HOW TO MAKE A MONSTER: AN EXTRA SET OF INSTRUCTIONS

Lyrics: 

(I want blood)

The devil makes way when I walk in  
Watch me shut his mouth
How typical for a man to try and 
bring me a powerful woman down 

im a vampire
and I want blood
Fangs in my mouth
I drink it all
I take your hate 
And slurp it off
Right from your neck
I’m cynical
I’m biblical

I'm a horror-core goddess
Gore pouring out my black dress
I'm gorging on your words 
Cannibal, an animal, I like it bloody 
I'm a horror-core goddess

I refused to be muffled 
and muted
Down into a spec
So show me some mother-fucking respect 
Instead of trying to peel my skin

im a vampire
and I want blood
Fangs in my mouth
I drink it all
I take your hate 
And slurp it off
Right from your neck
I’m cynical
I’m biblical

Im unbreakable and unshakable
My mind is metal and iron 
I sharpen knives for fun
And eat a banquet of lions 
You think I should be scared of you 
Because you speak in riots 
But is you who should be scared of me 
Bitch, I’m an unholy holiday 

(I want blood)

You can’t kill my name
You can't kill my name

You can't kill my faith

FANGS (Demo)

Lyrics:

its saturday
its raining
im feeling the weight
of the world 

i try to watch tv and
forget im even here
forget im behind a screen

slowly 
swirling
waiting 
and waiting

slowly
fading
waiting 
for a sign 

i keep waiting
for things to get better
before i make them worse

im feeling the weight of the whole
universe

i keep writing you letters
knowing they’ll get returned to sender
and ill burn them 
and then i’ll write them over again 

slowly 
swirling
waiting 
and waiting

slowly 
failing 
waiting 
for a sign 

slowly 
swirling
waiting 
and waiting

slowly
fading
im waiting 
and waiting 

i dont even know
why im still here
waiting for someone to
rescue me but i find
that no one is nearly capable
because i am made of metal
my love, i appreciate the effort
but no one can get through me
might as well just fucking kill me 

i dont even know
why im still here
waiting for someone to
rescue me but i find
that no one is nearly capable
because i am made of metal
my love, i appreciate the effort
but no one can get through me
might as well just fucking kill me 

slowly 
swirling
waiting 
and waiting

slowly 
failing 
waiting 
for a sign 

SWIRLING (Demo)

Lyrics:

you felt alone
even when i was next to you 
it made me feel small
but i swallowed the truth

the door was wide open
but i stayed on my knees 
i felt too dead inside
too dead inside to leave 

you, you never loved me
(you never gave me more)

i mean, 
how could you love me?
(a free-spirit cuffed to your floor?)

no, no
you never loved me
(didn’t have to say so)

it killed something in me
every time you burst into tears
took care of you constantly 
until it made me disappear

now im crawling out of your tv
im a ghost, turned crystal clear
my heart is haunted everlastingly 
don’t you feel the fear? 

you, you never loved me
(you never gave me more)

i mean, 
how could you love me?
(a free-spirit cuffed to your floor?)

no, no 
you never loved me
(you didn’t have to say so)

how could you love me?
(a free-spirit cuffed to your floor?)

i abandoned myself
trying to break into
so many parts 
so many roles

the therapist
the wife, the mother
the husband 
i played them all, 

i abandoned myself
trying to break into
so many parts 
so many roles

the caretaker
the best friend, 
the entertainer  
the life coach

i harmed myself
trying to break into
so many parts 
so many roles

the actor,
the director, 
the camera man, 
i played them all, 

i left myself
trying to break into
so many parts 
so many roles

the listener
the talker
the one who sleeps less 
the one who gives more

you felt sad
even when i was next to you 
it made me feel invisible 
to tell you the truth

INVISIBLE (Demo)

Lyrics:

what 
does 
the future 
hold? 

