the lack of streams pisses me off this is too good to be so unknown

wahhh

i met a girl online (hope shes not a guy)

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4kfBB4oJd804Wk6tnBKLl0?si=x8Hdo7q6TB-o5afeFhhejA

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1HuuHimszG0rwRJa8OJqNT?si=kNLgzqfCRUCVeG0XnSwLkw

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

@akira3ksucks @weejk 

(pwnd:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

i cant decide
if you should live or die
rot my brain everytime
you're never satisfied
if i say that i love you
would you say it back
my head is filled with fluoride
turn to a maniac

(wujek:)

you decide if i should live or die
i cut my wrist while you look in my eyes
tell me lies until i feel alright
watch me die as you lay by my side

(pwnd again:)

red eyes
i might die
you fill my thoughts with suicide
drugged up everytime
you cut my name into your thigh
bloodstains on your dress
you left me here with nothing left
stab your knife right in my chest
treat me like all of the rest

wujek & pwnd - so there's this girl

https://open.spotify.com/album/2dYoEEbN0bD7fsFvaU4UJy?si=8eGdmCbQT2auLzzwyMQVfw
prod me
@bloodsekai @odihu

i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love
i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love

im so scared
im on my own
spent 8 days
with a dry phone
cant recall
when i went out
its so dark
im all alone
i feel like im a monster
i always get so mad
i turn away from u
put the world against my back

i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love
i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love

im so shuttled in
and i wish life was different
im a joke who am i kidding
so much things my life is missing
like a summer ant 
im stomped on and forgotten
i think my soul is rotten
im just steadily just falling 


i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love
i cant, i cant feel or digest
hard to eat when i get upset  
on this feeling
everybody calls love

monster

monster (ft. bloodsekai & odihu)

im so pissed
you can see the blood thats covering my fist
throw ur stuff into a pit 
cause you treated me like shit
i hate fighting for our love when u miss treat me all again
my emotions stuck inside like a bottle filled with sin

why am i still fighting?
dont know why im still trying
you just keep fucking lying
i think im done replying
all of those messages went right over ur head
i guess thats it where done i wont text u again




i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
u had ur fun with me no i am not ur friend
i guess thats it were done i wont text u again
and i wont say goodbye this is the end

why am i still fighting?

pwnd - retrospective regret and pain about someone i love

hi im back very short song 
prod me
ft. @odihu

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely please hold my hand
im not used to romance
glad that i can be ur man
cause you gave me a chance
i dont know whats wrong
with the thoughts inside my head
but i know that if you left me
there i would end up dead

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely!! (ft. odihu)

xowillow cover + @bloodsekai

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0RHM2lVQmkyg1CThPz8jMI?si=7ugw5TuNQ_GjQUi74W4cqQ

Im feeling super out of it
Next to you my heart starts to flip
Im super lame
Cant entertain
And when I try and talk to you
I always end up looking rude
I dont know why
I fail every time

I took some tips from guys online
Put on some lipstick then I'll find
A girl like you
You are so cool
Youre super punk
I super suck
You sucker punch my fucking guts
I cant be fine
I'm out of line

Dont wait for me
Delete your discord
Don't wait for me
I'm already gone

loser cover

You were shirtless in his bed...

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

don't u dare look at him
you only need me 
why can't you see?
what's so special about him?
i'll follow him home
with a gun on my sleeve


i'm really in a bad mood
i found him by the bus stop
pulled out my gun and shot his chest 
he was in shock
gotta hurry up and end him now before i get caught
i'm crying as his body bleeds out what have i done?

now you're next too and i know all your footsteps
i'll kill your family too i'm really upset
and when you're dying i'll lick blood off of your dress
and when you shout for help i'll whisper are you done yet?

i'm the last guy you'll ever know
i'll cut you open and steal your soul
it's my turn today i get what i want
and i want you dead so off you go

it's time to die
you better say goodbye
you made me cry
and i'll end your life

lovely homicide

what is there after death?

from a graveyard to the ocean
when i think about you i get hopeless
i hate looking in the mirror
cause when i do i can see you even clearer
and all i do is stop and stare
theres no more pain that i can bare
i hate seeing you with that guy
theres nothing left to do but die

and im upset
but im obsessed
so obsessed with you
i fell in love
the very first time that we met

sorry for even kissing you
i shouldve knew ur with another dude
ur a stupid whore with such an attitude
i hate ur guts and hope you suffer soon

im upset!!!

walking through the forest im all alone
running away from what i call home
but im so scared of the dark
im crying so hard as i walk

i hear a loud voice scream but it sounded near
so i dropped my bags and checked everywhere
but theres nothing here im so scared 
im so scared
im so scared!!!

someone help please
im yelling loudly 
im being chased by a shadow
im going crazy
i tripped right over a rock and then he caught me
he carries me into the air i started shouting

please dont hurt me
ill do anything
it stares right into my soul and started laughing
he grabs my throat and squeezes me i started choking
smiling and grinning while im in the air dying

at my rescue 
is a girl
with a light so bright
that i just might turn blind

she picks me up off the ground
and hugs me tight
and for the very first time
i felt alright




















romantic nightmare

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

prod. me

snorting through a straw 
I'll be breathing through a tube
give me 5 more years of my life
and then I'm through
I promised that I'd see u soon
promise I'll find a way
promise I'll be with u when u

break me down take my fuckin soul apart
take the life I never even got to start
take my chest ur fuckin rippin out my heart
turn my mangled body into art

take my stiletto 
and fucking cut my throat
leave me bleeding out
on the side of the road
just throw me to the wolves
and strip me of my wool
cut me down where 
I stand in the cold when u

break me down take my fuckin soul apart
take the life I never even got to start
take my chest ur fuckin rippin out my heart
turn my mangled body into art
break me down take my fuckin soul apart
take the life I never even got to start
take my chest ur fuckin rippin out my heart
turn my mangled body into art

why am i still fighting?

odihu

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