I think you sound just as good as eden bro stay strong

I'm drowning these thoughts out
to keep me from falling down
I'm trying not to feel like such a freak
I keep testing my virtues
and crying in bathrooms
I'm as human as I can be

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

every time I open my eyes 
it's like I'm watching my life
passing right by me 
like another movie
could I feel something
better than nothing?
cause I'm so tired 
of being tired

wake me up from this lucid dream
I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans
through a curveball face first right at my thoughts
maybe then I'd find a way to stop 
overthinking

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

my minds pulling my heartstrings
like a puppet, I feel nothing
cause everything I do is not enough
why can't I feel serotonin?

I think I shouldn't have thought
about thinking of everything that
could've happened by now
my heads bouncing off of the walls
overthinking it all
I really hope I don't fall
down
hush hush we all fall 
down

stuck on the carousel of doubt
where everything never seems to work out
just keep going round and around and around we go
but it's time to let it go

the overthinker

lyrics:

I've been running from the past my whole life
searching for the answers in the stars at night
of course I'm scared I'll never sing as good as EDEN sings
or make a legacy like Bellion with my life

we're chasing cars
telling stories of our youth
cause it's all we are
you learn to love all that you lose

I never woke up
these feeling all faded
you told me wait
but I sat here jaded
you're broken promises you'll finally make it got old

(wake up)
so maybe America wasn't all gold
but we always knew that the truth wasn't told
it hurts me to know that these shooting stars die alone

and they die alone

can't wake up

the clock it taunts me
tells me I should be
30000 feet in the air but i'm only 6 feet
still drowning in the thought
I'll never be enough
looking at myself and thinking he doesn't deserve your love

i cant escape the feeling i'm not human
it's just a subliminal act
I think I'm losing my mind
working overtime
till my heartbeat stops on a dime

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
they're reaching through my soul
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night
while nightmares of my future possess my mind

I'm staring at these walls I
think I might go insane
how can I feel something
when nothings felt the same?
I guess it's wishful thinking
that I could live a life
without the torment of my
demons and their knives

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
they're reaching through my soul
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

I'm overthinking my whole life
till the point I feel numb inside
but I'm still an emotional softie
can't handle it when I cry
I get overwhelmed with emotions
feels like I'm lost with motion
I'll live my life in la vie en noir
dansant avec les morts

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
don't recognize myself
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

i think i saw a ghost

this is a remake/part 2 of an older song of mine

the original:
https://soundcloud.com/oh-ty/ihu

lyrics:

i don't
love you
telling me you never lied
oh blank face
wide eyes
and i can never forgive you

if i had another chance i would've left you
outta sight outta mind that's just a virtue
oh that's just a virtue

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

and i don't really know how to say this
so i'll just come out and say it
i never really loved you babe
hard as it is i don't feel the same

oh you know i don't
like when you call my name
now you won't let me
fall into love again
and no, no
i know it's not fair
but you took my soul
with your devilish stare

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

love's a war
i'm fighting back
and I don't know
what's wrong with that

yeah yeah

i wish i would've let you go, let you know
you were a poison to my heart, corrupted from the start
you know i always cared for you, bled for you
but you played me for the fool, can't believe i trusted you

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no

and darling i wanted you
if you only knew
the way it was
guess i still hate us

i still hate us

toxic love w/ @vorsa

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lyrics:

stare into my eyes
and tell me i'm not the one
you're killing all my pride
make sure i'm still stuck

my hearts falling from grace
and i still want your embrace
i keep losing my mind
thinking about you all the time
wishing that you were mine

oh i must confess 
i still get butterflies
when you say hi to me
these feelings caress
my crying head
to sleep in bed
when you're not next to me

and you're not next to me
why aren't you next to me?
i keep on losing sleep
dreaming of what could be
i hate this toxic love

tell me something, tell me something
that you have never said before
oh no, i'm still trying, i'm still trying
to pick myself up off the floor
but i keep spinning round and round
i scream out loud, i can't hold this weight
it's been too long so please
tell me something, tell me something
that you have never said before

oh i must confess 
i still get butterflies
when you say hi to me
these feelings caress
my crying head
to sleep in bed
when you're not next to me

and you're not next to me
why aren't you next to me?
i keep on losing sleep
dreaming of what could be
i hate this toxic love

l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie

and your love came crashing down
like tidal waves, i drowned
oh i wish i would have known
that your love was gonna burn me out

toxic love

toxic love (w/ Vorsa)

once upon a time
i was happy long ago
when i trace my face
could you see my smile fold?

