@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

hi :3 w/ arnoe, carna007, pichu (ddertbag)

on all plats
lyric vid: https://youtu.be/j59xggCh7VI

i jus spent a bag mhm made it back 
n i jus dropped the top on god where u at
n they talkin shit, they jus want me to react 
ima put u inna chokehold bitch how is that
oh u wont make the playlist
people quick to talk but they always on tha same shit
i been chasin guap all year wbu bitch
i been sippin cup, now ill let the fuckin clutch slip
bitch ill drive u like suburban
hella sippin then we swervin
yea i mean to make u nervous
im not gna close the curtians
n its like we in slow motion
hella wavy like the ocean
bitch im sippin on sum potion
they want me to start the notion
yeah im w my suicide squad
livin life like i got mods on 🗿
bitch u know i hit the fuckin track
i said throw it back
and u know we drivin way too fast
i wont come in last

@diegointhedark
bitch 
you cannot surpass 
ziplocks stuff em with the pack (yuh)
bro is fucking malding 
i know that you’re hella mad (yuh)
it goes both ways
stole my heart 
don’t want it back 
stick gone hit some bodies 
clip got bullets and some souls attached
you wanna leave n i don’t blame u
choppa gonna bang u
no plates on my car 
red and blue lights in the rear view 
moving off a bar 
when you’re fucked up they all fear u
moving off a bar 
what’d you say? 
i didn’t hear u ..
u got dropped bitch 
way too toxic 
needle to the veins 
since i’m running out of options 
bro you’re all the same 
all the swag 
y’all fucking lost it 
i stay in my lane 
everyday 
cuz i’m a boss bitch
baby everything you said 
stays inside my head
memories i made with you 
eat at me inside my bed
look into your eyes 
and i can see another life 
the love that you give me 
feels like such a different type 
wonder if it’s all forreal 
or just a miracle
xanax got me spinning round 
just like i’m on a merry go
grab the K and shoot to kill 
it’s time to end it all
knew our love was fake 
just like plastic 
just like ethanol

watch this
she told me to muhfuckin stop it
u dont wanna fuck w me cuz u not in tha cockpit
im jus like the fbi ill put u on my watchlist
jus b careful think theres blood up inna moshpit

react w/ diegointhedark (avit)

this song is 6 months old 😭
@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

~=~
feat. @mental ⋆ ˚｡ ˚
[prod. @waystalkerr @1clappy]
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[@dooozii]
yea, and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

[@mental]
tell me what i did, i dont even know
tired of this pain, wanna let it go
feel it getting cold walking through the snow
lemme know
i just feel alone
thoughts in my head, get it through your mind
wonder what to change, i just cant decide
even if i did, it'd be suicide
yea i lived a lie, dont know who am i

[@dooozii]
and i dont wanna die young no
my mistakes, i'll push them right and to the side so
you can live your life w high hopes
bemylove
i'll take your hand and make the time slow 
(x2)

cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
cut my, cut my heart into pieces yea yea
looking in your eyes, you're my reason yea yea
bemylove
these feelings i cant keep inside yea

spotify ✧.*

bemylove (feat. mental) (p. waystalker + clappy)

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

fun song w friends <33

prod(@prodnomu + @rjpasin)

ft(@i9bonsai + @sebseb122)

//
All black fitted
On my body
Oh u feel so bad ok lil bich like why you sorry
I could give that left right, throw it like im rocky
Do dis shit for fun, ima play dis at da party 
Ya ya, fitted
On my body
Oh u feel so bad ok lil bich like why you sorry
I could give that left right, throw it like im rocky
Do dis shit for fun, ima play dis at da party 

Yuh yuh
Its not fucking fair
How u pull up on me act like u dont fucking care
Yuh yuh
U dont stand a chance
I got racks up on my body u not making sense (cents hahaha)
Tell me how dis happens cuz its happens everytime uh
Talking to my face but i can see it when u lie
Act like something great but u got hate behind ur eyes
Hate behind ur eyes u got hate behind ur eyes

bons:
tonight i dont want to let it go back
to how it was bc you know it wont last like this
if we get it wrong can we even just admit
whats there to fix no theres nothing else to give
this wont stop tell me hows it going but i know its all lost
u dont have to say that or make it go on
i think i like it better whens its all lost i dont want to run around much 
i dont want to talk in a new way
watch me get sick of a new place
n i cant live like that yh who says
u already know that its too late
ive been trying to get away
today you dont need to save face
got me going round just like in a maze
its another cycle but its all the same

seb:
Swirl just like Uzumaki
Yeah she not my girl, but you know she call me papi
Yeah she hot like a grill, chef it up like Teppanyaki 
Pop then I kill, that’s the reason that she wants me 
Yeah she wanna be with me 
Wanna count receipts with me
But tell me would you bleed for me 
Cause you know I would bleed for you 
Cause you know you’re my remedy 
I don’t want to pick and choose 
If imma shoot for you imma just buy Jimmy Choo 
Damn, SEBii Nomu Bonsai heard you were a fan 
See me with beaucoup money cuz I got the bands 
I got toys like Bandai yeah there from Japan 
Yeah they all wanna be my honey but they ain’t got chance

Sorry

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sorry (ft. i9bonsai & SEBii)

wya [prod.cantfindnero]

BeYa (@_blatt)

@blackwinterwells @sanriorose 
prod @1savestate

blackwinterwells & dolly - bad4me (savestate)

@0rch_id
@mental
@mkne
@1vessel

[blxty]
i'm a nuisance
always crying in my room over some bullshit
how u feel bb i can see right thru it
how u want me even when i'm foolish
make me psycho i think imma lose it

[orchid]
make me syko i'm on my bloodpop bitch
clean the claws and i go back on some brute shit
looking at me copy on my newness
keep your head down looking like a student

step up out the maison in my margielas
i cant really blame u looking at me jealous
i just blew a tabi check on some ma+
i'm not cold anymore in my homme plus

[mental]
i wanna give up lots
i dont give enough thoughts
guess we'll have to pick up
wherever we left off
dont think i'll continue
look at everything u set off
whenever i'm with u
i can feel my heart stop

i dont have the patience for ur lies
goin thru a lot but i been tryin
i got memories back when u were mine
everything u say it reminds