this intro is super generic for me but after this part it feels soo good.

oooooo love this guy's voice with the background sounds

Lyrics by @ocoenia and @lovelinks
Production by @ocoenia
Mixed by @cyberposix

Lyrics: 

How's your day, I'm missing things about you (about you)
Don’t wanna wait, I know that you’ll be home soon (home soon)
You’ve been away for far too long makes me blue (me blue, me blue, me blue)
Keep looking for the answers all while you’ve been gone
But it’s hard to keep going when it all feels wrong 
Cause when you’re by my side I’ve been feeling so strong 
Cause you’re the one I need that I needed all along

I keep searching for something else 
To keep me up when I’m feeling down
I’m feeling lost when you’re not around
I’m like a child at the fairgrounds 
I keep searching for something else 
To keep me up when I’m feeling down
I’m feeling lost when you’re not around
I’m like a child at the fairgrounds 

I was so afraid to admit it
But I broke your heart again
Now we’re finished
I’ve spent so many late nights
Living guilty
Clouded sunshine
From those memories
I was immature
Lost it all for sure
Now i’m all alone
Did i do this wrong
I’ve spent so many late nights
Being your love
Now that you’re gone
I don’t function

I keep searching for something else 
To keep me up when I’m feeling down
I’m feeling lost when you’re not around
I’m like a child at the fairgrounds 
I keep searching for something else 
To keep me up when I’m feeling down
I’m feeling lost when you’re not around
I’m like a child at the fairgrounds

Fairgrounds (ft. Lovemark)

Make sure to check out @ilwesto and @itscoffeerun !
Vocals @ocoenia @ilwesto
Prod @ocoenia @itscoffeerun
Mixing+mastering @itscoffeerun

Lyrics:
I’ve been living in my head
Wasting time in my bed 
Thinking about the things that I wish I had said 
Between all the lines that I wish I had read
Why did i think i could mend it 
I’ve been on my own for a while
You were actin cold for a while
Putting on a show while you smile
But I know, yeah I know

You never give me answers, always attitude
Then you always ask why I'm locked up in my room
It’s always back and forth trying to keep you all amused
You keep me on the low cause i’m always feeling used
I stay on the move always pink from all the bruises
But it’s so confusing truly cause 
Then you turn around and you act so disapproving 
I never know just what to do here

Poor rest 
And I’ll never have to forget
The way you made me feel is burned up way inside my cortex
Poor rest, I made it to your doorstep
I haven't slept for days, my eyes are getting even more red
Chain smoke, nic binge
Can I even fix it every time try
I always end up worse and wishing 
That you were here
Now you're gone 
That you were here
Now you're gone

You never give me answers, always attitude
Then you always ask why I'm locked up in my room
It’s always back and forth trying to keep you all amused
You keep me on the low cause i’m always feeling used
I stay on the move always pink from all the bruises
But it’s so confusing truly cause 
Then you turn around and you act so disapproving 
I never know just what to do here

Answers+Attitude ft. il Westo (prod Ocoenia & Coffee Run)

art by @ocoenia
prod by @ocoenia
vocals by @ocoenia
mix by @cat_naps

lyrics: 
I don’t wanna be the one to say it
Don’t wanna be playing all these games
Hoping love isn’t overrated 
Cause I still want it all the same
I just make things complicated
Just wanna be okay with my name 
Everything is so frustrating 
When I’m the only one to blame
 
Purgatory, I don’t wanna be around me
Side character in my story
Rotting in bed, I’m so boring 
Wait up for me, wonder what you think about me
Cause I’m always sad and lonely
Vertigo yet I’m falling so slowly

There’s eyes on the ceiling and snakes in the walls
You wouldn’t care wherever I fall
Avoiding me, try to keep off me 
Never learned how to really say sorry
You try to get closer I push you away 
When I just really need you to stay 
Avoiding me, try to keep off me
Wish I learned how to really say sorry

Purgatory, I don’t wanna be around me
Side character in my story
Rotting in bed, I’m so boring 
Wait up for me, wonder what you think about me
Cause I’m always sad and lonely
Vertigo yet I’m falling so slowly

Purgatory

Lyrics
She was a pretty one
She was a sight to see
Someone to warm you up
Someone you wished to be

And yet I hadn’t had a clue
Even the closest ones to you
I should’ve taken the chance
To offer you my hand
Except no one knew

She was a lucky one
At least that’s what it seemed
What was going on
From behind the scenes
Because my heart still breaks for you
And there was nothing we could do
I would’ve seen you again
And I still call you a friend
When it’s time, let’s start anew
So many times I just feel low
And wonder where the time goes
But when I look at sky
I know it’s never goodbye
It’s just a sweet hello

And yet I hadn’t had a clue
Even the closest ones to you
I should’ve taken the chance
To offer my hand
Except no one knew
Except no one knew

She Was A Pretty One (prod. Park Bird)

hello friends, it's been a while. thank you for listening and for staying around.

strangers, again.

