@stl-ninja I love you bro, ill never forget you! if it werent for you I wouldnt be still posting

A helluva dope production that really reaches in and grabs ya in the way the rhymes are delivered with an authentic ferocity !! Killer track production too. Always great to come by here and hear what you’ve been up to.

This one gets me going in the morning bro

The emotion in this is what it's all about

Nice, this is very hard and cool all the way

ESTHXER x H£LLR!D£R - ATONE FOR YOUR SIN
Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii // ESTHXER
H£LLR!D£R: https://soundcloud.com/ofhellrider?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://www.instagram.com/ofhellrider/

Lyrics:

HELLRIDER: 

BRUISED UP LOVE ABRASIONS.
DIDN'T MATCH YOUR EQUATIONS 
ONCE UPON A TIME YOU PRAYED,
WISHING MY LOVE WOULDN'T FADE.
A MOTHERLY TOUCH TURNED TO DUST,
CREATED FROM HIS DEADLY LUST.
IT'S OKAY MY HIGHER FIGURE,
I KNOW ITS JUST YOUR MINDS DISFIGURE.
CREATED YOU FROM MY EXISTENCE,
CAUSE YOU SUCH LOVE RESISTANCE.
YOU KNEW I'D BE PERSISTED,
YOU KNEW I'D BECOME INSISTENT.
NEEDLE TO THE PAIN THEY SAY
MAYBE THIS IS HOW MY FEELINGS WOULD PAY
FORGETLESS NIGHTS CREATE NEW TIMES
A NUMBNESS ACTION BECOMES A MIME
TAKE A SIP OF YOUR CRADLED PITTY
NO LONGER SIGHTED TO MY PRETTY

ESTHXER:

DEAFENED HEARTS
HOLLOW POINTED TO MY BRAIN
BLACKED OUT SOULS
CASTED ASTRAY, BURNT AWAY

PARASITIC NEMATODES
COME OUT TO PLAY
DEVOUR OUR MINDS
SEDATED US TO WASTE
LOVELY LIFELONG AND LIFELESS
IM ONLY THE BLINDED SIDE OF LOVELESS

DONT FUCKING HURT ME
WHY CANT YOU HELP ME BREATHE?
DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME
WHY WOULD YOU LET HIM TO ME?
DONT FUCKING LOOK AT ME

I DONT WANT YOU TO SEE ME AS ME
WHEN IM SUFFERING, DEATH WISHES DEMISED MY HEART BEAT SLOWER
BLOOD FROZEN I'M BREATHING BUT THE ASPHYXIATION IS WOE SO DEADLY
SAVE ME//Save me//

ATONE FOR YOUR SIN Ft. H£LLR!D£R [PROD. NXM1NAL X ESTHXER]

I’m sick and fUCKING tired
Of these bitches trying to play some games
And in my mind I can’t maintain
All these lines the fucking same

I’ve been steady Switchin lanes
Away from all the fakes and lames
And snakes in chains
And Kurt Cobain’s
That wanna end their lives the same

I do not see a point in that
Why they gotta  grab the gat 
And cock it back
And now they vison fade to black
Don’t worry about mom or dad
No one’s ever had my back
They said I never make a stack
Now they see me makin racks
I’m passionate about this rap

But they still be talking crap
I think they think they life is bad
I don’t think they got a fucking  purpose
In they life in fact
I bet $100 
That you hoes
Wouldn’t  show up to my shows
Unless I had a couple hundred people lined up at the door
So many heads I don’t think I could see the floor

Oh no

But now I’m getting into this ego 
Showin
Bostin bragging 
Bout shit I don’t know
N I’ve been fucking feeling low
And row the boat
I must do slow
to conserve my energy
Takes a lot of patience
I be feeling like a patient
Trapped inside fucking the system
Take a couple lines of something now I’m feeling kinda different

It could  have been some cocine
Or  some ketamine 
I wonder if the younger me would like to see
The man I had to be
I Think about it in my dreams
It makes me want to fucking scream
It makes me wanna fucking bleed
And crash my car into a tree

And I’m sick and fucking tired
Of these bitches playing with my mental
Weapon in a rental
Can’t afford my fucking dental
Flossin all these fucking hoes
Because you eating soup like lentil
Trapped inside my mind like a dog in a kennel

And I’m sick and fucking tired of being sick and fucking tired (x3)

SIXK N TIRED (prod.shuguy)

