Listen and cry

Credits://
@lizablaise
@prodelxnce
@pandi
@umru
@bodygaard

Notes://
a hostage to work...
a hostage to friends...
a hostage to you...

Lyrics://
peace of mind
fall alone
only i can see
maybe i
don’t want you to know me

hey like what’s the matter
you’re the storm i never weathered
yeah you wronged me
i’m sorry don’t say that you want me

it’s no wonder i can’t let go
tied up tryna rope me in
i wish someone let me know that
i’d be alone again
i’ve been complacent in my own hostage situation
it’s no wonder i can’t let go
tied up tryna rope me in

peace of mind
fall alone
only i can see
maybe i
don’t want you to know me

hey like what’s the matter
you’re the storm i never weathered
yeah you wronged me
i’m sorry don’t say that you want me

lugging deadweight, 
dont wanna wrestle- burn the hole in my face
if its a caveat for crisis- i dont know when it ends
wrong way,
i've had enough but i'm still holding the gate
should i still give what it takes

nothin i can do for getting under your skin
settle down on loose ends, whatever
weeks under the weather got me
burned out for nothing
just say you want something 
do or don't need somebody

bodyGaard & liza blaise - Hostage (prod. elxnce pandi & umru)

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

@victxrw
@ogpichu
@bazington
@sensuku

[arid]
i dont even think that we were done
i dont wanna feel it in my lungs
u dont even care im like "so what"
every word every note that u sung

i know u do it all for me
i dont wanna look at u hear ur apology
yea every other time it was hard for me to know
i dont wanna see u on this road
i swear i seen u a thousand times
left me in the cold i wonder why
all of this decay inside our lives
i dont wanna push it to the side

[victxrw]
i think i jus fall in love 2 fast
i just wnna feel what we used 2 have
i dnt think i have what it takes 2 last
so maybe u can show me different

ill listen... (ill listen, listen, listen, listen...)
cuz the distance doesnt change a thing ill fix it
i still think that the love is existing
does that make me crazy for wishing

(i dont care if u think tht im crazy, i only long for u.
i hope u dont forget abt me as long i sing all of these songs for u.)

[pichu]
if we go on like this
i dont think i wanna be with u anymore
noway im gonna fight this
theyll come back to me when i score
i was on the floor bleeding my eyes out everybody watching me
i pray to a lord i dont believe in yes im pleading for my saviour

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

always making sure things are okay even if i'm not.. 

…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

so manic, so selfish
i'm ashamed i overthink the shit you've done
i'm embarrassed, kinda helpless
insecure about myself, i'll take a run

and it won't fix all my problems
but i'm acting
like i'm something
i feel disgusting :/
and on the surface i'm flawless
but i'm crashing
you get good when you've acted this long..

in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

all plats <3

the price i pay… #dynasty

look at how it all played out...
WE SO BACK #DYNASTY
prod @hiseph
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lyrics:
i got problems
but u never know what its about
now dont u fkin lie to me i know u havin doubts
my mind's so fuckin blurry n my head so fuckin loud
so upsetting
look at how it all played out

look at how it all played out
tellin me its alright, tellin u that im not ok
i cant even think my head's a cloud
u dont wanna talk to me n its js fuckin wit my brain
fuckin wit my brain
yea im not ok i go thru this shit everyday
always act the same i know its hard for u to change
she gon show me love but ik that its all fake

i could never switch
but u know that i cant stay
cause u keep on talking, talking
im so fucking tired of it
i just wanna go up im tryna hit some higher summits
walk into saks i spend it all bitch i dont got a budget

i never really opened up i wanna try it out
theres so much pain inside my heart i wanna cry it out
so many tears up on my face i had to dry it out
just hit the blunt a couple times feel like im flyin now

whats the rush baby i just wanna take my time
gimme one more chance gimme one more try
whats the point of it all if one day im gon die?
come and take it away just come and take my life

look at how it all played out
tellin me its alright, tellin u that im not ok
i cant even think my head's a cloud
u dont wanna talk to me n its js fuckin wit my brain
fuckin wit my brain
yea im not ok i go thru this shit everyday
always act the same i know its hard for u to change
she gon show me love but ik that its all fake

all played out (seph) #dynasty

i only ever tried to help...

…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)

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lyrics
tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

don't call me 
no energy to act like i'm sorry -,-
the way you turn your back
it got me petty asf
it's no surprise and you know that
don't need you to come back
quit wasting my time
got all this pressure stacked on me
you're looking for somebody
but it's not me :/
but even then 
it don't explain the way u watch me..
guess i can't tell what you want
i don't feel like i belong
keep acting like you don't notice 0.p

pack my carry on
i'm flying far away
i'll find somewhere to stay
cause i just don't feel welcomed
i got my brothers
but i'm scared they'll go away
guess i'm too pessimistic 
but i'll never let them know that
since 2022 it's just been disarray
my friends keep me okay
but i don't wanna be a burden
need someone to believe in 
need someone i can trust
at this point fuck the love
i just want someone i can talk too.. </333

tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

don't call me 
no energy to act like i'm sorry -,-
the way you turn your back
it got me petty asf
it's no surprise and you know that
don't need you to come back
quit wasting my time
got all this pressure stacked on me
you're looking for somebody
but it's not me :/
but even then 
it don't explain the way u watch me..
guess i can't tell what you want
i don't feel like i belong
keep acting like you don't notice 0.p

tryna be the shoulder you can cry on
prada jacket, covered in the nylon
i can't let these bygones be bygones
you got me stuck in the past
it ain't something i can work on
i started going up
i fell out of love
i seen my brothers fucking switch
and it just tore me up
i say i'm fine
but i'm just losing my composure
we was a team 
and now you got me pushing boulders ://

a shoulder you can cry on... #dynasty

PROD ME
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@hiseph
@diegointhedark

lyrics:
get that bread i put tha racks on the table
gang by my side stick to me like a staple
i been off the drugs ion feel stable
power, runnin thru my veins like a cable
cant fw u if u talk too much
i fucked up is it bad enough, nowww
fuck, ive fuckin had enough
its getting harder to breathe im runnin outta luck
i been fallin apart can u notice
but its fine cz im up bitch u know dis
yea she left me in the dust i was broken
but i stay calm i dont fw the commotion

