i know i’m only 18 but i feel like im done

project file, https://payhip.com/b/c3VzC

2020
ifykyk

frst song of 2023, WE going up dis year, 
@trustt, @mycorpsebridee, @1afflicted

lyrics:
[@me]
she said that i stand out, so i brought them bands out
yea that pussy fanned out, bang that's a man down
she said that i stand out, so i brought them bands out
yea i took my chance now, bitch I'm number #1 NOW

yea they told i should quit, i don't give a shit
yea u not my twin, head is full of bricks
i could never switch (WHAT), i could never switch [srry dolly9\]

[@trustt]
got my glasses, so i see
feel like benji, ima geek
start to think i found the key
i see that you dont agree

and thats alright
i already set my sights
where i hope to live is nice
ima go above the light (above the light)

dont talk, keep my manners im polite
dont talk, what is life without a light (x2)

think i found my faith
feel the blood drip down my face
but i know that im okay
live forever, no decay
still alive thank god i prayed
change my life i choose my way
i wont let it go to waste
i live grateful every day

[@me]
she said that i stand out, so i brought them bands out
yea that pussy fanned out, bang that's a man down
she said that i stand out, so i brought them bands out
yea i took my chance now, bitch I'm number #1 NOW

yea they told i should quit, i don't give a shit
yea u not my twin, head is full of bricks
i could never switch (WHAT), i could never switch

mean song ;)

i could never switch w/ trustt (mcb)

https://open.spotify.com/album/7hmT4OJvQmYMC42ryAAPjY?si=U1Uy-fGSRHWw8EEGcH__Ow
lyrics
me (@omgisai)
its not what it seems
its not what it means
she say she want 2 talk 2 me,
but im not listening 

its not what it seems
its not what it means
she say she want 2 talk 2 me,
but im not trying 2 speak

if u talk down, im gon make u bleed
got some bullets gonna free
i got zero empathy 
he think that he run from me
i guess we'll better see
i got a hitlist in the back
it got some lettering

heard he was a clown
if he wanna talk i put a 30 to his dome
she wan fuck but i told her 2 leave me lone
i get money bymself im never asking for a loan

heard he was a clown
if he wanna talk i put a 30 to his dome
she wan fuck but i told her 2 leave me lone
they keep on copying my style istg they r my clones

(@lyn_u)
blat
its not what it seems
nah you not with the team
bullet to his head 
ima make that fucker scream
n they all tryna clone
like why they wnna b me
n they ask me where im going
wherever the light takes me
keep a pole, btch i tote
bitch im #1
tryna be me, take notes
yo bitch fw me
she tryna get close
and they fallin down
cant b me cuz im the fking goat
go, up
they cant stop us (no they cant)
big poles if he wanna talk tough
im w/ isai
yea we countin these bucks
u lost all yo shit
goddamn that sucks 
we gon go, up
they cant stop us
big poles if he wanna talk tough
im w/ isai
yea we countin these bucks
u ask me how i got up?
prolly cause idgaf, no no

me (@omgisai)
yea they moving fake :(
i asked him if he wanna fight
he told me "not today" 

its not what it seems
she say she want2 get a little closer
wym?
i told her not today..

its not what it seems w/ lyn

prod me (additional mixing by alt0)
ft @outfed @1crusafix

lyrics:
you know i read all ur texts
(that's sumn u already know)
you know that i try my best
but i can't do this alone
and i could throw all my feelings away
but it's wont feel the same
(i'm weak i can't go on)
i feel grateful everyday
feel the sun up on my face
and u say u wanna try but u still end up bein late
i could have terrible days
but i'd still end up feeling great
if u wanna start a problem you can say it to my-
no i don't care bout ur ass
i'm movin on so imma leave it in the past now
and u can tell me that i'm trash
but i got some bigger problems then u and idk where to go

[@outfed]
n i can't sleep yet
watch the seconds reset
all the things that she left
i meant everything i said
only thing u did right 
took the time to think twice 
it defeats the purpose when u lying everytime
could never feed into ur bullshit
and u know this
it's gettin to the point i think she notice
i'm on my own shit
yeah, keep it a buck for me 
babe would u die for me
it ain't that important i don't want you in the first place

[@1crusafix]
smoke that blunt like a menthol
i don't wanna talk cuz i'm pissed off now 
skirtin off in a rental
flexin shit that u do not own
boy you a clone
im with the gang yeah we on go
i cannot think i'm movin slow 
i got a k takin his soul
i got some money and i need some more 
one of the greatest i'm one of the goats
he wanna play but he turned to a ghost
run up on him and i made his ass fold 
walkin wit me get with the drum
run up on us and im takin u down

@v2nthan
and i try so hard just to fail again
it tears apart, no i can't do this
and i tried my best just to figure this out 
but nothing will change unless i move on
no i can't move on
i'm way too far gone
why'd you take so long 
noticin something's wrong
i can't fix this ur my problem
too many thoughts in my head i'm goin insane

everyday

all plats

everyday w/ alt0 + crusafix

always making sure things are okay even if i'm not.. 

