Bro just found this on my upload, instant fan

written by Lxst Boy
produced by trxxshed, allove, & towerz
mixed & mastered by Lxst Boy

[LYRICS]
Yeah,
I feel the rain it pours
don't love me anymore
you broke my heart like glass 
all scattered on the floor
all of the hoodies I gave you
are on your bed all torn
and now I write this song
cause your love's a war

ticking time bomb 
in my chest about to blow
stuck in time 
getting sick of november snow
I didn't want you to go 
but I had to watch you go
making songs from these notes 
and letters I had wrote for you
yeah
no warmth in my solitude
ok
I just wanted to start a life with you
I want another chance
probably wasting my breath
I'm crying in my bed
cause I'll never have your hand

#scfirst
#getmoreplays

november (trxxshed x allove x towerz)

missing u when the lights go out...

Credits:
Written by: Thomas Reid, Bijou
Produced by: Bijou, cøzybøy
Mixed by: cøzybøy

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Lyrics:
so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

lately i been anxious
still haven’t sleep yet
i’m missin’ you when the lights go out

hard for me to focus
my heart’s like a fortress
and everybody tryna break it down

but i’ll
run away
all by myself
with nobody else and
sunny days
but the sadness sells
flying right off the shelf
i run away
and i want you bad and i wanna be back
but i gotta stay
i gotta say

so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

wishin’ i could take you
all these different places
but there’s a lotta bad shit that goes down

i know that you could take it
you’d shine in the darkness
nothing else to say but i miss u now

and i
run away
all by myself
with nobody else and
sunny days
but the sadness sells
flying right off the shelf
i run away
and i want you bad and i wanna be back
but i gotta stay
i gotta say

so many goodbyes
in traffic lights
we’re miles from nowhere

see it in your eyes
the silent cries
we’re miles from nowhere

miles from nowhere

i ripped out the pages that reminded me of her
i know that i hate myself don’t need to see the words
i remember i had blamed myself for every time she hurt herself
it happened with the first but with the second it was worse
the deeper cut 
my feet are stuck and sink into the earth
i’ll never be good enough that’s something i have learned
crazy how the coldest person left me with these burns
and then in my time to heal it’s like there’s people taking turns
just to slow down my progress
i convinced myself that everybody is dishonest
i am no exception 
broken hearts and broken promises
follow me
traumatic memories are always haunting me
don’t pick up the blame to pour it onto me
like i always do
i’m not mad at you
because i been moving on and showing gratitude
i been smoking tryna fix my shitty attitude
numbing any feeling in my body through and through
and my memories are lacking any detail so i know that it’s working
i got a woman that i love and treats me better for certain
but the anticipation of finding what’s under the surface
it fucking kills me
but more because she doesn’t deserve it

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

oh the irony
oh the irony
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
(will you die with me)
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
(that's fine with me)
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

please love me, i’m trying my hardest (prod. 4lexf)

@sorrow x @valera - gone so long

Feat @cavasoul
Prod. @boyfifty
Art by @fairenofficial

Don't Cry (Feat. Cavasoul)(Prod. Boyfifty)

On My Way Ft. Lil Lutes (Prod. Farber)

Jomie x Snøw x Skinny Atlas - Bye 😞 (ft. Ivri & Tomcbumpz)

the sun is setting faster than my eyes can adjust to the brightness (prod. eric godlow)

I Hate Myself With Everything I Am [prod. BadKid]

https://open.spotify.com/track/1qj0UgftgV05jJO53BzUDV?si=UK3lzbqcQnSdqYwgsAWJbA

I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been so cold
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head

Yeah
Let me talk about the demons like in every song
The demons arent demons they are just my thoughts
And I've been thinking too much 'bout the future
I found you and lost you
And I cant stop thinking

Everything is shrinking
And my mind is waking
I'm running in circles
I'm trapped in my own head
I need to stop thinking 
Get out of this wrong place
I'll give everything
For a clear mind

Ooh
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
Ooh

It's Probably Nothing (Prod. Micco.) (Now on Spotify)

Have keep smiling when im gone, beat by Venus (: https://www.youtube.com/c/venusboy 

keep smiling when im gone
Lyrics:
[Intro]
I've been searching my way
to find a way through life

[Chorus]
You were my highlight
yeah you were my good times
I've been falling through the sky
and you've been falling close behind
But let me catch you before we land (before we land)
make sure you are safe now
but that didn't work like I have planned

[Verse 1]
If I die, would you cry?
Would you miss me or would you lie
I wish for you, to fall through
Not to get stuck with my bad luck

[Verse 2]
It's about time you started to smile
Cause I know you'll still be alive
Even if I didn't exist, it would still be a twist
Cause you would laugh, be happy and smile
Cause you would forget about me, after a while

[Chrous]
You were my highlight
yeah you were my good times
I've been falling through the sky
and you've been falling close behind
But let me catch you before we land (before we land)
make sure you are safe now
but that didn't work like I have planned

[Verse 3]
But hey, not everything is gray
Standing up, not to complain
You'll be happy, never too crappy
And maybe some day
You would be okay

[Outro]
Just know that I love you
So keep on smiling
When I'm gone (when I'm gone)

keep smiling when im gone (Prod. Venus) OUT ON SPOTIFY

music heals </3
thank you for caring.
biz: thomasreidbiz@gmail.com

miles from nowhere

Thomas Reid

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