Lyrics:
Over here the garden grows
Yellow roses the leaves will glow
With raindrops that waters the soils below
And flows in streams to the indigos 
I’ll lean down to kiss your nose

I’ll always be right here
Won’t you hold me near
You can always lean to me to whisper sweet nothings in my ear 

Underneath the blossom tree
I’ll pull you closer to me 
My little sweet pea
You mean the world to me

That butterfly flies into the skies 
And I love the way your eyes shine 
I’ll always be by your side 
Your loving arms stop the time

The sunlight’s rays 
Shine on your face
With you I know
Everything will be okay 
Don’t you feel this way

 Underneath the blossom tree
I’ll pull you closer to me 
My little sweet pea
You mean the world to me

My little sweet pea 
You mean the world to me 
My little sweet pea
You’ll always be 
Everything to me

Okay I'm really sorry about the pressing noises when I use the glockenspiel I'm f r u s t r a t e d

Little Sweet Pea

Jayce Cantor and I have sat on this for long enough. Heres a chill version of whats to come. - love love love -

gotta go prod. by jayce cantor

Mixed by @ilwesto

Lyrics:

I wish I could see you again 
I still hear your voice in my head
I still feel your arms around me 
But the earth keeps spinning slowly 
And I just have to watch from afar

I wanted to run away with you 
And build a house on the moon 
But now we’re here 
And oh so far from home 
And I just want your hold
 
So baby won’t you
Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms 

Do you ever get lonely my dear
Knowing I’ll never be able to reach you from here
Since I’ve left for the stars above 
I’ve been missing the feeling of your love 
Please bring me back down

So baby won’t you
Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Wish I could touch you, feel you 
Wish I could be there, near you
Wish I could see you, I need you 
So baby please

Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Homesick

Mixed by @ilwesto

Lyrics:

I’m making friends with the shadows on my wall
The shadows on my wall always answer when I call
The moon and I, we hold 
Pleasant conversations
And we’ll small talk and wonder where the days went 

I spend most of my time in bed 
Tracing out silhouettes and imaginary friends
Why won’t you get out of my head

Is anyone missing me 
Possibly?
Chasing sirens through empty streets 
I’ll tense my knees to kill my feet 

Yeah I’m friends with the shadows on my wall 
They don’t talk much but it’s better than having no one there at all 
And sometimes the moon leaves me alone and sleeps behind the clouds 
God why does the silence seem so loud

Yeah now I’m friends with all the shadows on my wall 
They’re pretty quiet and they laugh at me when I fall
But it’s better than being alone I guess 
Well, the moon is gone quite often 
Am I being forgotten
My bed feels like a coffin 
And the stars begin to soften 
But still 

I’m making friends with the shadows on my wall
The shadows on my wall always answer when I call
The moon and I, we hold 
Pleasant conversations
And we’ll small talk and wonder where the days went

Shadows on My Wall

Lyrics:

Wait for me 
At the place we used to meet
Before I drift to sleep
I want to know it’s not a dream

Cause I know you and I
Are lost  in thoughts and compromise
Can I see you one more time

Before I leave 
Before I leave
Before I leave

To tell you sorry for
Who I used to be

Can we pretend
We never changed
Behind all our scars and all our pain 
Maybe we’re still the same 
Living day by day
Has it always been this way 

Now you can’t look me in the eye
Caught in all your what ifs and all your whys
I guess it led to saying goodbye
So tell me 

Before I leave 
Before I leave
Before I leave

To tell you sorry

Before I leave 
Before I leave
Before I leave

To tell you sorry for
Who I used to be

And I know 
That I should grab my things and go
Oh I don’t mean to be cold
But if you hold on 
Oh I don’t know if I can

Be strong 
Be strong
It’s time to move on
So be strong 
Oh when I’m gone 

Before I leave 
Before I leave
Before I leave

Before I leave 
Before I leave
Before I leave

To tell you sorry for
Who I used to be

Before I Leave

Overrated (prod. astroblk)

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Answers+Attitude ft. il Westo (prod Ocoenia & Coffee Run)

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