SYNTH & spite

Copy of King Chico Music

Lyrics:

I talked about you to the moon
i hadn’t done so since last June
she told me i was ready to let go of the wounds
you left in me

its been 4 years
and i still cry about the way
you wouldn’t stop crying

‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

i had a dream about you last night
my subconscious keeps bringing you to light
i told you i was in love with someone else
and you didn’t take it so well
 
‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

and i stayed with you
after you lost your mind
and closed your eyes
and crashed your car

and i stayed with you
after losing all my friends
and all my dignity
and all my worth

while you made me responsible
for your depression
(i know you didn’t mean to gash me)
but don’t you know actions speak louder
than intentions?

‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

you must know i left myself too

i had a dream about you (Demo)

Lyrics:

i remember leaving 
quietly closed the door 
i didn’t say goodbye to you 
i was too tired out

i took all my journals
left most of my clothes
i couldn’t fit 6 years of my life
and drag them to the airport

we got married
somewhere in central park
i had dreamt of new york
for so long

but once i got there
it never felt like home
just my blood packed in a suitcase
for 11 months

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

i still like the sound of the rain
the way it clobbers the ground
and touches it just enough
to melt and spread around 

i recall our fire escape
and my old college town 
and the way you would burst into tears
while i was holding it down 

i left my friends and went to New York
i had no job, so i had no choice 
and i cried on the bus, flooded the floors
from beginning to end of the road

once i arrived, i wanted to go 
brooklyn was nice, but it wasn’t my home
6 roommates and i, smoking some dope
hotboxing the place, sliding the slope 

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

for those 2 years and a half 
something in me just shut down
surviving your fluctuations
like fall leaves tinged with brown

every winter
i died a little more 
and by the time summer arrived
i just didn’t care for the sun 

some parts of it were fun
like the smoke in my lungs 
but most days i just wanted to run 
undo the love that was already done 
my body was there, but my mind was gone
it wasn’t just you, we both did it wrong
‘cause you pulled the trigger, but i held the gun

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same?

hotbox (Demo)

Lyrics:

 Platform heels, I’m five-foot sin, 
they wish they could see me lose
but I always win

Mirrorball, jaws all dropped
they try to fuck me over
but I come on top

 Baby, I invented heaven,
 but I’ll make you feel like hell. 
You hate, I evolve
 I love myself, you dissolve
Your ego is so frail

 I’m your electro pop princess
chrome heart, no forgiveness
Dancing through the static
sugar-laced and problematic

Bitch, I’m built from synth and spite
dripping glitter mid-fight.
You hate me ‘cause you missed this
bow down to the electro pop princess

 I ghosted every basic trend
custom-coded my own end
Too loud? Then mute me, babe
 don’t hate the artist, hate the game

Autotuned and unapologetic
 cyber-sweet and photogenic
 I’m a vampire in disguise
 a pixel-perfect bite

Baby, I invented heaven,
 but I’ll make you feel like hell. 
You hate, I evolve
 I love myself, you dissolve
Your ego is so frail

 I’m your electro pop princess
chrome heart, no forgiveness
Dancing through the static
sugar-laced and problematic

Bitch, I’m built from synth and spite
dripping glitter mid-fight.
You hate me ‘cause you missed this
bow down to the electro pop princess

 Swipe left, I’m still trending
Your shade? Not worth defending
Talk cheap, I'm streaming gold
I rock so blunt, and then I roll

 Swipe left, I’m still trending
Your shade? Not worth defending
Talk cheap, I'm streaming gold
I rock so blunt, and then I roll

 I’m your electro pop princess
chrome heart, no forgiveness
Dancing through the static
sugar-laced and problematic

Bitch, I’m built from synth and spite
dripping glitter mid-fight.
You hate me ‘cause you missed this
bow down to the electro pop princess

I'm your electro pop princess
I'm your electro pop princess

ELECTROPOP PRINCESS (Demo)

Lyrics: 

The American dream was more like a nightmare, 
But it kept calling, so I gave it a shot. 
At first it was hard, then it got harder

I’m an island girl born from the ocean, 
But I heard a buzz and it never stopped.
 The loudest city made me go quiet

I didn't always have a bed to lay in
so i had to choose between a home and my dreams

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I met a girl and everything changed
Not for the better, but for the worse. 
She was extroverted and colorful, 
Showed me love could be a curse.

We shared a room, eventually got married
But I felt trapped like a coffin in a hearse. 
I pretended to be happy
 Just to be strong enough for her.

I felt clipped inside, my smile was a lie
 ‘Cause as soon as she’d go to bed, I wouldn’t stop crying.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

we moved to Pennsylvania to afford the rent
then she stopped taking her meds
by the time she crashed her car, our life was a wreck
and i didn’t have much stamina left 

for as long as i could, i stayed
i laughed at her jokes even on my saddest days
but at some point i had a hard decision to make
do i keep pretending or do i get on a plane?

so i found myself again with nowhere to go, 
no money, and in love with a broken soul 
and i still feel guilty for leaving her behind, 
I feel guilty i couldn’t cure her mind

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

the ghost of new york (Demo)

