i know that youre done, and im tired of this shit, but i think i hate myself and i know i hate my friends. fucking hate my voice crush my throat with a wrench in like 33 days ill be gone with the wind. made a beat and i fucking hate this shit take it all out on myself i must fucking hate my wrists. seen her in the night and she turned into a witch. i said "is that really you" she looked at me and she grinned. all i ever wanted was to be a skeleton, starving myself till im finally thin. i just hit the mall im with anrxykk, need a new belt cuz my pants too big.

anrxyk #🤮 (deleting later ,, prod skeleton)

skeleton - every human i know is so damn useless :(

dont cry
ur only made of plastic
ive tried
2 be more than a hasbeen
u walked
somewhere far from home
with ur own two feet
nd now yr all alone
you were the wind inbetween my stretch
oh id cry how i lost my breath
every second i have left
ill spend clawing at my chest

third take
rip my eardrums out
ive been tryin to sleep
but the voices are loud
every day i shall weep
till my eyes are a drought
every minute ive lived, is a moment in doubt, i swear

i didnt ask to be this way

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october

but everyone hates that girl OUT ON SPOTIFY NOW

sorry for not quitting cigarettes today mom

i never saw you crying
it was just your mascara running down your face
i thought it was so ugly any fucking ways
i know that i get scary and you dont feel the same
i put way too much pressure on you and your little brain
i wanna set a fire and dance all on your grave
i knew you for ten seconds when your eyes were filled with rain
you told me its jusr water and not to be that way
then you fucking died the very next day

mascara

i was sick whenever i recorded this

@menthol100s
i really wish things were fine
i really wish i could just take my life
i had a dream me and mandy both died
but we survived just like the other times
bullet hole should be piercing my spine
take me out the first time im live
come up on stage and blow my mind
i fucking hate ?

@2005memories 
wanna take ur life 
thatll fill the hole thats deep inside
but i never go thru cus youll stab my back
fuck all ts ima crow wearing black
always making music to escape my thoughts
with this razor in my hand i feel so goth
even tho its been a couple years shes in my thoughts
i js really hopes she loves my songs

trying to find all these reasons to die
suicides haunts me while taunting my mind
constantly telling people that im feeling fine
knife in my hand cus i cut all the time
rot in bed dont have no where else to go
kicking lonely dogs thats on the side of the road
wander helplessly i think she might be my home
dont have no friends ima die all alone

witchbox, skeleton - on the count of three

ocellus