w/ @odihu beat by me

https://open.spotify.com/track/7enEtmXyYpxWA8ZU1cspgL?si=243f9b6a0db14f55

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type

its like lately ive been feelin horrible
cuts on my wrist man i hope they dont notice tho
gonna grab my pistol shoot ur face so i can break you
you took my heart and now its broke i fucking hate you
dont run from me
i really need company
why cant you see
you make me feel so lonely

i feel so down
& i always cry
can't make no friends
cuz im way too shy
i think this time
i will try
break my shell
become the type
i wanna be someone
that u like
i wanna be someone 
that u like
i wanna be someone
that u like

cant wait for the day that i can make you mine
when you look me in my eyes your face just looks so sublime
but its hard to keep you close i really try
every single thing i do for you is just never right
so ill just rot
inside of my bed
replays of your voice stuck in my head
said id kill myself
but instead
im gonna grab my fucking gun and shoot you right in your head

its so hard 2 make friends :(

keep u mine w/ yuki (bloodsekai)

im so pissed
you can see the blood thats covering my fist
throw ur stuff into a pit 
cause you treated me like shit
i hate fighting for our love when u miss treat me all again
my emotions stuck inside like a bottle filled with sin

why am i still fighting?
dont know why im still trying
you just keep fucking lying
i think im done replying
all of those messages went right over ur head
i guess thats it where done i wont text u again




i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
u had ur fun with me no i am not ur friend
i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
and i wont say goodbye this is the end

why am i still fighting?

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

oh i don't think i can
resist the way u talk to me
u help me by existing
u move my heart by twisting till it beats
oh i'm really nothing special
and sometimes im a handful
but u make things eventful
so i can cheer as long as ur here
i dont want u to go so stay with me
don't disappear
i know things can get hard
but i can make it be so clear
so stay with me
stay with me
pls dont leave
pls dont leave

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

(when u look at me
i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know im a fuckup)

when u look at me
baby i cant help but wonder
why u wouldnt leave
u know that im such a fuckup

baby pls i beg dont go
i need u more than u could ever know
i need ur texts on my phone
i need ur love it gives me hope

baby i want u to hold me
thru this damn computer
eternalized in the screen so i dont lose her

i look at her and then she looks at me
she can see me blush through the computer screen
she jumps into my arms and falls just like a tree
she says in mellow tone can you please be with me like
meow
meoeoeoeoeoeow
meooooeoooow
meoeoeooow
meoeoeoooow

nyaa w bloodsekai & yuki

w the boat @yukisasayaki prod me

i can't get out 
I've been feeling so fucking down
no one hears me 
when i'm clearly screaming loud
every chance i get
i mess it up without a doubt
put me in a crown
when im the worst like all around
benefit from the misery that i feel
cuz i know no one wants me around anymore
there's no mistake, i'm a waste
i'm not real
cuz that's the sense i get
i'm played with like i'm fake

im drowning in my sorrow
about tomorrow but also yesterday
i don't think i remember
it's been like this forever
I've never gotten better
at least that's on my record..
my hearts buried down
cuz no one sticks around
I've wrote my vows
to never open up
to anyone
i dont need new friends
im better off alone and dead

i cant do it
wont make it thru the day
yea ill prove it
slit my throat n decay
u want what i want
n i rlly want me dead
it mightve been from
all of the things u said
n i cant take it
the words infecting my head
i guess no one would care if i bled out in my bed
im such a loser n im always such a fucking burden
i try n socialize but i can never get a word in
n u look in my eyes n tell me that im fucking worthless
u leave me paralysed oh pls just finish me for certain

and worst of all, it's me

and worst of all, it's me (ft. yuki)

prod me

i love the way u smell
i love the way u talk
and the colour of ur nails
i love the way u walk
yea that shit could cast a spell
but i hate ur new boyfriend
i hope ur doing well :/

saw u in class
pulled up ur ig
i kno i never asked
cuz im way too shy to be
talkin to u
my request went right thru
saw the noti on ur phone
but u didnt have a clue
who i was

i know i cant
tell u how im really feeling
cuz ur sometimes so demeaning
and that crushes my being

but i got a crush on u baby
pls love me no maybes
yea the way u flip ur hair
it drives me fucking crazy
kill me and degrade me
i swear i can take it
anything to be with u
i kno that we can make it