…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

so manic, so selfish
i'm ashamed i overthink the shit you've done
i'm embarrassed, kinda helpless
insecure about myself, i'll take a run

and it won't fix all my problems
but i'm acting
like i'm something
i feel disgusting :/
and on the surface i'm flawless
but i'm crashing
you get good when you've acted this long..

in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

all plats <3

the price i pay… #dynasty

nerves thru the roof...
 
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featuring @shlain170 & @terastic
produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
join the dynasty server!!! discord.gg/1dynasty
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lyrics
candy paint on my whip
we was swerving
they call me petty
but i think that i deserve this
i gotta watch my back
somebody always lurking
don't say you want me back
don't care bout how i'm feeling :/

spending all this money's unappealing
but i can't stop
it's like i got something to prove
you say you miss me
but you treat me like a burden
i forgot my purpose 
when you said that we're through

paranoia let you eat my heart out
my body drops, i can't slow down
it didn't take too much to walk out
but you still come around when you're lonely
paranoia let you eat my heart out
my body drops, i can't slow down
it didn't take too much to walk out
but you still come around when you're lonely

@shlain170
didn't mean too much
did i say too little?
i been counting ever penny
but i'm stuck up in the middle
everything that i said
it's just gone right out the window
i can't leave this bed
can that girl just be my widow?

this isn't like you
i just wanted you back
yea my heads up above the water
i ain't cutting any slack
i've just been like hella tired
i ain't getting any rest
i feel like i'm under fire
i can't leave without my vest on

@terastic
put yo money where yo mouth is
you say you gon ride for me
but i really doubt it
looking for the answer
bitch i found it
took too many drugs
my head hurts, vision clouded

auuuueehhhh 😭
they wna talk too much
i can't trust a soul
you know i been thru too much
i guess it was all fake
it was never true love
tryna show me that you care
but you never did much

@hiseph
candy paint on my whip
we was swerving
they call me petty
but i think that i deserve this
i gotta watch my back
somebody always lurking
don't say you want me back
don't care bout how i'm feeling :/

spending all this money's unappealing
but i can't stop
it's like i got something to prove
you say you miss me
but you treat me like a burden
i forgot my purpose 
when you said that we're through

paranoia let you eat my heart out
my body drops, i can't slow down
it didn't take too much to walk out
but you still come around when you're lonely
paranoia let you eat my heart out
my body drops, i can't slow down
it didn't take too much to walk out
but you still come around when you're lonely

paranoia w/ shlain & tera #dynasty ⋆𐙚˖°⊹♡⋆𐙚˖°⊹♡

streams got botted stats will be private for this one
lyrics

Uh like will she fuck it up
Uh like will she fuck it up
Uh like will she fuck it up
Uh like will she fuck it up

Always fucking up
Its only been a minute since I fucked it up
(Since I fucked it up)
And ive done enough for you
Its outweighed what im getting why I give af
(Always fucking up)
Always fucking up
Its only been a minute since I fucked it up
(Since I fucked it up)
And ive done enough for you
Its outweighed what im getting why I give af
(Always fucking up)

And ive done enough for you ig
And I do not give a fuck if you here instead
And ive done enough for you
Remove the poker face and I cant get you out my head
Imma get it off my chest someone get this off my chest
And on some real shit I should have been the one whose dead
Fluerrr sinking in regret im on the floor only thing I see is red
Fleurrr I cant get straight out my bed im hypervizualed on shit I see instead
Yk instead of what im supposed to be only thing I ever chose was you

Why should I give af Ig
Remove the poker face and here I was ig
One shot click next one shot click next
I think I just really need some rest some rest