flies only buzz around 
when something is dead
i'm a vampire bitch
fang marks on your neck
i can read you your fortune 
put your cards back on the deck
i'm a titanium spirit 
icebergs in my veins

intermittent fasting
yet i'm eating the cake
you think your future is golden
but your money still fake

i stalked you all the way down here
but i'm calling it fate
drinking from the bloody nectar 
of your pulsating pomegranate
deadly grenade, such a renegade 
serenading, romeo-juliet 
we all know how that movie ends

i'm the master of mind games
i make the voices in your head 
sound like a heavy metal band 
fucking a retro arcade
i used up all your lives
pulled the plug 
crawling bugs
from the inside 
insidiously insipid
inspecting little insects
like i'm a fumigator
terminator
guess i won't see you later
i'm gratifying, spectacular 
spitting ink so fast sounds like i have tentacles 
reptilian freckles 
slithering snake-holes 
pssssss
psych! 
bitch can't you see
you holding back the line
with your credit card 
declined!
better get out the way 
before i meet you outside 

what 
does 
the future 
hold? 

flies only buzz around 
when something is dead
i'm a vampire bitch
fang marks on your neck
i can read you your fortune 
put your cards back on the deck
i'm a titanium spirit 
icebergs in my veins

your whole world is apocalyptic 
creepy
encrypted 
cryptic 
vindictive
zombies gnawing, firestorms
parasites, give me more
i eat away at the tears on your pillow,
dust mites
your life is a binge-worthy lament, 
no mercy 
say you live in new york
waving from the train to new jersey
take a seat
let me read you your fortune
it says your future is a bitch 
and your wife looks so cute in her pink lingerie
injury when moving,
lying to you so hard like she trynna get out of jury duty 
12 inch dick
yeah i think the judge’s ruling 
(case closed)
(yeah she don't want you no more)

what 
does 
the future 
hold? 

magic crystal ball 
What does your future hold?
what’s underneath your palm?
please remain calm
(declined!)

magic crystal ball 
What does the future hold?
what’s underneath your palms?
please remain calm
(declined!)

intermittent fasting
yet i'm eating the cake
you think your future is golden
but your money still fake

FORTUNE TELLER (Demo)

Lyrics:

I talked about you to the moon
i hadn’t done so since last June
she told me i was ready to let go of the wounds
you left in me

its been 4 years
and i still cry about the way
you wouldn’t stop crying

‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

i had a dream about you last night
my subconscious keeps bringing you to light
i told you i was in love with someone else
and you didn’t take it so well
 
‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

and i stayed with you
after you lost your mind
and closed your eyes
and crashed your car

and i stayed with you
after losing all my friends
and all my dignity
and all my worth

while you made me responsible
for your depression
(i know you didn’t mean to gash me)
but don’t you know actions speak louder
than intentions?

‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

you must know i left myself too

i had a dream about you (demo)

windows down
i let the moonlight in
 we rollin’ up a joint, 
got that weekend grin

 smoke in the air, 
oh how i love the flare
 i’m lost in the glow
so high like i could float

 stars look drunk
and we feel the same
 city lights blink 
like they know our name  s
slow it down, let the world blur 
gravity’s soft 
when i’m with you
 i got no worries

i used to worry so much
about the darkness that consumed me
monsters that crawled under my bed
trying to ruin me

but i swear i’ll rue the day
i let my glow be dimmed
by people who don’t give a fuck
whether i die or live

 stars look drunk
and we feel the same
 city lights blink 
like they know our name  s
slow it down, let the world blur 
gravity’s soft 
when i’m with you
 i got no worries

i went through hell
trynna save myself 
just to find that heaven
suited me much better

i danced through hell
trynna find myself 
just to find that clouds
hold me much better 

i went through hell
trynna save myself 
just to find that heaven
suited me much better

i danced through hell
trynna find myself 
just to find that clouds
hold me much better 

 stars look drunk
and we feel the same
 city lights blink 
like they know our name  s
slow it down, let the world blur 
gravity’s soft 
when i’m with you
 i got no worries

save myself (demo)

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