recollect every thought that’s made my heart beat easy.

like staring at the same spot, everything gets glazey

and i can’t dig deeper if i don’t know where to start 

i keep telling myself i’ll sit down and record

sit down, sit down. stay down, stay down 

sit down sit down, stay down

every thought is a yearning when i sit down, i can’t stay

 i get mad when i calm down, need a habit every day

i need a wheel to spin, i need some trails to pace. 

i need some north, you can spit me out in the south

i step over petals, soft and rotten like your mouth

and places, they’re far for nothing to come out

like the old republic, tired, wild sneaky legs

we slept under lilacs, fell asleep in daisies

like homes

and me, 

i would sit under this tree with you, and me

that’s what i think about when i stay down.

(that's what i think about when i stay down, stay down)

that’s what i think about when i’m spinning.


CBMC - old republic, tired

if you dive deep enough into my memories they will sound like this

nostalgia for a place i never was

Songs We Didn't Write Oops

Pink Moon

salvia plath cover

beagles 2

karate kid

John Lewandowski's Album

Glow

i dont know why you're still with me
maybe you're a little crazy 
wondering where you've been lately 
i just want to know

untitled- 4/10/2020, 2:05

demon (blue)

what the f*** is this (prod. samiian)

november

soundcloud:tracks:798165136

what the f*** is this (prod. samiian)

obsidian princess