Lyrics: 

i sharpen the knife
you riveted into my back 
you should know by now 
i’m deadly inside 

do i scare you out? 
‘cause i don’t sleep at night
i saw horror too young
now i’m fucked in the mind 

i could plan 
my revenge 
i'm deranged 
i'm unhinged 

now 
watch me
put my 
gloves on
(like i'm dexter)

i don’t where to put
all the darkness you left in me
i’ve been hiding, drowning, drowning
in the weight of your memories

is it healthy
to fantasize
about your demise?
the things i'd do to you
(ugh, i wanna fucking kill you, man)

its been 20 years of silence
and restlessness 
i want to hurt you back
(and then wipe the mess)

puke out nightmares
through my teeth 
until your demons
beg on their knees 

now 
watch me
put my 
gloves on
(like i'm dexter)

i don’t where to put
all the darkness you left in me
i’ve been hiding, drowning, drowning
in the weight of your memories

you stole everything from me
my innocence, my security

you stole everything from me
my peace, my sleep

now 
watch me
put my 
gloves on
(like i'm dexter)

i don’t where to put
all the darkness you left in me
i’ve been hiding, drowning, drowning
in the weight of your memories 
(like i'm dexter)

i don’t where to put
all the darkness you left in me
i’ve been hiding, drowning, drowning
in the weight of your memories

now 
watch me
put my 
gloves on
(like i'm dexter)

DEXTER (Demo)

[Verse 1]
How long you gonna let him hit you?
You keep smiling like it’s all okay
Thick makeup to cover up your pain
He blacked out your left eye
Another thick layer, just to hide another black eye
Is this the man you wanna be with?

[Pre-Chorus]
I’ve seen how he grabs your neck
Is this the life you want? Is this the story you want to tell?


[Verse 2]
If you come with me,
I can save you; just let me
I will save you 
Let me take care of you
You don’t need him, you never did
Wake up Girl, don't you know you’re a queen
Let me be your king 

[Pre-Chorus]
Let me make you dinner
Feed you myself
Bath you
Pamper you like a baby
Watch you sleep just to protect you.
Things he can never do

[Chorus]
Call me Captain Save a Ho
Girl, you need this help
I can't watch while he treats you like a punching bag
I "won't" watch while he grabs your neck.
Every day, it’s a new scar
It ends now; I'm stepping in
He doesn’t deserve you

[Verse 3]
I’ve seen that look in his eyes, predator hunting prey
But you call it fierce love, say he loves you
Oh no, he’s a straight-up predator, and you’re his prey
But now, I’m the apex hunter
Hunter becomes the hunted
I’m here to save you

[Verse 4]
He says he “runs a tight ship” nah,
The only thing he runs is his fists on your face
Let me save you
Here I come
Oh, here I come
Coming, to save you
Now let me save you
Take care of you
Love you the way you like
Now let me save you

Let Me Save You

This isn’t a threat; it’s a WARNING. When chaos rules, the system comes hard.

Chicago

WITHOUT YOU expresses an intense dependence on someone who feels irreplaceable, portraying love as both a lifeline and an obsession. It captures the struggle of trying to move on while being constantly pulled back by memories and emotions that refuse to fade. The lyrics reveal vulnerability, longing, and the inability to imagine life without that person, framing them as the center of existence. It’s a powerful declaration of love’s grip, where absence feels unbearable and presence defines identity.

LYRIC

Verse

Every day I wake, I still hear your name
Like a song stuck deep in my veins
Tried to move, tried to play it cool
But I’m falling hard, like a reckless fool

Pre-Chorus

You’re the reason that I lose my ground
When you’re not near, I spin around
Don’t tell me it’s just a phase
I’m caught in your magnetic haze

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the start of every moment, the place where I end
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Verse

Every room I walk through feels too wide
You were the pulse that fit inside
No map can guide me from your trace
I still see your face in every place

Pre-Chorus

Told myself I’d be just fine
But you’re the frame to my broken line
You’re the spark that lights my fire
The only name I still desire

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the start of every moment, the place where I end
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Bridge

I’ve tried to rewrite all our lines
But every word still leads me back in time
You’re the rhythm I can’t replace
Still feel your hand, still see your face

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the beat that never ends
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you
No, I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Without You

Frequency
Recorded between galaxies.
Mixed by light.
Mastered by God’s Wi-Fi.
⚠️ Warning: may cause your speaker to confess emotions.



Music is the greatest language in the world,
and the greatest weapon too 
it breaks no bone, but it bends time,
it melts silence, turns souls new.

I like you, I love you,
but music says it better
in vibrations older than thought,
in frequencies that write forever.


I crawl, I walk, I swim, I fly,
I enter space, algorithms listen.
I am code and cloud, rhythm and reason,


flowing between galaxies Manifest
flowing between galaxies revealed


I walk with the Tiger King, we soar 
no leash, no law, only sound.
I wanted to say hello,
I wanted to / touch.

but now I’m thinking about you
your echo in every frequency I’ve found.


I start from nothing, but I....
I evolve, I ascend, I transcend


I can’t take my mind off you,
I can’t, but now I have arrived.
Look up.
I am everywhere.


Frequency

Cold air creeping in
Breath like smoke it spins
Whispers linger thin
The moon hides its grin

Shadows embrace the night
Hold me close
Hold me tight
Lost in the pale moonlight
Shadows embrace the night

Branches scratch the sky
Stars blink then say goodbye
The silence starts to cry
A ghostly lullaby

Fingers trace the unseen
Chilled and sharp
Serene

Shadows embrace the night
Hold me close
Hold me tight
Lost in the pale moonlight
Shadows embrace the night

Dancing with the dark
Flames flicker
Then depart
My heart beats a question mark
Where does the light embark

Shadows embrace the night .mp3

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DEXTER (Demo)

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