killin u music

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

prod @odel007 @shinjinv
featuring @jujuglocks

art by jiji ty jiji

ive been thinking bout this shit 4 a long time
you feel more distant every time that you come by
i cant keep myself away from those damn eyes (dang this line cringe asf)
ive been tryna forget but i cant clear my mind

mindset ft. yuju (odel & shinjin)

verse @blackwinterwells
prod: @haveonlyonechance

hook:
girl im in your head now
baby calm your ass down 
got a check hit up saks
read a text and i pass out
dont wanna stand out
fall in love
make her laugh like its a stand up

wells verse :P
They never say shit 'til they see me counting commas
Now they got a problem, talking shit 'cause they don't wanna
Worry 'bout their own bag, so sad
How you gon' hate from outside the club? Oh yeah
Just like that
Fishing monkfish while I get them racks
Then I sit back, take a drink and laugh
Swear you'll never-ever-ever make me mad
Talk my talk, do my step in my black Vans
I'm so fresh while you look like a trashcan
Might bring '07 back with the huge pants, huge shirt, net worth
Curve your bitch, I don't like her, get the bread first
Got a smile on, I'm still cursed
Hands up 'til they put me in the Earth
My dick big, no David Burd

instagram

stand out ft. blackwinterwells (tenoji)

[kite]
faded in black dissappear out of sight
left it all behind it makes the day too bright 
u were the last u were the first 
made it all worst this is the life i chose
no one can make it right
can someone put me out my life
i cannot even make a scene
i cannot even see thru this screen

just like that im in my head
i-i
just like that im in my head

sticky in my veins
everything turned horrible
4 no reason u took me for the worse
blood just drips 
ion wanna hear
ill never change i took it for a steer

感情なんてどこにもないの

in my head ft. tropes (prod. 6houl x guami)

@blackwinterwells
@quannnic
@litothedon

[blxty]
off all night u tell me stories
at my brink jump off 10 stories
i'm so lost can call me dory 🐟
stab me in my chest omori v-v

i'm so obsessed
i fall asleep
yet somehow you still flawless me
i know i'll still have troubles in the next stage
stuck up in my headspace
wish that i could fly away,,
from you.... . .. .
i know it's hard 
but realize i need you
i know it's good for me
but not for you

[wells]
what am i to do
close my eyes im leaving you
in the dust we're done im through
though i wish it wasnt
true
i've had enough of you
i don't know what to do
still dreaming about you

no i dont need my heart back
yeah i know its all used up
im devoid of all my love
not that i ever had much
but i still miss your touch
you made me feel so loved
but now you fucked me up
and it hurts way too

lost ft. blackwinterwells (quannnic x lito)

im not obligated to continue this shit
prod. me

theres no feeling left
can one touch my soul ?
gush it,, gush itt
they all off it fuckin showss
they knoww,, but a young nigga dense so i move slow
keep me in this hoe
gon keep me a rope

write ur list boy,, cus u got a lot! a lot!
its jus syxx boy,, only thing i got! i got !
2K0SYXX i do this,, its not me they need boy
they play tricks right thru this,, while they watch me bleed boy
yea lil boy been knew dis,, u cant trust a soul in this bitch
lil nigga dont do so much but yall niggas got goals in dis bitch
i cant move nigga,, i cant patch this hole this a ditch
i do too much,, im self aware dont know when 2 quit

they love it. they love to see me,, love to see me bleed
2006 once i get back im gon be free

WARNING 1313

#us x boystars real
this song is really loud and

verse order:
@ogpichu
@tropes777
@alucqrd
@peplep
@kkypr

prod:
@heroinsick
@kyur0
@viinssoo

u know it ft. tropes, veezuh, peplep, kkypr (heroinsick, kyuro & vinso)

