Lyrics: 

I remember being young 
and so fucking reckless
dancing non-stop 
with high heels on 
until the sun came up 

drinking the devil’s juice
waking up next to strangers 
walking home feeling empty 
stuck in a chronic daydream
i should feel nostalgic but i don’t

i spent 
my youth
destroying myself

(holy rebel)
(known better)
(disappear) 

(looking for God)
(looked above)
(somewhere in the sky
in the cushions of clouds)

maybe i was searching
for a softer place to land
in the bottom of a bottle
or the warmth of 
someone else's hands

deep down i just wanted 
my mother’s love
never knowing what to do next
or where to go 
do i leave my homeland?
pack up and go
explore? 

I was a holy rebel 
maybe i should’ve known better
than thinking my pain
would disappear

I was looking for God 
maybe i should’ve looked above 
somewhere in the sky 
in the cushions of clouds

(i still taste the whiskey in my mouth)

my religion
was rebellion
truth is 
i just wanted 
to be seen 
‘cause i was left 
alone to
my own devices 

my religion
was rebellion
truth is
i just wanted 
to be loved
as the silence grew
louder and louder

I was a holy rebel 
maybe i should’ve known better
than thinking my pain
would disappear

I was looking for God 
maybe i should’ve looked above 
somewhere in the sky 
in the cushions of clouds

(i still taste the whiskey in my mouth)

Holy Rebel! (Demo)

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Holy Rebel! (Demo)

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