lil skele - no seatbelt (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

i would try
i would hide all my feelings away
id put it inside
cut up wrists while i cry
do what i like
do what i need to every night
someone's right there outside
someone's alone, so am i 

i dont believe all that i say
you pushing me down
you make me ashamed
i felt so great
now i feel like running away
thinking of that night
in that barn
with the lady from la
its a cold rainy night and im looking at her waist, in a way

i dont wanna feel this way
trust me i dont know what to say
its hard when i dont trust myself okay
i cant keep a promise i made a mistake
its okay
im the only one to blame

trust issues ion trust myself
cant find a person that takes care of themselves
locked in their house, or theyre crazy oh well
babied for life i dont get it, just waste awayy
if they're normal they're usually taken anyway
its making me sick to my stomach
dont try
it with anyone
dont lie
about, anything
okay
just get it right
im a liar in the shadows
no capable of anything
or showing love to anyone
or being what i said i was

ill hide
for the rest of my life
and blame
you for taking everything i had
my passion and my drive to love
my head is gone because of us
anxiety and the mistrust

i dont believe all that i say
you pushing me down
you make me ashamed
i felt so great
now i feel like running away
thinking of that night
in that barn
with the lady from la
its a cold rainy night and im looking at her waist, in a way

Lady La (prod. loneliness)

produced by irby x pekarot

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/track/2VZWqgeEdItBnTM2jH1AW3?si=416246e548e44e81

lyrics:
(Hold me right
Squeeze me tight
i‘ll book u a flight
So u can be with me this time)

Its okay but i might cry
I am not sad or mad, i love my life 
In my head space for the whole time 
Babe can u stay for the whole night?
I love ur scent cause u smelling like
I took u back home set u of at ur door 
Kiss u on ur lips, hold ur face once more 
And with ur eyes u pierce me to the core 
See u soon babe, i love u more 

Why u drunk again?
I‘ve been waiting now its 2am
I‘ve been waiting so god damn long
Can u just go home
All ur friends are so different
U said they’re mean and vicious 
But can’t let go of them
Trust me i am much better than them

Hair like feathers and amber as her eyes 
She loves december, wears my sweater in cold times
I treat u better than any other guy 
Won‘t take this for granted, trust her with my life 

But for that i might be a fool 
But i talk to no person then u 
Before u go, know i love u 

Its okay but i might cry
I am not sad or mad, i love my life 
In my head space for the whole time 
Babe can u stay for the whole night?
I love ur scent cause u smelling like
I took u back home set u of at ur door 
Kiss u on ur lips, hold ur face once more 
And with ur eyes u pierce me to the core 
See u soon babe, i love u more 

(We‘re looking at the sky
I hope u know u been on my mind
I wanna tell u but i don’t feel right
I am sorry but atleast i tried)

love u more <3

amber

self prod (loop by jolst)

(lyrics)
Fuck all that, id kill myself
before i asked you for your help
its hard to admit but the world seems bleak 
i struggle to find colors even in my sleep
i hardly dream smoke too much weed
hopefully im fine by this time next week
i been strugglin could really use a hand
but its my fault i lost my friends 
x2

but i wont admit it
just give me another dose
and while im at it
i knew that it was close
to nothin, what you expected of me
but somehow i still fucked up everything
but now i must go and my only hope 
is that you'll be fine living life on your own

i'll write you a song in my suicide note
walk out the house with just my clothes
its not my fault i swear i didnt know
id break my legs and have to move on

its not what it seems
baby i been losing sleep

losing sleep

Grey

Song with my friend AVXiD :) Check them out here, they make literally incredible music : https://soundcloud.com/avxid
beat made by MY GOAT wraithontheporch : https://www.youtube.com/@wraithontheporch

I've been sick for a minute so I'm happy to post again <3

unjustified w/ AVXiD (wraithontheporch)

room23
prod me:)

a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


antidote

lyrics:

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

Can we run it back?
I'd be lying if I said that I don't want it bad
Constantly in my feelings, you don't feel a thing bout all of that
I would send a DM but I know that you won't open that
Back and forth, there we go
What is that? I don't know
Goin ghost, seems she always on the road
Never home, never sure
Bite my tongue, better watch my words
Buy her a bag, I buy her a purse
And she say that I'm the worst
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back
She's in my system
And I don't know how to react
Bring me the antidote
Give me myself back

I been all alone, really need you now
You ain't picking up the phone, got me all stressed out
Only see you when it snow but it's summer now
Imma take a melatonin and go lie down
Damn I really hate to say that I need you
She been out at his wearing clothes that are see through
I don't wanna go but I need to
Offer you the globe but it never seems to please you

antidote

I'm the burden (feat. ihaterxmance)

ALONE

Velvet Poison v2

Prod. Geesyn

Lyrics:

I had 1,2,3,4, or 5 drinks 
I was planning on hitting you up 
I swear your the only girl that I miss
Okay pass the bottle I’m drinking it up 
I’ma be honest I’m drunk as fuck 
I cannot handle the pain it’s too much
Lately I’ve been feeling like this 
Us still together is still my wish

I’m hurt to the core
I’m begging you please I don’t want it no more
I hear your name and I drop to the floor 
I’m still confused on what you did this for
Oh I should’ve known you were violent
Oh I know your not sorry
Tell me is this what you wanted
Our love turned into ashes
Were you the one who done lit up the matches
Tell me we’re you the one who burned our bridges
Usually I solve it but I can’t fix this 
Know you can’t feel the pain I got going on 
I was stupid to think you were the one 

I had 1,2,3,4, or 5 drinks 
I was planning on hitting you up 
I swear your the only girl that I miss
Okay pass the bottle I’m drinking it up 
I’ma be honest I’m drunk as fuck 
I cannot handle the pain it’s too much
Lately I’ve been feeling like this 
Us still together is still my wish

I’m hurt to the core
I’m begging you please I don’t want it no more
I hear your name and I drop to the floor 
I’m still confused on what you did this for
Oh I should’ve known you were violent
Oh I know your not sorry
Tell me is this what you wanted
Our love turned into ashes
Were you the one who done lit up the matches
Tell me we’re you the one who burned our bridges
Usually I solve it but I can’t fix this 
Know you can’t feel the pain I got going on 
I was stupid to think you were the one

I'm the burden (feat. ihaterxmance)

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