https://open.spotify.com/track/63l4KSQVYZGhrtYSqC6SHd?si=d26bbeaaa92f480e

prod by @buginfestedfloorboards <3
featuring the lovely @starfall and @zzzkyr
sad stitch cover. can i get 1 like :(

there's so many things in the world you can fuck up
and somehow I managed to fuck them all up

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

to make you okay
I promise i'll stay
You won't leave my brain
you're stuck like a stain
And I'm not enough
My heart can't be touched
Youre ruthless enough
You call out my bluff
and If I had the chance
how could I find you almost
everyday and I get to see your smile
oh wow at least
once in a while
I get to you

Wake up to the smell of coffee and make up
and I want you lately I
don't let you go
don't let you go
I just wanted to be loved
I just wanted to be loved
and I feel alive again
and I just wanna feel okay
every step I take
every move I make
don't want it to fade

I hate how I feel but I'm okay
you cut your chest with rusty blade
dont ask how i know just stay calm
and know that I'm here
I'm here to make you okay

wow that was so deep

spotify

make u okay ft. starfall, kyra (soju)

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

prod. @simonpopdiva
mastered by @weial

lyrics:
@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

@fvtl
please just save me from this wreckage
i just hope you get the message
i just don't know how to say this
passing notes I hope you take this
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before
count the days in my head
days in my head
never felt like this before

@aftrrs
im not saying that i hate u but i hate the way i love u
fucked up everything in my life all my happiness came from u
i know we cant go back but in my mind i still think of u
my mind is going off track u really hit me with that 1 2
we dont talk anymore but text me and i’ll reply right back
im crawling on the floor taking pills to stay on track
and shoutout to my bruddas they the reason i pick up my slack
maybe one day me and u can talk again forget about the past

@oviyan
all the things you say hurt me so so bad
i'm just one bad day from calling it wraps
but you're the only person i really have
so what the fuck am i supposed to do when you don't answer my snaps
it really feels like you don't even care
the times you say you love me, they're so rare
yea i'm speaking from my heart, and i'm talking with pain
yea i fucked things up, just another day

@weial
i fuck it up again & again
it's like they're my only friends 
i'm talkin bout all these drugs
i take em straight to the head
ik u lie lie lie
but u say u regret
i hope u die die die
cuz of all that u said
ur keeping me up at night
don't think i've slept in days
i'm mixing codiene with sprite
look at the mess u made
left me onmyown again
i think im saying too much
but bitch idgaf
i'm running straight from ur "love"

lie (weial + fvtal + aftrr + oviyan)

prod. @resolve1k

LYRICS:

hook

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

verse

never down bad can make a rack in my nightmares
take a step back had to go n get my mind clear
n i been fuckn up (x3)
but its ok if ur right here

dont wait
pls dont waste no time come n take my hand
it aint no way
i wont interact if we aint talking bands
this time i wont go away sticking to the plan
cuz lately i been feeling growing pains
(and i hope you understand)

i got 2 much up on my plate
30 racks jus hit the bank
30 clip so u know im safe
running quick cant leave a trace
if u dont know then i dont know
n i count the racks with my eyes closed
(and if u want, girl we can go)

hook (2x)

we can spend some racks if u want 2
moving like ghost bb i just wanna haunt u
makeup covers up my face and all my flaws too
wake up and do everything that i just want to
(never know what i want but i want u)

falling
ion really care cuz i never had no options
fake friends come around and go fuck up the process
i just want the racks now ion wanna start shit
(wish that i could shut down like an off switch)

falling (prod. inno)

featuring @swagtastic666 and @mental 
produced by @mycorpsebridee

waste w/ swag & mental (mycorpsebride)

~=~
feat. @mental ⋆ ˚｡ ˚
[prod. @waystalkerr @1clappy]
-
[@dooozii]
yea, and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

[@mental]
tell me what i did, i dont even know
tired of this pain, wanna let it go
feel it getting cold walking through the snow
lemme know
i just feel alone
thoughts in my head, get it through your mind
wonder what to change, i just cant decide
even if i did, it'd be suicide
yea i lived a lie, dont know who am i

[@dooozii]
and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow 
(x2)

cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

spotify ✧.*

bemylove (feat. mental) (p. waystalker + clappy)

@domerrz
@owtiss
@victxrw
@1yeezo

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
www.instagram.com/victxrw/
www.instagram.com/1yeezo/

[@domerrz]
my grass is full of snakes
you flourish, my heart decays
id rather die this way
i guess that never changed
it never goes my way
ill always end up breaking
then, ill go insane
its all the same at the end of the day

[@owtiss]
i worry bout the same things i dont care about the next day
i dont think ill ever change
i dont wna stay awake
i dont wna ever think
everything is all the same
does it rly even matter if i try
everytime u talk its the same old lies
now im counting down til the day i die
every single day i just waste my time

[@owtiss + @domerrz]
wish i could change :/
but i know ill stay the same (the same)
n i wont talk ill endure the pain (decay)
everyday til i go insane (insane)
wonder when ill finally break (break)
things never go my way (wake up)
getting tired of always saying it (saying something)
well i guess its okay.. (okay)
cuz its all the same at the end of the day!

its all the same w/ owtiss (victxrw + yeezo)

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

(@prodnomu)

haven't posted a song in forever so here u go <3 luv u allll thank u for listening


Its a been while since i been by myself
Talking nobody else
Except me

Ive been so comfortable inside my own shell
And im feeling quite well
Its routine

Everybody gets one second
Ye Just one second of heaven
1 for me
1 for u
1 for everytime u knew
How i felt when i was down
Everytime ur not around
For the first time in forever I wake up without u now

dont know how much time i have
Til my haves become my had
And my dreams turn into wishes
While my wishes turn to ash
Ive got problems in my veins
You can see it in my face
But my problems fade away
Everytime u call my name

FUCK!!
This prolly the last time for a while
It seems like the perfect chance to get things off my mind ye
Wish i had more music but i just don't have the time
Maybe it's excuses but regardless i was trying

And every time i hear a song i feel so insecure
Cuz everybody has a sound and im just standing here
Cant write a line i lost my shine im out of things to sharee
But thanks for listening to me its good to know you care

just an update - i made it into college
Hope i get a chance to see u all after the fall ends
Ill miss everyone of you who talked to me at all and
Ill make sure to check up on the ones who even called me

Promise ill be back
Maybe send me messages and maybe start a chat
ive been feeling better and better
like Much better than ever
finally i really like it where im at :)

make u okay ft. starfall, kyra (soju)

pichu