i'm not an expert but think you like bocchi the rock

7.17.23 the person i wrote this song about left last night

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

im based in every way

im girl on r9k 
im on ther everyday 
im looki9ng for a friend 
or something more i guess (x2)

incel bf 
yeah i want that 
i need more drugs fucked up 
on the prozac 
break hearts yeah girl now i do that 
im on top of the threads ye im cool now 
i dont fit in 
im not like other girls 
ima neet 18 and im unemployed 
on my friends list i got like a hundread boys 
love to use them yeah they mf fgucking toys

im girl on r9k 
im on ther everyday 
im looki9ng for a friend 
or something more i gues (x4 or somethign)

wujek - i'm girl on /r9k/

i cant help you

if birds were real cover shoutout to this guy, his music is rlly cool
https://soundcloud.com/ifbirdswerereal

lyrics:
i think i'd rather die
than have to put up with you
i see your stupid fucking face
in everything that i do
so if you wanna die
i want you to too
i hope you take your fucking life
cause it's the least you could do

and when you fucking die
yeah i'll be laughin at you
that's what you get for all the
stupid shit you put me through
and at your funeral
i'll have them play this song too
and make sure every fucking soul
knows it's about you

id rather kms (cover)

i missed my chance to be
a japanese exchange student
in tokyo where all the girls know
watashi wa totemo kuradesu

like look that guy
he looks pretty fly
and i wouldnt have to try
cus im a white guy

where all the girls say im cute
and the dudes wanna feud
i just wanna wear those uniforms dude

im a loser back home
im a fucking asshole
jumping down the flagpole like miyamoto
cause the girls back home
aint from kyoto ohhh

loser back home (demo)

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

notice me notice me
come my way baby
i see ur posts daily	
maybe i should call you

we could be together
live our lives forever
take my hand whenever
ill be with you wherever 

this is a song abt a girl i want to notice me
notice notice me
notice notice me
im not a loser
shes just more cuter
i wish i knew her
i cannot fumble her

nanananana 

(bloodsekai)
do you like me like i like u
i just want u cuz ur so cute
call me fool cuz i'd die for u
see u crying in the back ima cry with u
this is a song for a girl
i want to notice me
notice me
notice me
i want her to notice me 😦
attention, affection
i just want it all
i just want it all
i just want it all

(sillyemo124)
i just want it all (4x)
i just want her
and i need her
i want her to notice me

notice me w/ bloodsekai

stealing tags ONCE again

breaking down onto the floor
i cant take this anymore
i get sad when ur not around
to hold me closely when i start to cry

and it seems like when im with you i feel fine
i hope that one day i can get a ring and make you mine
compared to all these other boys im way behind

well life is a bitch and you know that

screaming on the floor having a heart attack
 
i was getting better yeah i was getting better and now im back  

its coming again 
cant find a way out
i was hurt by every word that came out your mouth
drunk layed out on the couch
everythings coming down
start to regret it now

i start to regret it now

dear president and the rulers of the internet 
when will i have my own girl to give me kisses
tryna figure out how to get out of my room but
im so stressed
im so stressed!!!!
i dont think that im ready for the world
cause im stuck inside and my minds in a curl
maybe if i had someone to stick by
then i wouldnt always be so shy
wish i had emergency contact
wish i had someone to help me stay on track
if only you could see (xo willow reference)
i really wanted you here with meeeeeeeeee

im so stressed!!!

lyrics

think about her
text her once more
every time i do i get ignored
dont wanna take
this anymore
its too bad that she got bored
maybe she found
the right guy
maybe its time
to say goodbye
we had such
a good ride
why would you just waste my time
i guess my friends were right
im so fucking dumb and blind
i judge what i see first sight
i dont ever use my mind
she was so pretty and cute
but she found another dude
she left me speechless and mute
i just dont know what to do

ignored

kinda old song but not that old hjkahfkahf


i made a lil mistake and now ur on my case again
i thought that we were forever but i was wrong in the end
now u talk to ur friends how im such a fuck up
wooooooooooooooooo
got caught up slacking off now everything is rough
WOOoOoOoOoOoOoOOOOOOO
i cant keep up the paaaace
feels like im in a raaaaace
i just fucked up my faaaace
end it all leave no traaaaaaaaace


i made a lil mistake

@weejk

wen u walk thru the door
every1 hits the floor
did u jus want the cash girl?
i wanted to know
wanna be more than friends
rest my head on ur legs
but u dont care about me
u couldnt care less

wujek - you couldnt care less

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=9d15a65a50364a84

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










ignored

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