everything by me @mental

[lyrics]
you couldnt tell me that u dont
feel the same way
u know ur perfect
u know ur perfect

u couldnt lie i know it hurts
when you fake it
i swear ur perfect
ur f*cking perfect

i cant try my best
sometimes we dont fall apart at night (:
i wanna vanish from your eyes
touch my arm relax my mind
i know its hard but its alright
you just have to give it time
anything is possible
you dont believe it close your eyes

and ill show u
anything u want
no matter what the cost is
id even sell my heart
id even be forgotten
we dont have to stop
i swear to god and promise
but that wont keep me falling

every day is way too much
i cant fall in and out of love
everything u tell me punches
me i feel it in a rush
i dont wanna feel your touch
tell me something make it up
tell me that u hate my guts
try my hardest not to blush

*letting it all out*

skylight

this song is 6 months old 😭
@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

spotify 14th jan 2023

ty @buginfestedfloorboards for main guitar :3 rest is prod me 

the stars align
the knife turns inside
i find new ways
its all the same

it hurts too badly
this story ends sadly
my pains too heavy
just end me
just end me

keep trying
keep crying
keep trying
and never stop

keep trying

w/ @whereisnomu
produced by ria @ria_chuelo  & me with melodies from soma @prodsoma
mixed & mastered by me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
i wont forget...
the day u walked from me
i wont forget...
everything u said to me
i hope u wont forget...
i hope u wont forget...
i hope u dont forget...
i hope u dont forget...

that im not enough for u
or anyone else
you told me that...
it hurt a little bit

the things i regretted
i never got to say it
i dont wanna leave it
it all lingers inside...
the things i regretted
i never got to say it
i dont wanna leave it
it all lingers inside of me

this path i walked alone
i dont need u anymore
thats the lie i tell myself
to keep my life going on
cause i hate being alone
and regret what ive done
and this feeling wont just go
it just wont go...

nomu:
i dont wanna leave u now
ever since u left me i been fiending now
all this time by myself
i wish i was someone else

yea

you stay, In my head
the things I always regret
x2

The things i always regret
The things i always regret

yeah
U said youd put in more effort
you're still hanging with that guy and i just have to accept it oh
but i still crave the attention
so im out here being stupid then i wake up regret it oh

that im not enough for u
or anyone else
you told me that...
it hurt a little bit

the things i regretted
i never got to say it
i dont wanna leave it
it all lingers inside...
the things i regretted
i never got to say it
i dont wanna leave it
it all lingers inside of me

The Things I Regret feat. Nomu (Prod. Ria, AViT & Soma)

featuring @swagtastic666 and @mental 
produced by @mycorpsebridee

waste w/ swag & mental (mycorpsebride)

prod me

@domerrz

art - https://www.instagram.com/5555555555/

all these racks up on the table
dig my grave a cradle
yeahh u call me the worst
blood is seepin thru my shirt
and i cant pinpoint where it hurts
i like ya company
but what u want from me
what do i got that u want
these problems weighin a ton
but they dissolve on my tongue
i do what i can to cope
until im comatose
until im crippled over
im goin coast 2 coast
see u in da layover 👋
say that u know me
theres no us
girl, idk ya. . .
late nights; paranoia
i cant be there for ya
put it on the line
for one last time
i got a flight
so make up ur mindd

comatose ft dom

fun song w friends <33

prod(@prodnomu + @rjpasin)

ft(@i9bonsai + @sebseb122)

//
All black fitted
On my body
Oh u feel so bad ok lil bich like why you sorry
I could give that left right, throw it like im rocky
Do dis shit for fun, ima play dis at da party 
Ya ya, fitted
On my body
Oh u feel so bad ok lil bich like why you sorry
I could give that left right, throw it like im rocky
Do dis shit for fun, ima play dis at da party 

