The Upload 35

drinking until i throw up

Prod. Jake Mitchell, Jkei


Do You Ever Miss Yourself? 

Olympus Projects/glvsshouse 2021

Complicated

Darius King - Spazz 3.0 [Prod. Valious x Malloy]

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out


i lost myself trying to be a better person
it was never worth it

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind

i'm too close to my mic i cant hear a thing whatd you say? (huh)
i might lose my fucking mind if i dont try to save a life
i mean i guess i know inside its fucked up i cant let you in my head
i used to paint these pictures now i scream them all instead
pretty reds i'll show you how i bled

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out

i lost myself trying to be a better person

Smile! (splashgvng)

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

spotify

books

LEGEND HAS IT❤️

earthquake a$$ (pr. yuki)

bi polar w/ hayd333n (dercept)

nico north x mackie - RED RUBY (Prod. Waveboys)

on and on (interlude)

So excited for this song to finally be out!! Love yall so much! New song and music video next month!

Moving On! ft NI KO

Vails x evergarden x dead spyro :) hope u enjoy x

(Vails)
Nananana 

Stick and stones, they break my bones
But I still fight, baby, I don’t wanna let go of this
We fight, yeah we argue all night, 
But in the end we come back, like everything was so bliss
I learn from you, and you learn from me
I don’t wanna wake up, to reality 
Im not- I’m not saying this  an easy battle from the start
Cus every waking moment you go stab me in  my heart 


(Evergarden)
tell me ur sure itl pass
weird how the more that i ask less i know
tell me "ur losing ur head"
well i know
should have been quick took a while
Took a while 

(Vails)
Stick and stones, they break my bones
But I still fight, baby, I don’t wanna let go of this
We fight, yeah we argue all night, 
But in the end we come back, like everything was so bliss
I learn from you, and you learn from me
I don’t wanna wake up, to reality 
I’m not saying this  an easy battle from the start
Cus every waking moment you go stab me in  my heart 

Nananana

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6. No Easy Battles (feat. Evergarden)

Black & blue w/ Yung ØD

(Hook)
Baby I’m so black and blue
Tell me what the fuck to do 
I been trying to escape but I keep wondering like who
Should I be asking for help cus it’s so lonely at the bottom
I got bruises and these scars but yet you calling me the problem
Your abuse was free, but everything was at cost 
I took chance for this love but now the feelings were lost 
I’m fully engaged in your life, like my past time 
All I see is black, but feeling blue in the inside ddff

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7. Black & Blue (feat. Yung Ø.D)

this is unfinished but I started making some other stuff cuz I'm sick of being sad next album is gonna be the opposite of the woods

non-profit soundcloud exclusive

town (prod. king theta)

Produced by Slidinmoon & Joei Razook

mixed by isai morales

!!!!!!!

Thru the Dark (prod by Slidinmoon & Joei Razook)

"𝕀'𝕧𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕕𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕤𝕠𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕣"
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lyrics:

[chorus]
It takes time to recognize why everything is wrong
why lie? protect your own eyes or simply play along

[verse 1]
why hide from the truth
you know what to do
I know you fucking care
I fear what is new
so I try not pursue
I sit in my despair
~
I find comfort in your arms yeah I miss you
I'm so happy feeling sappy need a tissue
everything inside my life will come together
I can't seem to get upset about dumb shit such as the weather

[bridge]
I'm just taking my time
I'm enjoying the climb
when I come down I know that you will be all mine
but my head is a mess, know ill work through it fine

[chorus]
It takes time to recognize why everything is wrong
why lie? protect your own eyes or simply play along

[bridge]
I've had worries bout the future like will decide it sooner
or will I just wander aimlessly 
I could chase being producer or just work up on computers
uncommitted so tenaciously

[hook]
like I know somehow i'll find what I want
I just wake up start up my heart
I don't know if i will live one more day
so live life like death is today
x2

earthquake a$$ (pr. yuki)

Loser

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