Josh A - Last Night I Accepted Death

Rope Scars

𝕽𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝕾𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖘

hellboy

Jake Hill- Follow me into hell

Josh A & Jake Hill - Red Dot

Josh A & Jake Hill - Not Afraid Of Dying

Josh A & Jake Hill - Survive

couldnt care enough (prod. kenzee)

That intoxicating bitch ex of mine, laid another trap again,
I seen it, and yet I still went in.
I just wrote Patience,
’bout saving a boat from sinkin',
and only now I’m thinking, as I’m looking back at myself.

I’ve been reflecting lately, doin’ it a lot ’cause you, baby.
I don’t want to hate you,
nor you to hate me too.

See, I had that grip on myself, right up to tonight.
I had that restraint growing, not fully developed for your emotional mappin’.
Maybe now it’s ‘cause she’s gave birth — it’s all happenin’.
Now she’s free, even tho I know there ain’t anything wrong with that.

But it’s the fact she keeps laying bait, that’s keeping me wanting a bite,
sitting here wondering why?
When she rips the hook just moments before I bite.
We all know that’s for humor, it’s for personal satisfaction,
we all know that’s not right.
That’s emotional abuse.

Verse 2
My head’s been clear for so long,
it just took me little over 9 rocky months,
and I don’t want it to go back to the way it was.

Now I’m second‑guessin’ my intuition.
Man, how did we get here again? (pause)
Dude, don’t ask me, you told me
you had your head locked tight.

Have an individual who has a lotta potential,
oi wanna introduce you…
With no shame, no chip, I will tell you honest —
I cried many times over the withdrawals I got off of you.
Pheww, I never felt anything
that hurt that way before,
none of the sort before,
and don’t want to again.

Unfortunately… lied.
Tho come on, yo,
you know all too well what they’re like —
two’s like, sure, remember what I always say before rest‑mode:

“Know, Andrew… remember,
you don’t really know me, do you?”

Verse 3
See, I had enhanced that grip on myself,
I had that hard-earned restraint,
falling for her traps again — never thought I was foolish.
I’ve made a big mistake.

But it’s the fact she keeps laying bait,
waiting for a nibble,
and gets high each time she rips the hook just moments before I bite.
We all know that’s not normal,
we all know that’s not right.
That’s emotional abuse,
harm on my emotional ties.

Was hard walking down the path for a second doorbell refusal,
and man it was fuckin’ hard leaving when she asked me to.
Would it let me even finish my sentence?

I really don’t wanna be too close to that heat,
them flames burnt me before,
I burnt her too — so hey, I ain’t no angel.
But why? Frustration maybe??

Verse 4 / Resolution
My head’s been clear for so long,
and I don’t want it to go back to the way it was.

I don’t want to mix up her misleading signals
and me following them,
leading to a dead end.

I see the bait,
I’m not biting.
Every time I do that, the hook dulls a little.

Bait

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