that's my cue

Lyrics:

i used to decorate my bruises 
glitter smearing all over my bad ideas
with strawberry gloss and smokey puffs
turns out wanting freedom kept me cuffed
glitter smearing all over my bad ideas

they called me sugar, they called me sweet
but never asked what’s underneath
killed my confidence, then called me friend
isn’t that how monsters are made?

dead fairies in my room
dead fairies in my house, (they can’t fly)
guess if you want to love, you have to be willing to die

dead fairies in my room
dead fairies in my house, (they can’t fly)
guess if you want to love, you have to be willing to die

i lit a candle in their coffins
just to see if their ghosts would dance
they went crazy, like all my ex-girlfriends
then vanished when i took a stance

i stitched my mouth with safety pins
to keep all my monsters within 
but damn i look so pretty when i bite
and smile with cyanide

i buried her
the girl who glowed
under pink skies and clouds of smoke
now all that’s left
is teeth and thread—
a myth reborn
from all she bled

dead fairies in my room
dead fairies in my house, (they can’t fly)
guess if you want to love, you have to be willing to die

dead fairies in my room
dead fairies in my house, (they can’t fly)
guess if you want to love, you have to be willing to die

i used to be so nice, 
but everyone took advantage
made a joke out of me
now i'm the one bursting into laughter (hahaha)

everyone i ever  loved 
slowly pulled me apart 
now fairies are dying inside of me
like a pixie plague of dust

isn’t this how monsters are made? 
i don’t know who i am without all this pain

isn't this how monsters are made? 
i don’t know who i am without pain

isn't this how monsters are made? 
i don’t know who i am without pain

DEAD FAIRIES (Demo)

Lyrics:

my blood is cold, 
my mind is bright 
i’m a runway-walking
 warning sign

rocking my black dress,
 hell’s bells chime 
revenge tastes like power — 
now i’m beautifully malign

 i used to cry myself to sleep 
now i lick blood off knives 
(like it’s cherry lip gloss )

 i look so pretty when i bite 
i kissed God then left him behind 
your prayers won’t reach my high 
my female rage is undressed
 the whole earth shakes in fright 
tell me how does it feel to be
 deeply horrified?

 i sleep during the day
 and haunt men when it’s dark 
 feral wolf 
i’m more than just a bark
(mary jane laced with violet flames)

 i’m no longer that girl you contained
 sexualized and vandalized
 i’m the ending you deserved

 i look so pretty when i bite 
i kissed God then left him behind 
your prayers won’t reach my high 
my female rage is undressed
 the whole earth shakes in fright 
tell me how does it feel to be
 deeply horrified?

 tell me, how does it feel
 to have your fate in someone else’s hands? 
your dignity distilled
into venomous wine 
you made a monster 
isn’t she great?

 tell me, how does it feel
to press on your buttons 
 and collect poison in packs
 you covered me in wounds,
 but i eat my enemies like snacks

 i look so pretty when i bite 
i kissed God then left him behind 
your prayers won’t reach my high 
my female rage is undressed
 the whole earth shakes in fright 
tell me how does it feel to be
 deeply horrified?

(i look so pretty when i bite 
 strutted deadly through the night
i look so pretty when i bite)

PRETTY WHEN I BITE (Demo)

The lyrics i about the strange situation in the world.  World leaders acting like spoiled kids.

OneMore - 01 Confession - MIX 4

Don’t think you can do it all,
One day they’ll leave, they’ll watch you fall.
Don’t believe you’re something more,
You stole what others longed and fought for.

You’ll end this on your own,
Those loyal days are gone.
No one follows blind no more,
Your dreams are ashes on the floor.

You live like you’re some mighty king,
Buy the world, don’t feel a thing.
But what’s a game to you, can scar and slice,
The question’s now — will you pay the price?

You’ll end this on your own,
Those loyal days are gone.
No one follows blind no more,
Your dreams are ashes on the floor.

You know this can’t go on this way,
Your guns misfired yesterday.
You aimed too high, told too many lies,
Now all you built begins to die.

Now it’s your own downfall,
No one will sing your call.
You fell hard from your throne of lies,
And power fades when the king just dies.

... 

Ne hidd azt, hogy mindent megtehetsz,
Mert elfordulnak tőled az emberek.
Ne gondold azt, hogy Te több vagy már,
Mert elvettél mindent mi másnak járt.

Értsd meg egyedül végzed,
Elmúltak azok az évek,
Mikor vakon követ ki melléd áll,
Szerte foszló álommá vált már.

Királyként éled az életed,
A pénz nem számít, bármit megvehetsz.
Neked csak játék másnak húsba vág,
A kérdés nyersz vagy félre állsz. 

Értsd meg egyedül végzed,
Elmúltak azok az évek,
Mikor vakon követ ki melléd áll,
Szerte foszló álommá vált már.

Tudod jól ez tovább nem mehet,
Rosszkor sültek el a fegyverek.
Te nagyra vágytál, sokat hazudtál,
De vesztettél, dől a kártyavár.

Így lett Neked véged,
Nem szól rólad már az ének,
Fentről nagyot zuhantál,
Lent a mélyben nincs hatalmad már.

Ne hidd azt / Don’t Think You Can Do It All

Alaska springtime

Song about moving on, reinventing yourself, letting go 

Train song

I loved my mother's name who died in 1992. Also, I love the oceans green blue colors!

My Little JUANITA

Epic ☆Trap-Dub with a Blend of Moviescore with lots of-> synths, strings, cool variety of drumms, fx sounds, saxophone, bass, keys & much more
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"Digit@l Paradox" PT II

❗This isn’t a song.
It’s the sound of something beautiful ending…

🎧 Play with your heart open.

#EverythingEnds #VedranOriginal #MusicThatHurtsGood

Vedran - Everything Ends

Somewhere to escape to when Im feeling down. 


 I built my castle in the sky
No bricks no stone just clouds up high
A throne of whispers a crown of air
No walls to hold no doors to care

Every step felt light every thought took flight
But I kept looking down from the edge of night

I built my castle in the sky
Where the stars and dreams collide

PRETTY WHEN I BITE (Demo)

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