Happy Songs

freestyle friday yo. 

lyrics soon:

Beautiful the day be 
When she imitate me
show her life lessons 
All that escaped me

Lately ive been the opposite
Of down and out found a lady that is awesome
A Blossom from dead petals grown cosmic
Every time I wake up next to this goddess

Life is joyous life is weird and unforgiving 
Almost seems like it’s all on purpose on entry 
tympani player have no need in the symphony 
Don’t believe in god just the assurance of Entropy 

i can't sleep , my eyes twitch
lets switch sides and provide a 5 minute hiatus 
til we wake up and pinch a cig and try to sleep til our eyes hate us
  
/no/
bet you love that fucking line
youd be lying if you said it. 
i bet you repeat every line i post to re4ddit

But it’s all got a meaning
It’s all gotta go sometime
Some guy floating through the cosmos 
On a sundial tethered to a sun that never sets
Laying next to her drunk as fuck with December sweats
/no/

they be like "beauty is only skin deep"
but that monster living under your epidermis is 10 feet
a beautiful broad possessed succubus gunning for
captain ratchet -  call her ms. batshit if you fucking her
no strings attached cuz she got her hand up your ass
and she talking like a ventriloquist with a water glass
fight like she fuck
bumping loose lips
just agree to disagree 
Gotta mosey you knew this
best believe i wont repeat 
the same routine with new chicks
freshen up inbetween 
a break to breathe then move in

Freestyle Friday - 2021 - 08 - 29 - Oxynym

Our entry into r/makinghiphop Cypher 34
Lyrics:
[Hook] 
I'm sorry for the lies that I spread
I'm sorry for the tears that you shed
I wish I could take back what I said
I'm sorry that I'm better off dead

[Booda]
Lately I've been bogged down by things that I could've done different
Thoughts up in my head that be thumpin louder than a sub system
Got consistence cause I was listening, Competition was non-existant
Took for granted my position now its got me wishin' cause
I've got regrets,
Bout the things that I've done wrong
Resonating like a stuck gong, could've put it all into a love song now
I've got regrets,
Bout the things that I did do
All the time that I misused and how it could've been simple
But that was then and this is now and we've all grown in our own ways
Thinkin on back to the times that we had and how we'd stay up for days
Could it be now how it was back then now that's the question I raise
Regardless of the answer there's only one thing to say and thats

[HOOK]

[T-Muney]
I'm sorry that I'm better off dead
These thoughts they keep fillin my head
Don't know where I'm going but I gotta get back on the road again
I'm sorry for these stacks that I blow in the wind
Still hittin you up just to see how you been
She don't even want to chat or see me again
I saw myself inside her phone labeled the ex again
I'm sorry I don't know how to be your friend
Now I'm on my way home to an empty bed
Our relationship is broken and I wish I could mend
And I'll be saying sorry every day until the end

I'm Sorry Cypher - Boodi$T (Booda x T-Muney) [prod. Blair Green x Nick Mira]

Hey little sis/
How you doin' little miss?/
I've been thinking/
Feel I gotta tell you this, now/
Don't let it piss you off/
I was drinking and I heard this song/
That I can't dismiss/
It made my chest burn/
Just like a furnace /
Made me think of you and the kids/
And the fact that you're here/
But we live the fear that,/
One day, you could be sorely missed... /
Cos I know that it's real/
All the things that you feel/
And there's certain things, I don't think/
Time can heal/
But I hope that you've learnt/
To deal with things/
Not reach for the rope/
Make a meal of things/
You don't need to explain/
All the pain in your brain/
That you go through again and again and again/
Cos sometimes I feel like I might feel the same/
That I'm coming off the tracks like a runaway train/
Regardless, this is how it is and I/
Don't think, it'll ever go away, all this/
You might never tell it's still getting in the way/
But I know that the truth's/
That it probably is,/
Lots of things that you did, in the past/
That we're all glad, didn't come to pass/
But if I was to ask, I could easily believe it,/
If you told me that you still feel all the shards in your heart/
And it's dark but I know that/
Every time you fell flat/
Picked yourself up and gave the pain/
A big old whack with a baseball bat/
Never been the same and I'm proud of the fact/
That you did that mate/
Don't deserve all the hate/
That's hung around your neck/
Like a big fat weight,/
Just gotta wait, and see,/
How life can be/
But I know that it's hard to believe me/

