m1v - girlfriend

m1v - cry

m1v - help me

brb ft. vanity

Produced by me
Mastered by @neioxo

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smell your perfume on your body

She’s Anorexic shawdy 

Texting me everyday 

But never wants to call me 

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My mind is filled with lust

I want your fucking love 

Not time for what’s and buts

Right now we’re gonna fuck

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I’m obsessed with you

Pictures of you in my room perfect blue 

I wanna make you small

Keep you in my pocket 

Better not break 

That little promise 

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You’ll see me in the corner of your eye

I’d rather you be a corpse if it means your mine 

I’m on your ig

I’m fucking drooling 

I know you’re dead inside me you’re not fooling 

Ilysm 

Don’t like those boys your with you shouldn’t be with them

I think your heaven sent 

Open your mail I gave you a little present 

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I go to all your shows 

I’m your biggest fan

Yet you gave your heart away to this man

My friends say I’m delusional but I think I can

Wait to you find out my biggest plan

THE BEST OF ME

Produced by me 
Mastered by @43u
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I pray you find my corpse 
Rotting and mangled 
You’ll kiss my remains 
Before the dark Angel

I love it when you’re bleeding on my screen 
Razors to my skin to aid the deep internal screams

I see my life flashing before my eyes
As the black dog tells me to say goodbyes 

To her I’m flesh composed of scars
But together I hope we find the angels in the stars

Plastic bags on both of our heads 
The nozzle turning followed by the low dull sound of end 

She’s sending me signs  
I don’t know why they’re cryptic 
Know she took my razors 
So I can’t be optimistic 

Centipedes crawling into my bed
As soon I fell asleep they crawled into my head 

Ativan in my right hand and a razor in my left 
I wish that you could save me from the blood I’m about to shed 
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Horror
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i see blood and vomit all over the floor 
ur little ribs stick out of ur decaying corpse 
dismemberment is beautiful bby idgaf 
i can b ur surgeon any time u want 
i’ll leave ur body in the bed
make me slice my wrists instead 
bby im so down for u 
kill anyone just for u 
if they look at u ur all mine
i tried to get better but i know i’m not

TO SAY GOODBYE + horrormovies

(Prod. GAXILLIC)


and now.
i feel so.
dead inside.
i need pills.
to feel.
alright.
now tell me.
is it worth it.
life like that.
i hate that.
its so hard.
to feel that.
you must to.
go through hell.
and hell is.
called life.

CHORUS -

i have just.
one life left.
i need to.
do the best.

but now i.
feel so sad.
pills dont work.
i feel dead.

i need to.
compress that.
smoke cigarette.
to feel that.

be like me.
dont give fuck.
lifes easy.
when youre high.

and now.
i feel dead.
but one life remains.

and now.
i feel alive.
zero life remains.

and i will be the best.
trust me i will be the best.
my life is the worst story told.
i say but they say be kind.

CHORUS -

i have just.
one life left.
i need to.
do the best.

but now i.
feel so sad.
pills dont work.
i feel dead.

i need to.
compress that.
smoke cigarette.
to feel that.

be like me.
dont give fuck.
lifes easy.
when youre high.

one life

(Prod. GAXILLIC)


kiss me fuck me i know you dont love me.
hurt me hate me i know you dont love me.
i just wanna be with you right now.
i dont wanna hurt you but you hurt me.

i just wanna be with you now.
i just wanna try it right now.
tell me lies how you love me.
tell me lies how you like me.

and this is how it ends.
this is how it ends.
you hurt me now im dead.
its your fault that i killed myself.

hurt me.
love me.
hate me.
like me.
kiss me.
fuck me.
touch me.
tell me.
kill me.
eat me.
fuck me.
hate me.
kiss me.
love me.
like me.
hurt me.

just tell me how you love me. (nah)
just tell me how you hate me. (yeah)
just tell me how you want me. (nah)
just tell me how you wanna kill me (cut)

tell me if you want me right now.
tell me how you love me right now.
this love is sick babe you make me sick.
i dont like this please babe stop this.

sharp knives all around me right now.
i hate when you touch me right here.
open my neck drink all my blood.
tell me how you want me fuck me.

hurt me.
love me.
hate me.
like me.
kiss me.
fuck me.
touch me.
tell me.
kill me.
eat me.
fuck me.
hate me.
kiss me.
love me.
like me.
hurt me.

just tell me how you love me. (nah)
just tell me how you hate me. (yeah)
just tell me how you want me. (nah)
just tell me how you wanna kill me (cut)

this love makes me sick right here.
i wanna end it right here.
just jump and close your eyes.
hurt me love me fuck me hate me.

hurt me love me

(Prod. GAXILLIC)


now it is okay.
to not feel the right way.
i dont see any problem.
in committing suicide.

ill do it also.
just to feel better now.
i wanna end this pain.
i wanna end this way of living.

and this is how everything ends.
the story ends.
she broke my heart.
i dont feel much fine or alright.
i wanna die.
you made me wanna cry.

i dont see point in living.
i lost everything.
i lost any single thing.
i wanna die i wanna cry.
you made me lose it.
the knife is waiting.

and now i feel okay.
under it its so okay.
i dont feel anything.
and my head is shaking.

dear diary i ended it all.
i lost hope for anything.
it was useless to wait 5 years.
im just waiting to disappear.

and this is how everything ends.
the story ends.
she broke my heart.
i dont feel much fine or alright.
i wanna die.
you made me wanna cry.

i dont see point in living.
i lost everything.
i lost any single thing.
i wanna die i wanna cry.
you made me lose it.
the knife is waiting.

and this is how everything ends.

and this how my story ends.
ohh.

and this is how everything ends.
the story ends.
she broke my heart.
i dont feel much fine or alright.
i wanna die.
you made me wanna cry.

i dont see point in living.
i lost everything.
i lost any single thing.
i wanna die i wanna cry.
you made me lose it.
the knife is waiting.

on my own

i know she’s gonna hurt me 
baby don’t u worry 
i’m just as scared as you are 
i’m starting to care too much 
she’s using me to fuck 
i know you don’t love me and it’s just all a front 
u say i’m not annoying but i know i text too much 
kiss me i’m so scared baby make me shut up 
my brains racing so fast  i just need some love 
razor cuts and sharp knives 
tell me i’ll be fine 


bloods so fucking thick yet u make me feel so fucking sick
gonna throw up my lunch 
baby why don’t u sit with me
we can be besties 
make you my bestie 
kissing on my neck baby we can be besties 
meet me after class make me mf urs 
i’m so fucking high the roof looks like stars 
i don’t wanna be here 
you don’t wanna be here 
let’s go ditch bitch 
we can chill in the grave yard 
my name on ur kandii 
let me just be urs

hurt me love me

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