lyrics -

know I’m needing change
I think I might erase myself
in a funny sorta way
I think I kinda hate myself 

find me 
diggin out my grave 
the critters never good for health 
in this hell I call a maze 
would it hurt to kill myself  

help me fly away from here
watch me drive away in fear 
no where else stay in here 
I was never made for here x2

OCTOBER - KILL MYSELF (PROD. JUSHINAS THEME)

(PROD. DYSTOPIA)

lyrics- 

(OCTOBER)

cutting off a bitch not attached at all
waiting in the pit for the acid fall
numb to all the shit that u asking for 
kno she needing love not sum alchohol

raised from the thraxx and the facts u off 
blade up in my back your attacks i saw 
running w the clique why u acting tall
i could smell the bitch right through your flaws

stone cold reaper
looking for a diva
all black bitch w the skill for a feature
hollowgate keeper
fire for a fever
give u what u want 
where the sky cant see us

pump fake w the blade teaser
blood stains on ya face get up
our grave till the day see ya
never seen a ghost
swear i saw u we were talking today 
or was it yesterday


(SUMMER ALONE)

How you gonna deal with pain if you don’t want change 

Cut myself off from everybody in the way 

They Tryna stop my shine I’m busy tryna get payed 

I’ve been smoking thrax and walking round in the rain 



I just want my Ex 

I will cut a bitch off

If She send me a text 

Cut my fucking wrist off

Like Bitch I’m bleeding red 

Drain me fucking slow but not enough to make me dead 

Need you back inside my bed

OCTOBER X SUMMER ALONE - NEVER SEEN A GHOST

INFINITY X STEELO — one last goodbye *prod. greaf* [MV LINK IN DESCRIPTION]

empty bedrooms ft. NORUE (prod.thersx)

FISHBOWL w/Twenyohthree x Grim Is Lost

prod lord135

lyrics - 

u people can talk down but im on my way 
too drunk to respond I think what to say 
god I love lullaby’s n telling u to wait 
my mind is so divided my mind is filled w violence 
aye

my number 1, got no one beside u 
I’ll show u better things 
no one else want us 
baby a goner 
I live inside your brain 
u in my crib wondering 
if I’m just a stunta 
trust in the songs I sing

or not 
I’ve been fighting the feeling that’s been itching in both eyes 
I been tryna get together I missing u no lie 
tell my mama that I’m good by myself 
I got 4 lives 
speeding off out the block, I’m just living the lifestyle like damn
learn the lifestyle and cameras
it’s raining outside I’m high though
missis so damn nasty 
stack some cash n drive home

home in no time
It’s ur time to never find me 
forest don’t switch sides jus sit in silence 
finally find peace 
not a mission I can’t finished when the ghost stand by to crucify me
this that push yo foot against the peddle 
high speed n a blunt beside me

I try just to be the best man 
I know it’s all for nothing better save my self 
calls echo through yo bedroom 
I wonder if ur feeling what im feeling for u

nights like this inside of my head 
I find it hard to digest 
I found out people too damn selfish 
I quit 
I put my gun on silence
so u can’t hear me crying 
I felt this way in my bed
yes I did 

I wish I lived my moments 
I hope I’m not ur moment 
I know u see me Growing 
wait till summer I’ll be flying 
im not heroic but pretty stoic 
I’ve been feeling all this pain w no emotion 
she’s a witch but I’ve been looking for her potions 
I ain’t missing nothing baby come n show it

OCTOBER - HOME (PROD. LORD135)

[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

OCTOBER - SHE WAS NEVER HERE

@howruguts
@diverseffa
@black.candle.cult

Cover art by @tamagork

BLACK LUNG NIGHTS -<3GUTS x DIVERSE

Not Workin with Lil Dommy

[lyrics]

i got blisters on my hands 

n bruises on my body 

ima grown ass man all this shit i do for u shawty 

i been makin money maybe now she’ll finally love me

she dont even wana try i’m wastin my time 

i been thinkin bout death it dont rlly seem bad 

why tf i love u ig i like bein sad 

fuck this life dat i’m in 

i’m jus waiting for an end 

i been killin myself every night jus to live

wake up w them weights on my chest 

i can feel shawty layin by my me in my bed 

turn my head around 

open up my eyes turns out she ain’t there 

i been seein things 

suicide inside my dreams 

ain’t nothin what it seems 

i ain’t where i wana be 

everybody gona die why not die tn 

when i end my life 

tell me are u gona cry? 

nah  


[people in this song]

@jacc_ak

[main ig]

@nohopeshawty

wrong place, wrong time (prod. slendy)

sleep well after death ☾ 

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