inspired by poison gf,, i <3 noriko 
prod. me

true perspective ☆.* ##b4sisters

stream on spotify!
we made pt2 btw https://soundcloud.com/cld/mandown
@cld @1crusafix @1crusey p. @breakupbreakdown
shoutout @1afflicted
lyrics:
@cld
cutter on my waist
m-money come in fat stacks
keep it in a safe
i-i know u dont have that
ppl actin tough, i know they not bout that
blowin up w @1crusey n we knowin that ur mad mad
cutter on my waist
m-money come in fat stacks
keep it in a safe
i-i know u dont have that
ppl actin tough, i know they not bout that
blowin up w @1crusey n we knowin that ur mad mad
@1crusafix
i-i got drugs 
wait fuck
in my backpack
i-ive been fucked up
talkin shit on me-e pop a hater like a chugjug
then i steal his info
pull up wit akimbos
bullet thru his temple
u can meet this pistol
pop an adderal, he cant breathe and then he fall
ive been smoking pack pack pack, i cant feel at all
big ass fuckin choppa on me, come get this shi back in blood
@cld
i know that im #1
call my phone, wont pick it up
can't keep wastin time talkin to people that wish they was us
feel like @w1ll u outta luck
talk that talk cant back it up
find where he stay then stab his guts
two glocks on me imma let em offff
@1crusey
im w/ @1crusafix , pull up bitch, bitch i stay on go
go, go, they b talkin down, imma leave em cold
im w/ @cld , i cant fold
i-i-i-i i dont really kno-kno-know
i-i-in the dark, bitch im posted w the mold
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh, why,why, why u mad ma-mad
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh, pull up w a tac, oh-oh
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh, why,why, why u mad ma-mad
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh, pull up w a tac
@cld
3x
cutter on my waist
m-money come in fat stacks
keep it in a safe
i-i know u dont have that
ppl actin tough, i know they not bout that
blowin up w @1crusey n we knowin that ur mad mad
thx for th love recently <3 more fun stuff 2 come

visionary - EP

tough w/ 1crusafix & crusey prod breakupbreakdown

CLICK 4 SPOTIFY

tough w/ crusafix & crusey

prod: @erdo

SPOTIFY LINK: https://open.spotify.com/track/5VojVuSIbA0lsZAHQU49gq?si=76c6d798200e43b1

LYRICS:
(@prkrblu)

is u dumb or is ur brain rotting i cant even tell
keep that sticky by my side i cast that shit off like a spell
yea we dump that body back inside the river like oh well
got her from the west side i hit it like a bell

hittin up the bank im only running up zeros
he knew i was coming but he couldnt even hear tho
he thought i was done but ima shoot him like a free thro
hitting all these high notes
if he gon fuckin try me then well oh

WELL MY GUN IT RADIATE
SHOOT MY SHOOT I LET IT BANG
U WERE ALWAYS JUST A LAME
U COUNTIN STARS IM COUNTING CAKE
WELL MY GUN IT RADIATE
SHOOT MY SHOOT I LET IT BANG
U WERE ALWAYS JUST A LAME
U COUNTIN STARS IM COUNTING CAKE

(@1crusey)

bands out imma bring the bands out
talkin he a fan now
bullets thats a man down
p-pull up wit a weapon
told him get to steppin
send dat boy to heaven
blowin national tragedy

chops out
i brought the glock out
pussy wanna talk up on my gang
i let it pop now
i-if he try to best me (ya)
thats on lock down
i been sippin actavis im moving slow 
cant walk now
uhuh

(@prkrblu)

up w crusey on this mf beat
me and bro took p3rkies now like we cant even see
i feel stressed imma kill yuh, thats my remedy
feels like everywhere i go these mfs stalkin me like

HOOLLD UP
IM THE ONLY ONE THAT WANNA GO UP
HAD MY 1ST BUT NOW I NEED ANOTHER GLOWUP
PUSSY SAID HE WANNA FIGHT BUT HE AINT SHO UP
if he gon fuckn try me then well o

WELL MY GUN IT RADIATE
SHOOT MY SHOOT I LET IT BANG
U WERE ALWAYS JUST A LAME
U COUNTIN STARS IM COUNTING CAKE
WELL MY GUN IT RADIATE
SHOOT MY SHOOT I LET IT BANG
U WERE ALWAYS JUST A LAME
U COUNTIN STARS IM COUNTING CAKE

RADIATE☢️☢️☢️ + CRUSEY (ERDO)

A promised Project that was suppose to release in 2022 but never have for some reason, enjoy the beginnings of when Lucidate got his name and his early start to a new path.

Lifetime

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

stand out ft. blackwinterwells (tenoji)

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