Always fucking up
Its only been a minute since I fucked it up
(Since I fucked it up)
And ive done enough for you
Its outweighed what im getting why I give af
Always fucking up
Its only been a minute since I fucked it up
And ive done enough for you
Its outweighed what im getting why I give af

pokerrr (erdo + xarkr)

prod me
@cld 
@vihefoie

lyrics:
life's so unfair
never expect u to care
i don't wanna ruin my hair
gotta look good for the eyes on me now

don't wanna throw my life away
thank god i got a smile today
wish i could find another way
honestly i'd be better off
without you and your friends, no
makin' fun of me, guess you let go
on demand, get it fast, i'm the man now
wish i could say i could make amends now

what's wrong with me
time is all i need
god, it's worsening
i'm... i'm listening

[@cld]
i could change my clothes
can't change my face
no matter how hard i try
i can't change my fate
no matter what i do i come in 2nd place
i could try to move faster
but i can't move on

wanna tell you how i feel
when i right my wrongs
wanna tell you how i feel
when i make my songs
saying that i wanna change but i take too long
always messin' up
but i'll do it again

[@cld, @v2nthan]
nah we ain't friends now
10 shots to the head now i'm blacked out
tell me live my life no regrets now
always tryna switch up the agenda
when you take, take, take from me
what you want, want, i can't be
won't you say, say, say something
i would change myself, it's not worth the risk

[@vihefoie]
oh everything so different
all of my friends, they switching
is this sum shit i'm missing?
is this sum shit i'm not getting?

yeah, life's so unfair
conscious 'bout the shit i wear
pretending like i don't even care
feel like i got eyes on me, but they're not even there

the tables turned, oh it's my fault, it couldn't be
bitch i'll push off the edge, i'll cut the chain you set on me
i got issues i won't bring up, i'm on the edge i might just give up
you put your head onto my shoulder, return the gesture when i'm older

luminism w/ cld + vihe

kurse11:
half dat shit i did, u cant even see
said im full of what? said im full of it, full of me
infact i dont fw u
u got my trust on E
half dat shit in me, u cant even be
id make it up tnite
make it all seem better off
but u dont gotta slide
u ain even gotta ride, no
i might j sip on dat cup, feel right
i shoulda put more sprite
look how da time flies
i think i need peace of mind

pray for all my bruddas
stab me n i hit u wit dat- leave him like a floater
im still tryna let go her
they still shadow watching
lemme get my swag back
i didnt wanna backtrack
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my backpack
swag back
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my-

@aftrrs:
everything going up like crescendo
watch the rain fall and im staring out the window
they say nero next up yeah ive been known
skrt side whippin in this bitch like its a rental
u ran away found urself a new home
cross that bridge look back and u watch it burn
cross my name out ur mind but still i watch u grow
they ask why i still cry and i lie so its no concern

kurse11:
half dat shit i did, u cant even see
said im full of what? said im full of it, full of me
infact i dont fw u
u got my trust on E
half dat shit in me, u cant even be
-swag back, i didnt wanna backtrack
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my backpack
swag back
backpack, greens whites n browns, dats wat up in my-

@00calder:
hate me
i dont want to lie if you date me
i dont want to give what youre taking
i dont got the time to keep waiting
i dont want to live if you (hate me)
what the fuck
i thought i was enough
i guess i never expected to see another one
but if its now or never i guess hes the better one (2x)
i was never the one

(prod. @curtainss @recyclexbin & me)

full of myself w/ aftrr & calder (curtains, recyclebin, kurse11)

@cruseyyyy
@erdo
@outfed 

some people change
and am i really different if i always act the same?
i push my friends away from me idk if i'm sane
it's eatin up my brain
enoughs, enough
this'll never end..

on the other side of the fence
no i can't do this again
it's all inside of my head
i'm coming out of this dead
you said the past is the past
i guess i'm wonderin what's next 

no you don't understand
can't tell if my friends even like me
am i going mad?
they make me feel like less a person
can't help feelin sad
and i just gotta watch it worsen
can't get too attached.

i didn't sleep all night
thinkin bout the thing that you said
i hope you regret it
my mouth full of blood
cuz my tongue is severed
i just wanna let this go, and forget it

@outfed
cant even get out of bed
could never settle for less
now if shes stuck in my head
thats alr
yea its ok
u went and covered my eyes
now i cnt see shit the same luv

posted up with venthan
we the highest in our class ya
90 plays in 30 days talkin bout your stats nah
clear u every single way in future-tense or past yea
next 5 years u need a feature put that cash up
catch a shot up on ur drivers try n pass us
brother hit me new exotic ts hard to pass up
ima roll a blunt w every nug excpt the last 1
L 2 strong
grab my phone n call for back up
they say look wut alt0 posted
ion got no songs up in the vault cuz im devoted
every single track is off the top i nvr wrote them
every single person did me bad js know i own them

the price i pay… #dynasty

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