal 
Wore my heart up on my sleeve like a carhartt
cardiac needa safeguard
you were like my best friend, how could I forget it ?

It was me and you forever baby, you know what forget it baby
you don't  wanna play your part then that's your decision baby
( oh well, oh well )
 that's your decision baby
I hope that you miss it baby

you better grow up, knots on my jeans she wearing the mink 
(uh ) 
“ you better blow up “, that's what they saying to me, swear ima different breed 
I'm in LRT while your sound asleep
I don't do this shit for no-one, I just do it all for me 

How the good die young & the bad they always win ?
I don't wanna die young but its hard to be a man 
this is for all the complicated 
This is for Mason Hada

Someone told me that the good die young 
but no one ever told me not to fall in love 
and everyday I wake up feel like giving up 
they told me it could be a lot worse, you know ? 

And i'm sorry, I aint mean to make it personal 
Wore my heart up on my sleeve like a carhartt
cardiac needa safeguard
you were like my best friend, how could I forget it ?

(die young ) x3
( Woah woah woah, yeah yeah  )

Die Young  #LLM (JpBeatz)

@user-822032834
Pisces :
Alright baby can we talk under the porch lights ?
Promise you will stay here tonight
It'll be alright, stay by my side you stay right?

All my life i've been by myself
I said fuck my ex go fuck yourself
Matter fact I love you still
( I love you still )
And i would take my life if I made you cry
But it would show me that your real and it would feel so right
Put your car into drive, come and see me tonight
Used to make love songs about you
and now your mine

Starboylund :
Now your mine
Called your phone 1000 times
Still banging on your line, can I please get some help
Ima fall in the middle of your lies

Pisces :
All my life i've been by myself
I said fuck my ex go fuck yourself
Matter fact I love you still
( I love you still )
And i would take my life if I made you cry
But it would show me that your real and it would feel so right
Put your car into drive, come and see me tonight
Used to make love songs about you
and now your mine

By Myself ft Starboylund (jolst)

ʕ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡•ʕ•̫͡•ʔ•̫͡
23･:*☆

Solar System (2001 x Dead Spyro)

PiscesBaby