Su Fin hasta ahora, llegara el día especial 

Ì-Ø-U-R-ì-N

all by me

lyrics:

my memory fades
i wish that i changed
pls don't go away
pls don't go away
in the bush she lay
all it happened same day
i think that i'm fake
i think that i'm fake
i'm so fake
i'm so fake

if i was perfect - think i'm fake

snippet i am deleting soon

i wanna kill you but i dont know how
im feelin drugged up sinking in the ground
im hearing voices in my head i need to turn them down
the thought of u it makes me sick
im falling to the ground

we r not the same (snippet)

@bloodsekai

cross my fucking heart
leave my body rot
im too paranoid
i dont wanna walk
went to the store
and asked if she wanna talk
now i need to down a shot

see my frown
ive been feeling blue
its kinda new to me
upside down
you ruin everything
now my heart cant beat
incomplete
estrogen is what i need
you sent me here
kill me please
on this rock
in the street

(hook)

bloodsekai - r u having a bad day?

prod me ofc
if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
i dont wanna lie
i dont wanna lie
you be on my mind 2x
you be on my mind
you be on my mind hoe
we have no time no more
what is my resolve
in your heart away from dark everythings seems 
so dark
if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
yea yea

if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
i dont wanna talk to anyone else girl
i think im in love 
your from outer space im from normal world
your everything wanted so lets go a cross the world 2x
before i meant you i was all alone

if only i was real

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

@lovecupid1 
prod @bloodsekai
lyrics :

im sat here crying in my bathroom
thinking about all the things you said to me
sat here crying in my bathroom
im not tryna scare you 
but i wanna rip your heart out
so alone in my bedroom
waiting for you to come over
but you blew me off
so alone and everybody hates me
i wish i could replace me
but it'll never happen!!

please baby end my life now
i tried, it didn't work somehow
all you care about is lust 
thats not what loves about
loves about
thats not what loves about!!

@lovecupid1 :
im so scared
im so sad
no one will ever like me
my skin crawls
with withdrawls
i hope somebody will like me
tell me you love me
tell me that you need me
tell me you love me
or am i talking to a wall

withdrawls oh
withdrawls
theres blood all on the wall
withdrawls oh
withdrawls

me :
im sat here crying in my bathroom
thinking about all the things you said to me
sat here crying in my bathroom
im not tryna scare you 
but i wanna rip your heart out
so alone in my bedroom
waiting for you to come over
but you blew me off
so alone and everybody hates me
i wish i could replace me
but it'll never happen!!

crying in my bathroom w/ lovecupid

lyrics: https://genius.com/If-birds-were-real-im-not-one-to-commit-lyrics

if birds were real - i'm not one to commit

bloodsekai .. i know everything about u

carving your name deep in my skin
so it won't come out
please don't escape me
i want your love
i want your love

i want your love
you're making me crazy
it's all that i want
i'd offer my soul 
for a drop of your blood

escape

everythings is worthless
everythings is perfect
everythings is fine but ik that im just worthles
i look inside the mirror and see version of myself
it looks so damage looks so broken
why im i always like this 
do i seem perfect or im this worthless
i just inside and i dont know what to do
just tell me the truth 
cause ik that im worthless
i have nothings to do
ik you hate me 
just to tell me what im post to do
if im so honest 
i have nothing to even lose

i have nothing to lose

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

living in this hell hole
i dont think i can pass by
lifes been killing me
i hate this life
its always something bad
no matter the cost
cant stand on my ground
everything makes me fall

tell me
what is lifes purpose?
if we just slave away our lives
my head is hurting
i know ill die all alone
it makes me nervous
i live just like a robot 
im not a person

dark clouds cover me
anywhere i go
theres really no hope
salvaging my bones
upon this water i cant float

im confused 
what do we do from here?
im filled with sorrow
and im scared of my peers

the devils got a deathwish
and i think he cursed me
i need an angel by my side
lord have mercy

will this end tomorrow?
is this for eternity?
evilness just follows
everywhere i seem to be

put me in a casket
and ill be happy
everyones watching me burn
and theyre laughing

what is lifes purpose?

prod me

Spotfiy: https://open.spotify.com/track/4a3qyrzdBP8FDRWj7suvOW?si=35znOzOnRYycEStpA--y3g

w/ odihu

@redizesux

You're looking great but I wish I never saw u
Punch your bf in the face cuz I don't time to argue 
I don't wanna see this
I'll look the other way
I feel so damn misleaded and honestly
You're better off just jumping off that bridge
So then why'd u stop 
Wanting me in the first place

@odihu

God damn girl i wish I never saw you
Wouldn't even be here in the first place
You make me cry in the worst way
I wish I could erase you
I'm stuck on you
You're supposed to be with me
Saw you in the hallway
With your new boyfriend
Everything's going good for you
I wished the same for me too

god please wipe this from my memory

god please wipe this from my memory w/odihu

Te alejas y no quiero ver,
No lo quiero recordar.
Tú no quieres estar conmigo,
Es algo tan íntimo no verse nunca más.
Juntos el uno con el otro,
Al menos es la forma en que lo quiero ver.
Te pienso en figuritas de origami,
Sabes que te kiero, mami, soy tu Shinigami.

Abrázame una última vez,
Antes de que sea tarde.
Tú sabes que te quiero ver,
Corre, que se te hace tarde.
Me tomo 2 pills y me duermo,
Al menos en mis sueños yo te tengo.
Tu amor me persigue y yo soy lento,
Desde que te fuiste yo me asfixio cuando duermo.

Y no quiero ver,
Ni pensar en ti,
Ni aceptar que ya no estarás puesta para mí.
Entender que lo nuestro se fue junto con el viento,
Pienso que te odio, pero sé que miento.
No sé qué pensar,
No sé qué sentir,
Explicarle a mi corazón que no estás aquí.
Comprender,
Que lo tuyo y mío no fue más que un cuento.
Yo no sé quererme, pero juro que lo intento.

Te alejas y no quiero ver,
No lo quiero recordar.
Tú no quieres estar conmigo,
Es algo tan íntimo no verse nunca más.
Juntos el uno con el otro,
Al menos es la forma en que lo quiero ver.
Te pienso en figuritas de origami,
Sabes que te kiero, mami, soy tu Shinigami.

Tú y yo (prod. by reactance)

I love bloodsekai, odihu, yuki, moxii, zakuro

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

odihu

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