Yuh yuh
Its not fucking fair
How u pull up on me act like u dont fucking care
Yuh yuh
U dont stand a chance
I got racks up on my body u not making sense (cents hahaha)
Tell me how dis happens cuz its happens everytime uh
Talking to my face but i can see it when u lie
Act like something great but u got hate behind ur eyes
Hate behind ur eyes u got hate behind ur eyes

bons:
tonight i dont want to let it go back
to how it was bc you know it wont last like this
if we get it wrong can we even just admit
whats there to fix no theres nothing else to give
this wont stop tell me hows it going but i know its all lost
u dont have to say that or make it go on
i think i like it better whens its all lost i dont want to run around much 
i dont want to talk in a new way
watch me get sick of a new place
n i cant live like that yh who says
u already know that its too late
ive been trying to get away
today you dont need to save face
got me going round just like in a maze
its another cycle but its all the same

seb:
Swirl just like Uzumaki
Yeah she not my girl, but you know she call me papi
Yeah she hot like a grill, chef it up like Teppanyaki 
Pop then I kill, that’s the reason that she wants me 
Yeah she wanna be with me 
Wanna count receipts with me
But tell me would you bleed for me 
Cause you know I would bleed for you 
Cause you know you’re my remedy 
I don’t want to pick and choose 
If imma shoot for you imma just buy Jimmy Choo 
Damn, SEBii Nomu Bonsai heard you were a fan 
See me with beaucoup money cuz I got the bands 
I got toys like Bandai yeah there from Japan 
Yeah they all wanna be my honey but they ain’t got chance

Sorry

spotify

sorry (ft. i9bonsai & SEBii)

prod me
@cld 
@vihefoie

lyrics:
life's so unfair
never expect u to care
i don't wanna ruin my hair
gotta look good for the eyes on me now

don't wanna throw my life away
thank god i got a smile today
wish i could find another way
honestly i'd be better off
without you and your friends, no
makin' fun of me, guess you let go
on demand, get it fast, i'm the man now
wish i could say i could make amends now

what's wrong with me
time is all i need
god, it's worsening
i'm... i'm listening

[@cld]
i could change my clothes
can't change my face
no matter how hard i try
i can't change my fate
no matter what i do i come in 2nd place
i could try to move faster
but i can't move on

wanna tell you how i feel
when i right my wrongs
wanna tell you how i feel
when i make my songs
saying that i wanna change but i take too long
always messin' up
but i'll do it again

[@cld, @v2nthan]
nah we ain't friends now
10 shots to the head now i'm blacked out
tell me live my life no regrets now
always tryna switch up the agenda
when you take, take, take from me
what you want, want, i can't be
won't you say, say, say something
i would change myself, it's not worth the risk

[@vihefoie]
oh everything so different
all of my friends, they switching
is this sum shit i'm missing?
is this sum shit i'm not getting?

yeah, life's so unfair
conscious 'bout the shit i wear
pretending like i don't even care
feel like i got eyes on me, but they're not even there

the tables turned, oh it's my fault, it couldn't be
bitch i'll push off the edge, i'll cut the chain you set on me
i got issues i won't bring up, i'm on the edge i might just give up
you put your head onto my shoulder, return the gesture when i'm older

luminism w/ cld + vihe

The Lord's Payer

Will You Be Alright?

w/ @emotionals
prod. @mkne
art. me
[Lyricss] Halo:
I crash - You fall
You're gone  - My fault :/

i dont even know if i feel human
seein an illusion       
lookin' in the mirror seems confusing O_o
  
sleeping all the time like i dont wanna get noticed
I live in my mind but im thinking that its broken 
maybe im alright maybe i just need to focus
i wont evn lie, thinkin all of this is pointless ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

reaching forward to touch the sky
I try forgetting this awful life.
If you could see me you'd understand why
Why I feel like I'm half-alive

Emo:
I don't know why, but I feel like this
Tryna get a hit, but I only miss
Tryna tell myself it was never meant
Tryna rewind but I cant fix it
Just say your sorry
Turnaround fast like ferrari
If you miss me - not sorry
If you text me - im ignoring
I hope you think of me
Sometimes when you can't sleep
I'll show up in your dreams
Know you'll remember me
And you're still mad - But I love that <3
Tryna change that - Can't go back
I wish I knew why
But you're still on my mind -.-

keep trying

pichu