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If I Die

If I Die (feat. Julia Alexa)

you couldn't love me back

if i had to find a way to
say the things i wanna say to you
i’d give it all i got
then i’d sit and rot, like i know you want me to

and if i had to write to you, i would
probably drop a tear or two
i gave it all i got, you said “thanks a lot”
then did what you had to do

you said i was the only one, i was the only one
you loved, guess it was just for fun, yeah i was just for fun
but it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind because you walked outta my life
and now everything falls apart

everything falls apart
look at how far we got
everything falls apart
now it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind
because you walked outta my life
and everything falls apart

i’m doing the best with what i was given
but most days, i wake up and don’t feel like living
it honestly hurts you would just leave me hanging
after everything i did for you
after what you put me through

everything falls apart

writing all these songs is ruining my mental health
i might be dead when i’m done

lingering on all the pain that night had made me felt
i couldn’t see through the storm

love wasn’t enough
yeah, i wasn’t enough

what if you stayed just for the night?
and let them go home without saying goodbye

what if we stayed, just you and i
but i know that things would get harder with time

what if you stayed?
what if you stayed?

what if you stayed?
things will get better with time

sitting upstairs
while you’re packing your wares
i don’t know how i got here

then you come up
it’s finally done
you ask for a kiss and you run

love’s not enough to dig through the struggle
marriage requires particular muscle

what if?

missing u when the lights go out...

Credits:
Written by: Thomas Reid, Bijou
Produced by: Bijou, cøzybøy
Mixed by: cøzybøy

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/thomasreidmusic

Lyrics:
so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

lately i been anxious
still haven’t sleep yet
i’m missin’ you when the lights go out

hard for me to focus
my heart’s like a fortress
and everybody tryna break it down

but i’ll
run away
all by myself
with nobody else and
sunny days
but the sadness sells
flying right off the shelf
i run away
and i want you bad and i wanna be back
but i gotta stay
i gotta say

so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

wishin’ i could take you
all these different places
but there’s a lotta bad shit that goes down

i know that you could take it
you’d shine in the darkness
nothing else to say but i miss u now

and i
run away
all by myself
with nobody else and
sunny days
but the sadness sells
flying right off the shelf
i run away
and i want you bad and i wanna be back
but i gotta stay
i gotta say

so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

miles from nowhere

the worst in me

idk where to go now...

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Lyrics:
i’m awake, but asleep
idk how to eat
i’ve been trapped in my bed
i can’t get up on my feet
baby

i got nowhere to go
if it’s not with u

and i’m alive, but i’m dead
i don’t have any friends
but i’m staring at my phone
hoping i get a text
baby

i don’t have any hope
if i’m not with you

but if you’re leaving
baby please
make it easy on me
make it easy

watch the sunset
now we’re undressed
don’t leave me baby
don’t leave

i’m awake in a cloud
every day pouring out
both my heart and my head
just waiting to break down
baby
hanging onto your hand
till it falls right through

sit on the porch for a smoke
i’m praying that i choke
been running out of breath
and we don’t laugh anymore
baby
idk who i am
if i’m not with you

but if you’re leaving
baby please
make it easy on me
make it easy

watch the sunset
now we’re undressed
don’t leave me baby
don’t leave

easy

Remains

I don’t fear for nobody else but myself
Facing repercussions for hands that I dealt
Moving far away counting down the days
Head across the coast headed to LA

I sit and Wonder how this life will change 
Could I see
Everything that I was supposed to be 
I never needed 
Anybody
Just to get an opinion 
From someone else
Just to tell me That I really need some help
Who need some help

Let me escape
I had some time away
I tried my best for the change
When I don’t follow faith, fate
I’m losing all
Of everything I have
Thoughts stuck in the past 
Minds been frozen for so long it’s static 

Wait and see my dream unfold
Right in front of my eyes
Never seemed to close to me 
Taking in all my advice 
On the path go right 
It is only how supposed to be 

So when I move on 
Will we will still be strong
Or you will come follow me
See us in the night time sky with the summer time vibes 
feel nice out wind and breeze 

Cause I been down falling out now I’m up so far
Felt so lonely now I’m moving
Finding me fresh start

Used to run slow watch me go
Won’t be missing my home
Call me if you need me but I can’t be here

Let me escape
I had some time away
I tried my best for the change
When I don’t follow faith
I’m losing all
Of everything I have
Thoughts stuck in the past 
Minds been frozen for so long it’s static 

Let me escape
To some place I’ve never been
I could find a way to start it over once again
Chasing wind knowing that nobody ever wins 
Thinking things were better back then
It’s not tho

Cause things were never better i hope I can move on
Tired singing sorrow I don’t like sad songs
Beach days sunlight heal
When I can’t help but feel
what i feel

Hope a move will finally make it better 
Blue skies LA heard it nicer weather 
All is alright I said would never
Wrote goodbyes love notes and rose letters

Finding peace in my garden
Every piece is not new
Some things have to get started
For my dreams to come true

Let me escape
I had some time away
I tried my best for the change
When I don’t follow faith
I’m losing all
Of everything I have
Thoughts stuck in the past 
Minds been frozen for so long it’s static

Escape [prod.kado]

i've tried

[keagan v1]
you spend all your time on the internet 
but you’re into that
fifteen-hundred likes in a minute, yeah 
but you said you’re into me 
i thought you promised we’d
be more than friends
but i don’t know

[keagan chorus]
what you’re talking about
fucking around with me
this is what you do for fun
but just for now cause i’ll be out the door
whenever you’re done with me
i’m living on
your borrowed time
but you don’t mind 
and i don’t know
what you’re talking about
fucking around with me

[eli. v2]
these days i just sit and think
about all the ways that you ruined me
i told you everything you meant and didn’t get it in return
some days i don’t wanna move i just lay in bed
i’m not in the mood to get up and face it
to you i’m replaceable

[eli. chorus]
what you’re talking about
fucking around with me
this is what you do for fun
but just for now cause i’ll be out the door
whenever you’re done with me
i’m living on
your borrowed time
but you don’t mind 
and i don’t know
what you’re talking about
fucking around with me

[keagan outro]
you spend all your time on the internet
but you’re into that 
fifteen-hundred likes in a minute yeah

keagan & eli. - borrowed time

(alt) bubblegum pop
keagan.mgmt@gmail.com

keagan & eli. - borrowed time

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