SYNTH & SPITE

Mmmmm

I Need A Girl (Feat. G-dragon) - 태양

천재는 시발 새끼들한테 미움받아 단명한다

You think you could like me

What scent will I leave on your lips today?
오늘 너의 입술에 어떤 향을 남길지

Who do I want to be remembered as?
내가 어떤 사람으로 기억되고 싶은지

Makes you want to know, I don't hide anything
알고 싶게 만들지 숨기지는 않아요

I have no other intentions, I leave my body to the senses
다른 의도는 없고 감각 속에 몸을 맡겨요

sleep and open your eyes
잠을 자고 눈을 뜨고

come face to face with your fantasies
마주치는 너의 환상

When I flick a pencil

standing one step behind
한 발자국 뒤에 서서

An unforgettable scene, a silence you don't want to break
잊혀 지지 않을 장면, 깨고 싶지 않은 침묵

A street I've never been to umm
가본 적이 없는 거리 umm

I'm afraid I'll be misunderstood.
오해할까 봐 말하는데

Don't ask me if I'm okay
괜찮냐고 안 물어도 돼

I want to laugh like everyone else, but I can't
나도 다른 사람들처럼 웃고 싶은데 그게 잘 안돼

Why do all your faces say I'm unhappy?
너희 들에 얼굴들은 왜 내가 불행하다고만 해

I want to laugh like everyone else, but I can't
나도 다른 사람들처럼 웃고 싶은데 그게 잘 안돼

I want to laugh like everyone else, but I can't
나도 다른 사람들처럼 웃고 싶은데 그게 잘 안돼

you just pass by-- no, you just pass by
너는 그냥 지나가 아니 그냥 스쳐가

I don't know what kind of relationship we had
우리 어떤 사이였는지는 잘 모르겠지만

you just pass by-- no, you just pass by
너는 그냥 지나가 아니 그냥 스쳐가

I don't know what kind of relationship we had, but
우리 어떤 사이였는지는 잘 모르겠지만

Don't look at me with those your eyes

don't worry i'm fine
걱정 마 난 괜찮아

among many and many shadows
많고 많은 그림자 중에

there is only one
그저 하나일 뿐이야

you and i are the same
너와 난 똑같아

It? Will? Be? The? Same

deep in laughter
웃음 속엔 짙은

with a story
이야기를 품은

throw me into the ending
결말 속에 나를 던져놔

Close to you

Why are your faces
너희들의 얼굴 들은 왜

just say i'm unhappy
내가 불행하다고만 해

like other people
나도 다른 사람들처럼

I want to laugh, but that doesn't work
웃고 싶은데 그게 잘 안돼

you just pass by-- no you just pass by
너는 그냥 지나가 아니 그냥 스쳐가

I don't know what kind of relationship we had
우리 어떤 사이였는지는 잘 모르겠지만

you just pass by no you just pass by
너는 그냥 지나가 아니 그냥 스쳐가

I don't know what kind of relationship we had
우리 어떤 사이였는지는 잘 모르겠지만

Close to you

Can I Love ? - Cosmic Boy (코스믹보이) Feat. Youra & Meego

Lyrics:

I talked about you to the moon
i hadn’t done so since last June
she told me i was ready to let go of the wounds
you left in me

its been 4 years
and i still cry about the way
you wouldn’t stop crying

‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

i had a dream about you last night
my subconscious keeps bringing you to light
i told you i was in love with someone else
and you didn’t take it so well
 
‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

and i stayed with you
after you lost your mind
and closed your eyes
and crashed your car

and i stayed with you
after losing all my friends
and all my dignity
and all my worth

while you made me responsible
for your depression
(i know you didn’t mean to gash me)
but don’t you know actions speak louder
than intentions?

‘cause you hurt me
in invisible ways
wether you meant to or not
it all stings the same

but the day i left you 
and hopped on that plane
you must know i left myself too

you must know i left myself too

I HAD A DREAM ABOUT YOU (Demo)

Lyrics:

i remember leaving 
quietly closed the door 
i didn’t say goodbye to you 
i was too tired out

i took all my journals
left most of my clothes
i couldn’t fit 6 years of my life
and drag them to the airport

we got married
somewhere in central park
i had dreamt of new york
for so long

but once i got there
it never felt like home
just my blood packed in a suitcase
for 11 months

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

i still like the sound of the rain
the way it clobbers the ground
and touches it just enough
to melt and spread around 

i recall our fire escape
and my old college town 
and the way you would burst into tears
while i was holding it down 

i left my friends and went to New York
i had no job, so i had no choice 
and i cried on the bus, flooded the floors
from beginning to end of the road

once i arrived, i wanted to go 
brooklyn was nice, but it wasn’t my home
6 roommates and i, smoking some dope
hotboxing the place, sliding the slope 

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

for those 2 years and a half 
something in me just shut down
surviving your fluctuations
like fall leaves tinged with brown

every winter
i died a little more 
and by the time summer arrived
i just didn’t care for the sun 

some parts of it were fun
like the smoke in my lungs 
but most days i just wanted to run 
undo the love that was already done 
my body was there, but my mind was gone
it wasn’t just you, we both did it wrong
‘cause you pulled the trigger, but i held the gun

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same? 

if time heals pain
why does it still hurt the same?