OFF THA BUD (FEAT. TRXLLION)

my spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1zwx2tmHHw1A96dUSNWLtR?si=ldHv6y-eR2aYTBr5OblBvQ

lyrics
"would you ever dream big
if you could never wake up?
used to live it private
now you're living with no make up 
and it seems rigged
now you dont wanna make stuff
but you signed a deal
had a meal
and a breakup 
now let's rethink
racking up those pay stubs 
40 hour, 80 hour week
and a pay cut
why you wanna hate so much?
probably cuz you seem em counting paper
getting paper cuts

they should have some faith in us
before we cut their heads
take their place
and see them wave at us
they should of waited up
now their back to selling crack
on the street, weighing up
I always hated thugs
probably kill an innocent person
while playing shoot em up
I know it isent all of them
but if the problem solvers revolvers 
then death to all of them

would you ever dream big
if you could never wake up?
used to live it private
now you're living with no make up 
and it seems rigged
now you dont wanna make stuff
but you signed a deal
had a meal
and a breakup 
now let's rethink
racking up those pay stubs 
40 hour, 80 hour week
and a pay cut
why you wanna hate so much?
probably cuz you seem em counting paper
getting paper cuts

walking up and coughing blood
I'll be damned if someone runs up on me
with a fucking gun 
and I ain't talking tough
I'm just talking if I'm fucking up
then its 1 on 1
yeah this life it seems big
until you gotta wake up
then you go to work
get off work
have no freedom so you dream big
because you dont wanna wake up
inner demons breathing beneath 
a layer of makeup 
so you dream big 
and you try to keep stuff
away from certain people
their evil reaping the benefits
so keep up
and never give a bee sting,
keep it in and rethink,
pretty soon you're feasting”

shouts out gisabella for the beat
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJTN49hx9Y39n-ASTPkXw0Q/videos

Spotify

Dream Big Dont Wake Up Prod. gisabella & SWEATT

Waves of rebirth (prod. p3svdillv_urbvnv)

Moments | Lil Yung Casper, Lil Cloudzy (Prod. JustBen Beats)

shouts out the homie Red $now for letting me post this!

heres the lyrics to my verse:
"dont try to tell me stay calm 
when I hop on a beat
I wont do shit 
because im constantly 
lost and I'm beat
bong rip
and a grip on the thoughts that I keep
(grip on the thoughts that I keep)

I'm fucking sick of all you bitches 
that's talking to me
I've been by myself
so when I fall you ain't coming with me
you got another man up in that bed
you ain't cumming with me
(bet you ain't coming with me)

I guess that I dont give a fuck
sorry for the beef
the innocence was left up on that kiss
placed on the cheek
plague is placing itself where its weak
like plaque on the teeth
(plaque on the teeth)

I guess I'll be here by myself
when I vibe to the heat
discreet 
face up in a sheet 
dont know if it's me
keep
thoughts you keep of me
to yourself if you speak"

solid ground (feat. Red $now)

am i alright ? Prod. Metlast

i tried to not be so aggressive and it was alot harder than i thought it would be

lyrics:
"i aint been feeling myself 
from my feet to my belt
so i keep to myself some more
if it means that ill squash all the beef 
that im carrying with me i think it would help some more
if you cant show me the reason im feeling my pain  
i will find it myself and more
every time that i talk in a mic
and im hearing myself
i aint feeling my vibe im bored

hating myself i dont got my own back
and a minute ago i just fell on my ass
then im getting back up
put on a mask
open a flask and im slamming it back
never been 1st yeah ill always be last
painting a smile on my face like a mask
and if its a curse i will give it no passion
ill walk away and smile and laugh

riding around in a whip and im smoking a blunt
and im hoping nobody will find me
getting a vision of what i did in my past
if you keep driving ill leave it behind me
but i said fuck no
ive been looking for a lost soul
that been looking for a lost soul

lasso
around the neck of the asshole
thats been making me half full
bashfull
when you're taking a hand full
and leave me with a capsule
macro
but you say micro
so thats where it might go
cash flow
what you want from a psycho
that see a vision with his eyes closed

i aint been feeling myself 
from my feet to my belt
so i keep to myself some more
if it means that ill squash all the beef 
that im carrying with me i think it would help some more
if you cant show me the reason im feeling my pain  
i will find it myself and more
every time that i talk in a mic
and im hearing myself
i aint feeling my vibe im bored

hating myself i dont got my own back
and a minute ago i just fell on my ass
then im getting back up
put on a mask
open a flask and im slamming it back
never been 1st yeah ill always be last
painting a smile on my face like a mask
and if its a curse i will give it no passion
ill walk away and smile and laugh"

half full Prod. Metlast

SMOKE AND MIRRORS

shouts out to the homie Amonzious for beat
Amonzious (Sound Cloud) - @user-925697639

solid ground (feat. Red $now)

SWEATT

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