lyric:
your mind is limping to the side
 if you could try one  would you try it
 would you buy it
  now say it without
 sticking your tongue out 
you're disappointed 
could have been avoided
could be poison

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but you’re still not feeling right
not feeling right

bark 
never bite 
even if you change your mind
 you cant even see the sky

no one wants to be my friend
too many things to comprehend
i think too much when i press send
 i least i like to play pretend

but it gets tiring
 it feels like im manipulating everyone
 but there’s no prize to be won 
and its not that fun 
no its not that fun(its not that fun)

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but nothing ever feels right
i tried 
all this time
so many masks up on the shelf
 i think this time i might need real help

and who are you
to tell me what to do
you just dont have a clue
you got nothing to lose
you got nothing to lose

and now  i have lied
to get you on my side
but nothing ever feels right
i tried 
all this time
so many masks up on the shelf
 i think this time i might need real help

Nothing Ever Feels Right

take off the probability
that you'll remember your memories
your treasury

you should eat her jewelry
maybe then you might just see
that life isn't a fantasy
it shakes up like a jungle
and it's full of noisy monkeys
presidents and junkies
(aaa)

they poisoned us
but hey man good luck
i'll take my turn
that's what i've learned
the mastermind
behind a perfect disguise
that's when you consent
to your homicide


oh you're getting comfortable
in a place like this
tell me son, how do you live
just knowing that there's more
with your feet stuck to the floor
(aaa)


so you smeared your shit across her wall
and told her that you’d seen it all
and you could lock her up in just one call
you could lock her up in just one call
i’ve taken all the pictures
such a unhealthy mixture
(ooo)

Blueberry Ketchup

Wrote this, and "Gargantuan" a long time ago. Been working on this album for like 2 years.

Released 3/24/21.

Music owned by CGH

Beat production: Devereauxx

Lyrics and vocals: OCD

 @devereauxxx @ocd66

5. TheTimeOfTheOrc - OCD prod. Devereauxxx

happy faces, stars and light
cupcake baking feels alright 
your like a savior
just a regular neighbor
all according to context
we just live on a complex

im a fake
and im a fraud  what i’ve done
is very wrong 
i cant take back
what i’ve said
i dont exist
its in my head
 at least i have my reasons 
its how its all perceived
ive lied for seasons 
and they all believed
and now i feel really bad
i kinda feel really sad
i cant just give it rest
  i ruined all my friends 
and they dont know it yet

im never taken seriously
when im gone they laugh at me
they think im clueless but i know
i know so much i fucking loathe
 i hate everything that this fucking world is
i hate everything that a fucking girl is
i hate my life, so i make it right
i hate my life, so i fucking lie   

so i lie
 all the time
it becomes second nature
will you be my savior
 do you see my danger
and like that im a stranger 
will you be my savior 
for my bad behaviour  
so i lie all the time
it becomes second nature
will you be my savior