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Manda Nelson Playlist

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

Can't Move On

2021
NSD

Lyrics:
No I can’t look back
And I won’t look up
But you’re still there 
When the sun comes up
But I can’t move on
I can’t move on

But it feels so bad
To know you’re still there
Every time you leave
And it hurts me still
But I can’t move on
I can’t move on

Yeah
You telling me you love me but you left me all alone in the cold
I know its been a minute since I went to check up on you cause you hadda dig a grave and put my heart up in a hole
I don’t have a home
I needa be alone like the way you left me
I wanna text you just to tell you that I’m feeling empty
Scrolling back on my phone reading what you sent me
The pressure on my heart feeling extra heavy

Yeah
I can not wait for you
I just can’t be sleeping all day with you
I just can’t be happy for a day or two
I gotta do myself like you would do
Too many arguments, this is deja vu
I’m not talking to the world, it’s just me and you
Why you gotta go and say I gotta pick and choose?

No girls on my phone, why you think I’m insecure of?
You needing space, that’s the only thing I fear of
Ever since you left, I’ve been drowning in the liquor
And the one night stands even worse when I wake up

And I can’t look back
And I won’t look up
But you’re still there 
When the sun comes up
But I can’t move on
I can’t move on

But it feels so bad
To know you’re still there
Every time you leave
And it hurts me still
But I can’t move on
I can’t move on

But it feels so bad
And I won’t look up
But you’re still there 
When the sun comes up
But I can’t move on
I can’t move on

Can't Move On

Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

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Hope (letsgobeats)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
oh we don't feel the same
like what we used to but we'll be okay
2 hours delay
part of me could never push u away
see i still love you, it'll never change
i need to lose you, i wanna keep u safe
but i'm still waiting for u to come home
u reside somewhere else now
oh kay i'm losing sleep
i think about u every day and every single week
but i'm still surviving this deep
we talk like once a month just know i'm working on me
and when i go to bed ur on my mind
and it effects the way i dream
waking up isn't a good time
u know we made a decent team
driving away u want me to stay
the minute i leave i'm missing your face
i don't understand, u were all i got
i'll piss through my pants if u got a guy
baby i know u could do better
she hates to be used, so why do u let him
if i was you i'd say to him,
"i'll no longer continue to put up with this"

can't keep looking back or else i'll slowly die
but i'm already dead i can't really decide
to open up the gap and better up my life
i want it bad but you'd hate me to try
do ur thing i know it's over
dead boy like being a poser
bad terms couldn't care about no closure
dive into exposure
i don't drink, so i stay being sober
oh man i should've closed her
cut it off but now i wanna hold her
so come a little closer
i told u everything now can u keep it on the low
cross ur heart and promise me that u won't tell a soul
you'll do anything
to keep it closed
i don't wanna say
the less u know
studying ur face
zero flaw
all the details
so beautiful

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closure

Love you all. Enjoy.

Lyrics:
the way you look at me when I'm down
the way life spins around when I am not
the way you smile when I smile down

I'm so high right here
and you don't even know
young kid is so afraid to be alone
young kid is so afraid to be left out

the way you look at me when I am down
the way life spins round when I'm not around
the way you smile when I smile down
the way you
the way you
the way you
the way you

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Kid Is Afraid To Be Alone

Audioslave - Like A Stone

10. If I could (lost but not forgotten)

IG: @cellyirez
SONGS THAT DIDN'T MAKE THE FINAL CUT

YOUR EYES REMIND ME OF THE SUNRISE

Sadboi EP by Austin Green now streaming on Apple Music, Spotify & Youtube.

Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/sadboi-ep/1353635659

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5fJfZ5qIwTXykIalLsfx3s

Youtube:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L58tPzXy9q0&list=PLgkm13hx0256G2mppczRMZ1fFDCGFmyL1

5. Loved Me (prod. by boyfifty)

"Rainy Days" - LUCKY3RD

Don't fall in love with me,
Don't fall in love with me, no no.

And every night that I cry,
I'm so alone, nobody wants to-
pick up the phone and call..

Stay Away, I’m Hurting.

My Life 4Hunnid

War Scars

Written, Recorded & Voice Engineered By “Chief Ryda”

Beat (Prod. By Raspo)

A Track Off “Beautifully Broken” Mixtape Vol. 1

A Thumbs Up To #CJamez On This One For Featuring on this Song!

This Track Is About Being Addicted to Her Love & that She Is A Drug an She’ll Be The one You’ll Forever Miss! So Give a Listen & Share or Like in the App please!

“Addicted" (Ft. CJamez)(Prod. By Raspo) [EXPLICIT]

Written, Recorded & Voice Engineered By “Chief Ryda”

Beat (Prod. By Noria)

A Track Off “Beautifully Broken” Mixtape Vol. 1

“I Do" (Ft. King Blizz) (Prod. By Noria) [EXPLICIT]

bad luck ep out now.
https://li.sten.to/badluckep

NSD.