Lyrics

Blues attached to outside memorabilia 
Playing on the swings when you jumped off
The ground attacked, you broke your leg to pieces
You cried until the doctor cut it off

Green's attached to previous locations
Comfy occupations I miss that
Now here I am, The bottom of the ladder
Where I dont really matter and no one does

And it's all a circle it comes back around
I'm running in a circle, alone
Circle up and circle down
I'm running in a circle the best I know how

Then the finger trap
Caused me lots of panic till I found out the mechanics behind that beast
When I was free, I stuck my fingers back in 
But this time I was laughing it had no hold on me

Finger Trap

im way too sentimental
i hold every second like i wont get another
we should talk about the things that u left out
my face sticking to the webcam
couple tabs got my head down

think i chose the right thing
i'll be left out til im 19
holding my own hands cause its frightning
voicing my way in like the light beams

pacemaker hold my heart steady
cant remember when i felt this right

every minute

scrapped instrumental from late december 2024

- slight remix of gain & loss :>

and i

bpm is 160 feel free to hop on this 
i rlly like this beat tryna branch out and do more beats people can actually get on (send me ur songs if u do hop on it)
imma try and upload more i love music no reason i shouldnt :3

gone be embarrssaing if no one hop on this shit  >_#

the start of it all

This one is my favorite. A song about loss. Thank you @synplant for the mastering work.

CRASHHHBoX

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Static digicore cypher 2025 prod by ■■■■ and trisonline

Etched In Me (Instrumental)

I’ve been a smudge on plastered stone
I've been the fracture, been the bone
I've tried to be the man you needed me to be
But I cracked, I veered, slipped off that track
Left you waiting when I swore I'd come back
I'm searching for a version of myself that's free
I lied. I tried. I broke my word.
I disappeared. Asked to be heard.
I ran. I stayed. I lost the thread.
I'm still here. Still not dead.

And if I've hurt you, if I've let you down
Know I'm still here, trying to figure this shit out

Like a stone that's trying to float
Like a match that sparks but won't ignite
I've been dragged around by every wind
But I'm still reaching for what feels like light
And for what I done I can't attone
But I swear I'm going to find my way
Find my way back
Find my way back home

I stood outside your life before
A crown misplaced on ground I can't restore
I've played both sides of the coin that life could flip
The higher that I climb, the more I slip
The fall feels harder every time
I chased the end and overlooked the trip.

Yeah, I've been living in the gray space, chasing grace in the wrong place
Trying to find my own face in a crowd full of mistakes
I was running from the truth, call it youth, call it ruthless
Now I'm rooted in the proof that I'm human, not a blueprint
See, I built these walls myself, yeah, the architect of my own hell
Stored my pain up on a shelf where the stories never tell themselves
I was lost inside the noise, making choices with no voice
Now I'm poised to rejoin, rediscover what's destroyed
They say freedom ain't free, but the devil came for me
I'm the lock, I'm the key, I'm the bird, I'm the wire, I'm the tree
Fast-living, self-imprisoned, tunnel vision was my mission
Now I'm switching my position, making peace with my condition

And if you're listening, if you still care
I'm right here in the wreckage, I'm still there

Like iron asking water for a lift
Like flint that sparks but never splits
I've been blown around with the wind
But I'm still fighting for the hell of it

And for what I done I cant attone
But I swear I'm going to find my way
Find my way back, 
Find my way back home
Find my way back home

Find My Way Back

Prod @zeromandia30414

cold 
all the way to the bone im bold
take a shot
they said i wont
froze
all the way to the bone im bold
holier

being in a bape tee
makes me 
so much less nervous 
gotta step back 8 feet
all these- undeserving
spent like 38 weeks
unaware im her servant
kick, screaming that you hate me
girl, are you sure of it
are you sure
are you sure of it
girllllll

are you sure of it x4

walked in
white iris blooming
ill throw it all away
all away for you

cold 
all the way to the bone im bold
take a shot
they said i wont
froze
all the way to the bone im bold
holier


CRASHHHBoX

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