this is the first song that has made me tear up like this in so long.

Autoplay has captured my heart once again <3

i remember mingling with you on Elijah's server, glad to see you getting more exposure :)

art by @ocoenia
prod by @ocoenia
vocals by @ocoenia
mix by @cat_naps

lyrics: 
I don’t wanna be the one to say it
Don’t wanna be playing all these games
Hoping love isn’t overrated 
Cause I still want it all the same
I just make things complicated
Just wanna be okay with my name 
Everything is so frustrating 
When I’m the only one to blame
 
Purgatory, I don’t wanna be around me
Side character in my story
Rotting in bed, I’m so boring 
Wait up for me, wonder what you think about me
Cause I’m always sad and lonely
Vertigo yet I’m falling so slowly

There’s eyes on the ceiling and snakes in the walls
You wouldn’t care wherever I fall
Avoiding me, try to keep off me 
Never learned how to really say sorry
You try to get closer I push you away 
When I just really need you to stay 
Avoiding me, try to keep off me
Wish I learned how to really say sorry

Purgatory, I don’t wanna be around me
Side character in my story
Rotting in bed, I’m so boring 
Wait up for me, wonder what you think about me
Cause I’m always sad and lonely
Vertigo yet I’m falling so slowly

Purgatory

please follow my homie, she made this song good thank: https://soundcloud.com/imtiffany

Basura - Care For Her (Feat. tiffi)

Lyrics & Vocals - Lottie Reeder

<3

Available for download here: yoshimii.bandcamp.com/album/hi

Waves

The person referenced in this song is no longer my sunshine but I still wish them the absolute best

i used google and comic sans for this cover art and I AM NOT SORRY FOR IT
i did the uke but @nthnll did the rest MANY THANKS!!!!

Lyrics::
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy, when skies are gray
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You are the stars 
In my universe
You light up my world with a single word
And though we're so far, I feel so close
Because when I talk to you, I feel at home

When you come online,
We waste no time
Talk from the early morning, to late at night
Though the time zones differ, that doesn't mean much
Because we have each other and that's enough

We say dumb things
We have some fun
You really make me laugh, you're cute as hell
And though we're different, we feel the same 
You understand me and you don't think I'm lame

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy, when skies are gray
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

You Were My Twitter Boyfriend(prod. NVTHVN)

For someone special ♥♥♥

Follow @imtiffany !! ♥

Lyrics by @imtiffany and @ocoenia ♥

I see the sparkle in your eyes
I lean my head into your chest and sigh
Talk for hours at a time
Your thoughts and mine will intertwine 

Mm, you make me feel so electric
When you say I'm everything you wanted

Stay with me, hold my heart upon your sleeve
Memories, we can make and we can keep 
Through this song I hope you see
Just how much you mean to me 

The moonlit skies
Light the streets as we drive by
Every note and every rhyme
Will be our anthem for tonight 

Mm, I like the way you said it 
Your loving smile I can’t forget it
Stay with me, hold my heart upon your sleeve
Memories, we can make and we can keep 
Through this song I hope you see
Just how much you mean to me

I’ll write your name into the sky
We’ll watch the days and months go by 
Isn’t it funny how time flies
When I'm with you


Mm, you make me feel so electric
Cause you are everything i wanted

Stay with me
Hold my heart upon your sleeve
Memories
We can make and we can keep 
Through this song I hope you see


[Break] 


Stay with me
Hold my heart upon your sleeve
Memories
We can make and we can keep 

Stay with me
Hold my heart upon your sleeve
Through this song I hope you see
Just how much you mean to me

With You (ft. Tiffi)

Okay I know I've uploaded this like three times already but I'm really indecisive :^)) 

Lyrics;

I don’t want to drive you away again 
I know when I see that little grin 
Yeah it warms me up quite a bit 
Hope that you don’t mind I’m outside in
I’m so outside in
All my flaws and weaknesses etched upon my skin
All my wants and all my thoughts cover me in knots, why can’t I keep them in
I’m just so outside in, outside in
I hope that you don’t think that I’m weird
The last person who thought I was, they disappeared (don’t leave me)
I don’t want to let you go
I’d like to be with you till we grow old 
I’m so outside in
All my flaws and weaknesses etched upon my skin
All my wants and all my thoughts cover me in knots, why can’t I keep them in
I’m just so outside in, outside in
Ooooh outside in
Ooooh can’t I keep it in
Ooooh I’m outside in 
Ooooh I’m outside in 
I hope that you don’t mind I’m outside in 
I really want to see that little grin 
Because it warms up quite a bit 
Please don’t mind I’m outside in
I’m so outside in
All my flaws and weaknesses etched upon my skin
All my wants and all my thoughts cover me in knots, why can’t I keep them in
I’m just so outside in, outside in
Ooooh outside in
Ooooh can’t I keep it in
Ooooh I’m outside in 
Ooooh I’m outside in 
I’m outside in

Outside In

FINALLY, its here. 
Beautiful beat created by the main pasta boi @bbluknight
Featuring the irish mansion lad @cloudmacx
They are both very worth your listening time, so make sure to check them out!!

