GOOD MEMORIES

DAMAGED (Feat. Itz Not Bandage)

please don’t go (Prod. Zane98)

Lov3 Letter (prod by.smokerose x IOF)

NOLOVE/NOTRUST

Apollo- Underrated Ft. destroykasmin & MPD (Prod. by Yondo)

Problems

Cant Think Cant Feel (Prod. sketchmyname & vaegud)

versatile feat. Chief’Ryda

prod. Woodpecker
Distorted Youth 2020

I love you all

Lyrics:

Chorus: 
Grind
I keep it on constant,
All of this pain
Still remains chronic, 
Dying to live, 
Living to die, 
Crying in silence 
I still remain solid
I got lows still lodged in my brain 
I got trauma still in my brain

Verse: 
Somehow I keep it 
and they’re thinking that it weakens me,
I cannot let go, 
I’m okay 
Said when I need to be,
There’s no excuses,
Cause this money
Keeps on feeding me
Keep Moving forward
Idc 
If you don’t believe in me 

I stand my ground
I lay it down
You gonna watch me take it now
Pay it out 
Working for this cheese 
In my bank account 
Like who the hell gon top me now,
Cause y’all can’t stop me now,
Sadness don’t lock me down,
No it can’t drop me now 
Idc what you bring 
Everything I have ever seen
Has abandoned me 
To force myself,
On how to keep dreams.
I was left on seen, 
I was taken just for leave,
I lost everything 
That’s why I’m traumatized 
By the grief

I don’t know how to feel anything no more, no no 
I don’t know how to feel anything no more but I 
Chorus: 
Grind
I keep it on constant,
All of this pain
Still remains chronic, 
Dying to live, 
Living to die, 
Crying in silence 
I still remain solid
I got lows still lodged in my brain 
I got trauma still in my brain

Trauma (prod. Woodpecker)

Lately I’ve been searching in mind rethinking from time to time and wondering if my rhymes is real 
Cause lately I ain’t feeling what I write should I leave this all behind just wondering what I really feel
A portion is what I get when I’m behind I’m working from 9 to 5 I’m wondering if it’s worth it still 
I sweat and spill some blood over these rhymes and hope it’ll get me by so please God show me a sign of will

Yea I spoke to god and prayed and hope searching for answers
I wrote some scriptures on my paper now I’m second glancing
I post my feelings while I’m insecure these people dancing
They love it when I write so dope and they thinking it’s fancy
But deep inside something grows 
I don’t see it but I know
Music really my worst interest
Kinda weird but it’s dope
How I make these people feel how they say I hit they soul
When they say my shit is real it’s a thing that I can’t cope
With my feelings so shit
My soul depends on someone thinking I’m the dopest
And that’s my only source of happiness I get but you see
I swear that I be overthinking is this music for me
Cause at the same time I make rhymes 
How can I be something I’m made out to be
While filling with doubts and then thinking about all the people who look up to me
I shut out my feelings continue with music even tho it’s hard to believe
I’m really beginning to feel the beats hitting I’m convinced that I’m MPD

Lately I’ve been searching in mind rethinking from time to time and wondering if my rhymes is real 
Cause lately I ain’t feeling what I write should I leave this all behind just wondering what I really feel
A portion is what I get when I’m behind I’m working from 9 to 5 just wondering if it’s worth it still 
I sweat and spill some blood over these rhymes and hope it’ll get me by so please God show me a sign of will

Yea and tho the lyrics I been spitting
Keep myself from stressing
Release the tension so efficient I keep people guessing
Fairytales when I’m day dreaming I’m lost in obsession 
Tho half of what I’m speaking is somewhat confessions
I keep them listening
Depends what my condition is
I stumbled way too much to remember what feeling sober is
I’m well associated and that’s why I’m mostly faded
Cause pain and stress, I’m sedated
I can’t just save it for later 
Thats why it matters to me if they listen
Mostly depressed everyday I pray my that my future fluorescent
Lately I been so distant
And this dis ain’t the cause I’m dissin
listen if you ain’t the mission
I’ll turn to someone you’re missing
got so expensive with time
I wasted too much now I’m
On a new level of grind
So please don’t hit up line
Even if it ain’t the music I know one day that I’ll shine
But for now I’m just kid with a lil piece of mind

Lately I’ve been searching in mind rethinking from time to time and wondering if my rhymes is real 
Cause lately I ain’t feeling what I write should I leave this all behind just wondering what I really feel
A portion is what I get when I’m behind I’m working from 9 to 5 just wondering if it’s worth it still 
I sweat and spill some blood over these rhymes and hope it’ll get me by so please God show me a sign of will

Lately

YOUNG $AVAGE WORLD
IM NOT A RAPPER
IM A POET

please don’t go (Prod. Zane98)

MISERY LOVE

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