Hey Little Sis - Reddit Cypher 35 (Prod. lil cha cha)

ancient vocals if im being fr

[Verse 1: october]
Moon on my neck
She a pool when I'm next
Oh I'm cool but a fool
What to do? 
Bitch, I'm vexxed
And my best friend a Vex
Jumping off the upper deck
Devil in a new dress
Dressing up just to rest
Arms crossed on my chest
Eyes glossed, I'm lost
Chewing frost, rotting in the shipwreck
Fuck what a bitch threat
Disrespect the dialect
I'm higher than the highest you can get
So, I don't wanna argue 'bout it
I don't wanna talk about it
I don't wanna wake another day
And say "I never gave a fuck about it"
Waste another day, I lay
I fade out every fuckin' second
All this fuckin' second guessing
Never came in fuckin' second
Doing what you can't
Never been your mans
Never been your guy
And I never been your friend
Never was the plan
So I took it in my hands
Now I'm moving so slow
From all the ice in my glands
Fuck a land, fuck a home
Beat a bitch, fuck a hoe
Fuck a Roman and motherfuck your Rome
Jesus to you Pilates
As the fire dyin'
I'm rising out the ashes
Clashing with your fuckin' quiet

[Verse 2: Russ Hillier]
Rising from the ashes
Open eyes 
The thunder crashes overhead
There's a giant sized arachnid we've revived from the dead
Straight out the Jurassic
Been debating all the tactics
And we finally decide to start pulling on the thread
Feeling good inside the web
Until we realized we been kept
As a pudding we were waiting
Due to lose our fuckin heads
We were stupid and impatient
Bunch of juniors complacent
Turning lucifer to Satan
And consuming 'till we're dead
Accruing all this debt
We sped ahead with no regrets
No adaptation to the weight that we got hanging round our necks
Octo's in a vex
I'll drop the shots and bottleneck
While necking bottles throttle pressed
Thrown all my morals out and pledged
To get so hollow
Lessen sorrow
I'll consolidate the dregs
And what we get is disconnection
Just a follow and forget
Just a follow and forget
I'll see you later, uh

Follow & Forget feat. Russ Hillier (prod. POLAROID PAPI)

mom was right, video games are evil

[Verse 1: october]
Bitch, it's '81 and me and SF gotta break the bank
Quarters clankin' in my pocket
Rocket straight to the arcade
Dark as fuck, CRTs up in my vision
Million motherfuckers makin' mockeries
But me and Russ, we on a mission
See it in the back
"Ayo O, have you ever seen that?"
Matte black with the blue accents
Shit had put me in a trance
Took a chance
Empty out my balance for the tokens in my hand
Weeks have passed
And I'm still stuck up in this fuckin' stance
Starship shooting pixels replay in my fuckin' mind
G-Men at my fuckin' door
I'm staring at 'em through the blinds
Psychoactive, try to stay away
Like a moth who's drawn to flame
I come right back to play
I ain't ate in fuckin' days
I ain't even know the date
I'm irate
Lashing out at family
Wanna take my fuckin' brain
Ship it off to Reagan
For the doctors to obtain
I'm insane
It seems crazy just to blame a game
Hold up, wait
Call up Russ and see if he okay

[Verse 2: Russ Hiller]
Yeugh
Is anybody out there really real?
Cop a feel but it's hollow
just a brittle shitty build
I'm a sim, gonna follow without any sense of will
I couldn't tell you what's a pixel
Everything seems so surreal
Bollocks to your pretty little pill
I'm awake to the horrors
I'm not swallowing anything that you shill
Third option, right here: walk away from this deal
But that wasn't on offer
so what's being concealed?
Is it Polybius pulling at the strings?
Is there an evil genius achieving his dream?
Am I on an intravenous in a hospital wing?
So many questions but the worlds blend together
Dunno what to believe
So many oxygen thieves
I got a box full of c4
Octo
We gotta put a stop to this machine war
The police force
Is soon gonna be knocking down these doors
I'm almost at the end of the level just gimme 3 more minutes

POLYBIUS feat. Russ Hillier (prod. FLOCKABOI)

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