Check out the YouTube video here: https://youtu.be/kQmz00xT9Qk

Thank you for listening <3

Better Off Dead Feat. Cloud Mac (Prod. Bluknight)

im back bitches, vroom vroom in my new depression. 

There will be more like this to come, so stick around if you like it :) 

//Lyrics:

You probably know 
It's not that easy
When every one around is 
Bright colours and Happiness.
 
Now this is not excuse,
It's a hand me down 
For every one who's also like this.

Sometimes I get sad 
About everyone 
I never stayed in touch with.

But Its silly being sad 
If you're the one 
Who never stayed in touch with 
Everyone you miss now.

It's hard to explain 
When you can't trust yourself to be honest.
So I kept myself away 
From all you kindness,

So that it won't go to waste
Cos I know I can't change.
I have always been like this.


I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me 
When are we burning out 
I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me
Are we ok for now?


I promise you it's not that easy
Living within this  porcelain head

Cos everything in here smashes so easily,
And by picking up the pieces you'll be left with scars.

It's hard to be 
When your own words chocke you out,
And the silence in your skin lets you down. 

Don't you waste your wide eyed heart upon this clown
Who's mastered the art living upside down.

I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me 
When are we burning out 
I can't  understand your being here 
So tell me, tell me
Are we ok for now?

//

thanks for listening, i really appreciate you all~

Porcelain Head (are we ok for now?)

Mixed by @ilwesto

Lyrics:

I wish I could see you again 
I still hear your voice in my head
I still feel your arms around me 
But the earth keeps spinning slowly 
And I just have to watch from afar

I wanted to run away with you 
And build a house on the moon 
But now we’re here 
And oh so far from home 
And I just want your hold
 
So baby won’t you
Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms 

Do you ever get lonely my dear
Knowing I’ll never be able to reach you from here
Since I’ve left for the stars above 
I’ve been missing the feeling of your love 
Please bring me back down

So baby won’t you
Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Wish I could touch you, feel you 
Wish I could be there, near you
Wish I could see you, I need you 
So baby please

Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Take me home 
Take me home 
Take me home 
To your arms

Homesick

Lyrics:
let the music take you

let ur feelings break you

let the music take you

let ur feelings break you

I know ur falling too far

just wait ill catch you before

I sink too deep through your heart  

I lose my cool near your arms
I hope these simple lyrics carry emotion for you. <3

falling

spotify ツ

It's me, I'm soft boy. It's also my birthday today. :D 

OUT ON ALL MAJOR STREAMING PLATFORMS. GO STREAM IT. BIG YEET MY GUY. 

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3vyxCxtO3YpAmg5PYhQYyz?si=1M619WePREm7U4kc4j3mGw
Apple Music: 
https://music.apple.com/us/album/soft-boy-hours-feat-lovemark-ocoenia-single/1542650184

Produced by me 
Singing: https://soundcloud.com/lovelinks
Singing and Artwork: https://soundcloud.com/ocoenia
Written by il Westo and lovemark 

Lyrics: 
Soft boy, know you're really soft though
All your feelings hurt, but you're the who caught those, caught those

Soft boy, know you're really soft though
All your feelings hurt, but you're the who caught those, caught those
Soft boy, know you're really soft though
All your feelings hurt, but you're the who caught those, caught those

She led me on
Maybe I'm obnoxious
Was it all my fault
Or was I just her object
I’ve been finding petals in my bed yeah
All my flowers dead yeah
The stars say put my phone down
Find love in my own self yeah
But I think I’ll be okay now
Because I know she’s not to blame now
Realize the fault has been mine
Maybe then I’ll learn to be alright

Die, I wouldn't really mind
A bird in a cage is not really alive
I'm stuck, I find it hard to trust
Because all we ever were, all we ever were
Was falling out of love 
Sheesh

Soft boy, know you're really soft though
All your feelings hurt, but you're the who caught those, caught those
Soft boy, know you're really soft though
All your feelings hurt, but you're the who caught those, caught those

You're the one who caught those
Fall try more
Try falling out of love
Soft boy, know you're really
I'm stuck
Maybe I'm obnoxious
Was it all my fault
Or was I just her object
I’ve been finding petals in my bed yeah
All my flowers dead 
The stars say put my phone down
Find love in my own self
But I think I’ll be okay now
Because I know she’s not to blame now 

But I think I’ll be okay now
Because I know she’s not to blame now
Realize the fault has been mine
Maybe then I’ll learn to be alright

Soft boy, know you're really soft though
All your feelings hurt, but you're the who caught those, caught those

Soft Boy Hours Ft. lovemark & Ocoenia

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Outside In

Ocoenia

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