@hiseph
i'll break your heart and mine
girl i ain't nervous
i've been through this shit 100 times
you say it's different 
it don't take alot to realize
i'm always gon notice
sipping on some potions
i'm never getting rest

rip out heart like shit ain't bad enough
i can never change, that's why i'm acting up now
me and my brothers chase a bag or sum
i guess it's something you don't know about
it's something you should learn

if that's yo bitch then why she sit beside me?
i heard they talking down
we do not take it lightly
take that flight up in advance 
i'm tryna catch a body
please don't try to stop me
i'm not just anyone

@diegointhedark
3 xans , sonic styrofoam cups 
she does not want ur love 
she does not miss ur touch 
im in neiman by myself 
buying clothes , dosing drugs 
u could never b urself 
want urr skull get it crushed 

shes a puppet on the strings 
brh ur hoe getting bagged 
how u going out sad 
i m not doing tht 
she gone crush and snort flats 
use ur flesh as an ashtray
i see straight thru these lames 
like an x-ray

we jugging & finessing 
i seen tht shit u on
n i cn say its not impressing
got a brand new HK
n i cannot wait to test it 
and the moment fate breaks 
u will not see me confessing 
hoe

veins

veins w/ seph & diegointhedark #dynasty

just need u 2 believe in me for once...

Σ(°▿°)....Σ(°▿°)....Σ(°▿°)....
featuring @shlain170
produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
@hiseph
i think i had enough
this fucking pressure on my skin
i wanna tear it off
i don’t know where i should begin
i’m taking pills with my eyes closed
tripping up on a tightrope
i just can’t make it across 

and i can tell that you notice
noticed, you teared me apart
cause i’m hopeless :/
and part of me was tryna restart
losing focus…
i got these people singing my songs <3
can’t tell the right from the wrong 
that’s why i’m never getting past you

i think i’m outta luck
this money coming in
but i still don’t know who to trust
i watched you switch up in a moment
you couldn’t give me time to react 
can’t leave it all in the past
i guess it’s time i start taking action 

you tell me i ain’t shit
you said that for a reaction
and you get fucking mad 
when you ain’t under my skin
no i can’t fucking quit 
i just keep gaining this traction
treated me like a burden 
so you know ima win 🥇 
(i can’t slow down)

@shlain170
and did i cry to much?
i’m already sleeping on the floor
don’t think im waking up
im already talking to myself
im already throwing up
it’s part of growing up
guess i’m down bad out of luck

swear that i mean well
i know that i fucking suck
i’m in a hole
can’t get out my fucking rut
i just wanna make up and see u a lil better
i guess i tried way to hard
to make you feel a lil better

@hiseph
i think i had enough
this fucking pressure on my skin
i wanna tear it off
i don’t know where i should begin
i’m taking pills with my eyes closed
tripping up on a tightrope
i just can’t make it across 

and i can tell that you notice
noticed, you teared me apart
cause i’m hopeless :/
and part of me was tryna restart
losing focus…
i got these people singing my songs <3
can’t tell the right from the wrong 
that’s why i’m never getting past you

Nothing2Lose... w/ shlain #dynasty Σ(°▿°)

for my sake and yours, i can never let you know how i feel...

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lyrics
spark it up
blue pill, & i crushed it
if i had the choice to make it right
i wouldn't do it
frostbite on my lips
kissing poison
you think you need me by your side
i think you're just annoying..

i'd tell you how i feel
but you'd vanish..
ain't it tragic?
stuck up in the past tense
you do me wrong 
then tell me i'm dramatic
you got no shame
couldn't stick up for your actions

i got different color pills
they never matching
mix it up
cause i'm never getting past this
put that chrome up on my waist
i ain't no christian
you get fed up with the distance
such a waste of time

i'd tell you how i feel
but you'd vanish
ain't it tragic?
stuck up in the past tense
the way you call me out
it's something i can't deal with
i think i did too much to try to make it right :/
i'd tell you how i feel
but you'd vanish
ain't it tragic?
stuck up in the past tense
you took advantage of my every benefaction
cut out interactions
i do this all the time...

spark it up
blue pill, & i crushed it
if i had the choice to make it right
i wouldn't do it
frostbite on my lips
kissing poison
you think you need me by your side
i think you're just annoying..
retracting feelings
cause i feel so unimportant
all this retail therapy, the only thing i feel
i got medicated
now i'm looking for my purpose
you don't even deserve it
it's something i conceal...

i'd tell you how i feel
but you'd vanish
ain't it tragic?
stuck up in the past tense
the way you call me out
it's something i can't deal with
i think i did too much to try to make it right :/
i'd tell you how i feel
but you'd vanish
ain't it tragic?
stuck up in the past tense
you took advantage of my every benefaction
cut out interactions
i do this all the time...

spark it up
blue pill, & i crushed it
if i had the choice to make it right
i wouldn't do it
frostbite on my lips
kissing poison
you think you need me by your side
i think you're just annoying..

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