HOTBOX (Demo)

Lyrics:

 Platform heels, I’m five-foot sin, 
they wish they could see me lose
but I always win

Mirrorball, jaws all dropped
they try to fuck me over
but I come on top

 Baby, I invented heaven,
 but I’ll make you feel like hell. 
You hate, I evolve
 I love myself, you dissolve
Your ego is so frail

 I’m your electro pop princess
chrome heart, no forgiveness
Dancing through the static
sugar-laced and problematic

Bitch, I’m built from synth and spite
dripping glitter mid-fight.
You hate me ‘cause you missed this
bow down to the electro pop princess

 I ghosted every basic trend
custom-coded my own end
Too loud? Then mute me, babe
 don’t hate the artist, hate the game

Autotuned and unapologetic
 cyber-sweet and photogenic
 I’m a vampire in disguise
 a pixel-perfect bite

Baby, I invented heaven,
 but I’ll make you feel like hell. 
You hate, I evolve
 I love myself, you dissolve
Your ego is so frail

 I’m your electro pop princess
chrome heart, no forgiveness
Dancing through the static
sugar-laced and problematic

Bitch, I’m built from synth and spite
dripping glitter mid-fight.
You hate me ‘cause you missed this
bow down to the electro pop princess

 Swipe left, I’m still trending
Your shade? Not worth defending
Talk cheap, I'm streaming gold
I rock so blunt, and then I roll

 Swipe left, I’m still trending
Your shade? Not worth defending
Talk cheap, I'm streaming gold
I rock so blunt, and then I roll

 I’m your electro pop princess
chrome heart, no forgiveness
Dancing through the static
sugar-laced and problematic

Bitch, I’m built from synth and spite
dripping glitter mid-fight.
You hate me ‘cause you missed this
bow down to the electro pop princess

I'm your electro pop princess
I'm your electro pop princess

ELECTROPOP PRINCESS (Demo)

Lyrics: 

The American dream was more like a nightmare, 
But it kept calling, so I gave it a shot. 
At first it was hard, then it got harder

I’m an island girl born from the ocean, 
But I heard a buzz and it never stopped.
 The loudest city made me go quiet

I didn't always have a bed to lay in
so i had to choose between a home and my dreams

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I met a girl and everything changed
Not for the better, but for the worse. 
She was extroverted and colorful, 
Showed me love could be a curse.

We shared a room, eventually got married
But I felt trapped like a coffin in a hearse. 
I pretended to be happy
 Just to be strong enough for her.

I felt clipped inside, my smile was a lie
 ‘Cause as soon as she’d go to bed, I wouldn’t stop crying.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

we moved to Pennsylvania to afford the rent
then she stopped taking her meds
by the time she crashed her car, our life was a wreck
and i didn’t have much stamina left 

for as long as i could, i stayed
i laughed at her jokes even on my saddest days
but at some point i had a hard decision to make
do i keep pretending or do i get on a plane?

so i found myself again with nowhere to go, 
no money, and in love with a broken soul 
and i still feel guilty for leaving her behind, 
I feel guilty i couldn’t cure her mind

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

THE GHOST OF NEW YORK (Demo)

Lyrics:

Baby, can you feel this heatwave coming?
‘cause I can feel the thrill in my body.
sunny skies and pool parties 

Spin the bottle, land on me,
Summer joints, THC.
car windows down, feel the breeze,
i was only born to be free

i was caught 
in the wrong kind of love
i tried and i tried
but i couldn't rise above

oh, the things I’ve seen,
They make me wanna forget the pain
But then I look at my girl
And it all goes away

slow dancing with the moon,
Never let the dark get through
oh when i look at my baby
it all goes away away away

Spin the bottle, land on me,
Summer joints, THC.
car windows down, feel the breeze,
i was only born to be free

i was caught 
in the wrong kind of love
i tried and i tried
but i couldn't rise above

THC, pull me in 
summer haze, smoke the pain
solstice girl, my paradise 
heartbeat pulsing, kryptonite 

breathe down my neck
trickle down my spine 
I’m being haunted by ghosts
please hold me tight

Spin the bottle, land on me,
Summer joints, THC.
car windows down, feel the breeze,
i was only born to be free

i was caught 
in the wrong kind of love
i tried and i tried
but i couldn't rise above

THE GHOST OF NEW YORK (Demo)

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