Lyrics: 

There’s a pool filled with my emotions
But I feel scared to jump in

I know I was born to experience devotion 
But I just can’t seem to dive in 

Maybe my problem
Is that i'm putting a deadline
to my grief 

In my head, there's an everlasting wave
It crashes on the shores of my brain 

I keep expecting it to end 
but it never does

Maybe my problem
Is that i'm putting a deadline
to my grief 
I feel it deep underneath
I just want to feel alive

The wind blows my hair 
Each strand a dandelion
floating away  

I keep thinking I 
healed everything inside
Until it all comes back

In my chest, there is a rotten fruit tree
That I keep watering 

It lays there, scary-still 
And I know it can’t grow, but I will

floating away
(I was born to experience life)
but I keep forgetting why

I KEEP EXPECTING IT TO END (Demo)

every villain has an origin story 💜🐙

I KEEP EXPECTING IT TO END (Demo)

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