Creeping to the window then I peak out 
Acid make me paranoid watch me geek out (geek out)
off a 100 milligrams im gonna fade back 
Laying back in the couch im taking milky dabs 
Creeping up in the forest taking a hit and watching it ghost
My eyes are turning black the demons taking back the host 
Open a pack of the woods back, guts on my lap 
On my tongue two acid tabs now I can’t go back 
Looking in the mirror melting from my face 
Sit in my room hallucinating hours waste away
Fucked in my brain, haven’t felt the same since
Tip toe you never notice me until you fucking wince 

(should I keep going or nah)
(should I stop?)
(should i keep going)
(nah)
(i cant do this shit)
(should i keep going)
(nah)
(fuck)
(i cant do this shit)
(nah fuck)

Swat the flies around my head, dead boy final breath
dread toys with my lobe, red dot im in the scope
nope im not alive and kicking
i keep on hoping that i didnt really die, im tripping
demons preventing me getting my sleep 
my soul they will keep 
fuck the people and the sheep
sit down fake fuckers take a seat
ocean on the beat
my level compared to you is steep
I never rest the shadows on my chest
Am I awake don’t even know, can’t even breathe they at my throat
I’m always playing with the demons 
Bleeding from my lesions 
Knife deepen and I weaken 
Crying as my soul is seeping

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A Thousand Thoughts At Once

Looking outside as it rain 
Too many thoughts in my brain 
Too many to take 
2 am I wake to demons late
They always keep me up my eyes ache
won’t leave a trace 
Don’t let me pace 

Don’t let me 

Another day being so negative
Smoking the indica sedative 
Cant talk to even my relatives
Came out the swamp and the mud
When it rain always making it flood 
Imma gonna draw my own blood 
Smoking no mid of the bud 
Realtree covered up 
All black in the rain 
Fall back in my brain 
Thoughts won’t go away they a stain 
Fuck I might just go insane

Blunt lace but what is it for
I’m so high but I keep wanting more
Hot box don’t open that door 
Smoke- Smoking the blunt as the rain will fucking pour

I got hella thoughts when I’m weak 
Cross faded when I speak 
At a loss every week 
Dab the sauce until I tweak 

Looking outside as it rain 
Too many thoughts in my brain 
Too many to take 
2 am I wake to demons late
They always keep me up my eyes ache
won’t leave a trace 
Don’t let me pace 

Don’t let me 

Produced by oceanash

Pace

CALI666x666Ricky -SLEEPY HXLLXW (prod.GothHelma)

CLONAZEPAM

DeadWinter Deluxe (TheDrugEra)
Cali666 ($ix$erpant)
6thRicky (Sleepy Hollow)
XFolk (BiggyFolk)

Cali666x6thRicky & XFolk- Careless Whispers (prod. ?)

RIGOR MORTIS

I just soak in all the pain
Can’t take the tears every time I wake 
Why does this shit have to be way 
I’m alone in this place 
Fall asleep to rain, how much more can I take?
Now I creeping up late 
Every night Fall asleep to the cars passing by 
get away from my head
I dread another day I gotta try
Looking to the ceiling and I’m  asking why 
I lay head down but my pillow will never be dry 
Rip so many blunts you worried bout my health 
I told you many times I don’t care about myself 
Take the edibles I’m leaning out on the couch 
Every night I’m pacing cuz I’m filled with all the doubt 
Smoking it back to back got a few blunts on my lap 
Rolling the indica up then I blowing it all to ash 
All this trauma in my mind that I  can’t forget 
All these demons looking a reason why  I should be dead 
Now im driving thru the street and it 3 nobody up
Looking for my feelings Left my feelings in a cup 
All these bitches mad that I’m making all that money 
If u asking bout the blunt you know it’s always honey 
I just soak in all the pain
Can’t take the tears every time I wake 
Why does this shit have to be way 
I’m alone in this place 
Fall asleep to rain, how much more can I take?
Now I creeping up late 


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Fall Asleep To Anything But My Thoughts

I don’t even wanna do it 
I just wanna say screw it
Taking everything I had like the blunt I blew it 
Can I make it through this 
Can i make it back I don’t know 
Got the demons at my throat 
Every night I cry and choke 
Got a pillow puddle 
Always stuck up in a muddle 
Always up in my own bubble 
I’m Debating taking shuttles 
Get away, we always struggle 
I can feel your hate every time we cuddle
Even tho it’s subtle 
Shake me up I gotta buckle up 
Everything I gotta juggle up 
But you don’t give a fuck 
In my notes I got rebuttals but I never muscle up 
Get this out I while I can, get a plan, gotta huddle up 

This smoke don’t hit like it used to 
Tryna cope I don’t know what to do 
Pressing call but it won’t go through 
All my walls cave in, panic too

I just wanna smoke away, get the shovel, digging my own grave 
Don’t belong in any place
What u know about the pain, 
what u got all in ur brain
Wishing anything would change but it all stay the same 
Got this panic that I will be alone forever, nobody get it, 
dropping tears all on my sweater, got ur message and I read it 
Staring out the window at the weather, 
everything I dread it 
Running to my bed I’m not safe there i bet it 

I don’t even wanna do it 
I just wanna say screw it
Taking everything I had like the blunt I blew it 
Can I make it through this 
Can it make it back I don’t know 
Got the demons at my throat 
Every night I cry and
This smoke don’t hit like it used to 
Tryna cope I don’t know what to do 
Pressing call but it won’t go through 
All my walls cave in, panic too

Produced by oceanash

Like It Used To

THE END OF SOUL (11)

just leave me alone

Leftitblank

album coming soon 
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