when did i get so drained?
of this life that we claimed
have the skies always been this grey?
our story fades to black & white
as i fight day & night
clambering to make this right

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

when you tore my heart
did you feel it bleed for you?
i guess 1001
never turned out to be true

oh why do i?
think about you all the time
you're always running my mind
oh i'd like to
forget you, never meant to
cause i'm no fool

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

no nobody
no nobody
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
let you go
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

once upon a time

i'm scared
what if it's not good enough?
what if no one will listen?
is anyone there?
could you hear me scream
if i pressed my lungs to your heart?

my reality contorts and shifts all the time
i hardly know what feels real
and what's just a movie
a silly little movie
i want to feel again
but how could i let myself merit such unjust feelings?

i can't remember the day you left
it was slow, unforgiving
i cried and tore my heart out
how could you leave me?
was i not good enough?
did i do something wrong?

i listen to ballads & waltzes
they remind me of a life i never lived
the wisp of lilac and vanilla scented air
the golden fields, a happy home
just to wake up, cold & alone

i often wonder why
we all look up at the same sky
and see the same shades of blue
so why must i suffer more than you?

ballads & waltzes

i'm crashing like the 
waves that used to keep me hoping
pulled in riptide i'm
losing sight of my main focus
i've burnt to ash
tryna keep my flame lit
watching these walls cave in
promise me i'll make it

this dissonance it hurts
nothing ever seems to work
is this esoteric as it seems?

in another life
i'd have more time
to do this right
give it my full fight
could you give me a sign?
i need hope i'm alive
is this all asinine?
cause i'm falling under
riptide

how do i be myself?
when everyone wants to be someone else
we're racing the clock like our times run out
is this fate or everchanging?
i'm fiending to catch my breath
ripping these feelings right off my chest
refract the thought that i did my best
i'm suffocating, i can't take it

this dissonance it hurts
nothing ever seems to work
is this esoteric as it seems?

in another life
i'd have more time
to do this right
give it my full fight
could you give me a sign?
i need hope i'm alive
is this all asinine?
cause i'm falling under
riptide

and i know how i know i get 
overwhelmed until i'm shaking
watching life pass me by as i'm
breaking down and overthinking
this ain't life, it's contrived need to 
ground myself and start existing
cause father time is a lie and i 
know that there is more to living

oh

feeling these waves of emotions spout
i'm choosing to live in the present now
cause i don't wanna be a slave to my doubts
so let's live for the now, and we'll figure it out
oh

riptide

thatfleetingfeeling

'Vulnerable' is about being scared to open yourself up to the world. This was tough to record, but albeit very important to me. Through writing this song I learned the importance of vulnerability and how opening myself to the world will provide me happiness that's worth more than any of the pain that I may encounter along the way. I hope you enjoy this song as much as I do, xx.

lyrics:

don't look at me with those tired eyes
spoken without words and bitter reside
I clasp the air between my lungs
just to whisper the weight right off my tongue

how do I move on with time?
when each day feels like I 
might just lose my mind  

and I 
am scared to be 
vulnerable 
vulnerable
cause I 
feel so 
replaceable 
replaceable oh no

oh
oh

scattered thoughts across my room
yet none of them think I'll make it through
so I'll shout into the unknown
in hopes I'll find my way back home

how do I move on with time?
when each day feels like I 
might just lose my mind  

and I  [I need this love]
am scared to be  [don't take me down and down]
vulnerable  [down and down]
vulnerable  [down and down]
cause I  [I need this love]
feel so  [don't take me down and down]
replaceable  [down and down]
replaceable oh no  [down and down]
again

I'm scared to be vulnerable again  [need to let go]
but I realize now I need to open myself up to find who I am  [need to let go]
to find who I once was again  [need to let go]

Oh I'm, not scared of fate  [I need this love] 
won't hide away no more  [don't take me down and down]
I need to learn to let go  [down and down]
I choose to be vulnerable  [down and down]
again

can't wake up

One Hope

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