Atmosphere- Self Hate Bad Dub (Instrumental)

About looking forward after looking inwards. 

Lyrics:
verse 1
some days i spend looking back, feelin blue with all these memories
not forgetting good times i had, but sometimes just can’t help but be
a little morose, put me down, call that comatose
self diagnosis, may be wrong, but i won’t overdose
I’m sick of treating myself, with all this medicine
what happened to the kid i was, i thought i was better then this
so this my wake up and its gotta be
the start of something better, ‘bout to become a fuckin’ better me
you try to stop me but you can’t 
try to talk me down, but the shit you talk is underhanded,
tear me down, ill build me back up 
if you take a look around, you’ll see you the ones thats frontin
you’ll see you the one thats dumping’, 
your negativity on others, like it was fucking nothing
ye, its pathetic but its common,
yet we still think that were all the closest things to fuckin’ gods, man 


hook
some time ago i used to lead a better life, oh.. ohh
these days now, you better wear a smile, its not  hard to try
some time ago i used to lead a better life, oh.. ohh
these days now, you better wear a smile, in order to survive
*spoken*
you can’t give up, don’t let shit beat you
keep going through the bullshit, because nobody else is gonna stop you from quitting man
just do you 


verse 2
religious persecution, prejudices paired with bias
just trying to rid myself of all that, asking will you try this
or deny it, tryin’ a get rid of all this violence
tryin to find the deep down hidden factors that inspired it
 is it confusion, intimidation, or just envy
coloured green the people judging everything they can see 
not stopping to think, for a second how would others see me, 
not stopping to think, what could i do to better be me 
and, I’m sick of this shit, now you know it
i feel so different, why do i care i can’t control it 
but, in the end were all connected, whether its for the worse or 
we pull through all the tests then become better then we were at first, yo

hook
just rock a smile for time and let the world wonder why 

 verse 3
used to think that i was destined, to achieve
until i lost mother and with her lost who i used to be 
least til i got me back, and you know man that this a fact 
where I’m at is going forward never going back 
fuck the past, leave it behind but don’t forget it
can’t live in it, but reflect still and learn your lessons
love the things you got before you lose ‘em count your blessings 
don’t ever forget the place you came from, whats your message 
yo, this your life homie don’t forget,
you only get one chance to live it, so take it and run with it 
make the most, of the fuckin time you got
don’t waste your energy on negativity focus your thoughts, go

hook/outro

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Atmosphere- Self Hate Bad Dub (Instrumental)

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