(i know i cant
tell u how im really feeling
cuz ur sometimes so demeaning
and that crushes my being)

i love the way u smell
i love the way u talk
and the colour of ur nails
i love the way u walk
yea that shit could cast a spell
but i hate ur new boyfriend
i hope ur doing well :/
x2

hope ur doing well

it's time for me to go
but i'll see u at my shows
ur my star oshi no ko
i'll burn the world before it snows
i'll help u out
just stay alive
i'll let u down
to prove i'm right
ur the fire in my heart
before u it was so dark

all i'm asking for's a meaningful life
I've thought before about suicide
i never learned when to laugh or cry
but i have to try, i have to try
u'll hear my name on the radio
u'll see my face in a magazine
we're crying out on the patio
u'll inherit my legacy

now go my shooting star
i promise u'll make it far
now go my shooting star
i promise u'll make it far

it's time for me to go
but i'll see u at my shows
ur my star oshi no ko
i'll burn the world before it snows
i'll help u out
just stay alive
i'll let u down
to prove i'm right
ur the fire in my heart
before u it was so dark

u'll hear my name on the radio
u'll see my face in a magazine
we're crying out on the patio
i swear i didn't mean to cause a scene

u decide

i know that i love to lie
but you come back everytime
i just love watching you cry
isnt that such a surprise
i love playing with your heart
because i really know it hurts
i know that i started everything 
but somehow youre the worst
please comeback to me
i know im wrong
ill do it again
done this for so long
i keep you attached 
my loves so strong
you belong to me
stab ur back and i cheat

can you come back i just really want talk to you
i just know you hate me baby im just so in love with you
instant contact i just want  be inside of you is it weird that i want to devour 
you
i just want to devour you
i just want to devour you girl and keep you girl 
i just want you in my heart

sinking her emotions down down down
love it when she's hopeless, when she frowns
i made this whole world just for u
i'll break it 20 times, watch u cry everytime
u can't call it crime if u stay on ur side
ur the victim, play ur role, stay blind to my lies
u can say i'm crazy and maybe fucking hate me
but in the end it's pointless when ur screaming pls just save me

lie and manipulate

my brain feels like its turned into mush
maybe im on the internet too much
i love candy i got a sugar rush
fill me up

my nintendos my only friend
and when it dies ill cry again
mario carts my medicine
until the end

(mikus part)
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happy
i dont need humanityyyyy
my nintendo makes me happyyyyyyy

my nintendo makes me happy its all i ever need
i feel fine as long as im in front of my screen


my nintendos my only friend ft miku

When I was 22, I had a girlfriend who was always late to dates. She didn't even show up twice. One day, when we had a trip planned, she told me the day before that she couldn't come. Anyway, I wanted to write a lighthearted song about that relationship... don't take it too seriously... 😊😂🎸

BAD GIRL

Whenever I meet with you,
things always go wrong.
If we meet at a specific time,
You're late, it's normal.
You make up any excuse.
I have to swallow it.

I remember that trip.
A weekend for two.
I already had the tickets.
And I was waiting for you on the plane.
And I left alone with my luggage.
You were late, of course.

And it's so hard for me
to talk to you without fear.
To tell you so many things.
My heart hurts.
To tell you to your face
that you're a bad girl.

I don't know what's wrong with me
but I can't get away from you
is it because I'm kind
or I like being treated this way
with you, nothing is reliable
nothing ever comes to fruition.

And it's so hard for me
to talk to you without fear
to tell you so many things
my heart is aching
to tell you to your face
that you're a bad girl.

And it's so hard for me
to talk to you without fear
to tell you so many things
my heart is aching
to tell you to your face
that you're a bad girl.

my heart is aching...
my heart is aching...
to tell you to your face
that you're a bad girl.

my nintendos my only friend ft miku

odihu

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