this oneeee ur voice on the high notes I love it

I fell in love with this one, waiting for release ❤️

lyrics:

I've been running from the past my whole life
searching for the answers in the stars at night
of course I'm scared I'll never sing as good as EDEN sings
or make a legacy like Bellion with my life

we're chasing cars
telling stories of our youth
cause it's all we are
you learn to love all that you lose

I never woke up
these feeling all faded
you told me wait
but I sat here jaded
you're broken promises you'll finally make it got old

(wake up)
so maybe America wasn't all gold
but we always knew that the truth wasn't told
it hurts me to know that these shooting stars die alone

and they die alone

can't wake up

w/ @onetwotrails

lyrics:
my heart melts
slowly dripping down my aching soul
the way you look
lustful emanation from those eyes of gold
I need to know

lately I lose sleep
nights blur into days
thinking about you
wishing of a way
my souls on fire
burning through my chest
with the way you kindled
you make me a mess

it's habitual love
and I can't get enough
my heart falls in love
with your midas touch
habitual love
and I can't get enough
my heart falls in love
with your midas touch again

and I need you more than you know
and I can't get enough of your love

I need to get this off my chest
cause I'm burning up from your love
oh it makes me such a mess
when you take my breath

lately I lose sleep
nights blur into days
thinking about you
wishing of a way
my souls on fire
burning through my chest
with the way you kindled
you make me a mess

it's habitual love
and I can't get enough
my heart falls in love
with your midas touch
habitual love
and I can't get enough
my heart falls in love
with your midas touch again

and I need you more than you know
and I can't get enough of your love

I need you more than you'll ever know
under my sleeve I can keep you warm
I need you more than you'll ever know
under my sleeve I can keep you warm

midas touch

midas touch (w/ TRAILS)

Produced by BĀ$$MØB, Keys Cobain, Teflon Sega

I Think Of You

once upon a time
i was happy long ago
when i trace my face
could you see my smile fold?

when did i get so drained?
of this life that we claimed
have the skies always been this grey?
our story fades to black & white
as i fight day & night
clambering to make this right

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

when you tore my heart
did you feel it bleed for you?
i guess 1001
never turned out to be true

oh why do i?
think about you all the time
you're always running my mind
oh i'd like to
forget you, never meant to
cause i'm no fool

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

no nobody
no nobody
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
let you go
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

once upon a time

i'm scared
what if it's not good enough?
what if no one will listen?
is anyone there?
could you hear me scream
if i pressed my lungs to your heart?

my reality contorts and shifts all the time
i hardly know what feels real
and what's just a movie
a silly little movie
i want to feel again
but how could i let myself merit such unjust feelings?

i can't remember the day you left
it was slow, unforgiving
i cried and tore my heart out
how could you leave me?
was i not good enough?
did i do something wrong?

i listen to ballads & waltzes
they remind me of a life i never lived
the wisp of lilac and vanilla scented air
the golden fields, a happy home
just to wake up, cold & alone

i often wonder why
we all look up at the same sky
and see the same shades of blue
so why must i suffer more than you?

ballads & waltzes

thatfleetingfeeling

lyrics:
why is love so 
drunk & traumatizing?
are we friends or fighting now?

it's easy to slip
fall back into where we were
they say old habits die so hard
take me back to the start

I'm
falling
falling apart
falling apart
how
do I
go back to the start?
save my own heart
from love

heads or tails I'd still
stop on a dime for you
no there's nothing I won't do
but I need to
take my time and
learn who I am in my head
it get easier they said
I guess I'm easier to resent

I'm
falling
falling apart
falling apart
how
do I
go back to the start?
save my own heart
from love

falling apart (demo)

lyrics:
you broke my heart in two
i thought i trusted you oh

run

first up, it's all fake love
no one really cares till the day that you pop off
everybody's hating saying it's just all luck
when every day i woke up, working till sun up
but that's fine
i know you diffident to this difference between
you and i cause i worked for this life
while you were taking hand me downs
i was busy out collecting cheques, mate
i'm balling while you living wellfare
so why would i fuck with what you care
you're opinions are nothing but hot air

you broke my heart in two
i thought i trusted you
yeah right

wait, i got time
i don't need to rush i'll be fine
why does every artist seem to fight for
the flickering spotlight
breathe
breathe, it's alright
don't you know these things come with time
i just need one hope, maybe two to cope
only three to make this right

you broke my heart in two
i thought i trusted you
yeah right

wlfr

lyrics:

I never stood a chance
When you were here
All I could think about was you
I didn't have any defense
All of my fears
Came to fruition
Felt like we were enemies
I was like

Oh
Oh
Tossing and turning
I'm always sleepwalking like
Oh
Oh
Trying and trying
But there's no escaping from here

Tell me why
Tell me why
Have I been like this
Why'd I let you in?
Tell me why
Tell my why
I guess this is it
We chose violence
But I hope
Hope that you know
If you shoot first you better kill
Tell me why
Tell me why
I guess this is it
We chose violence

I woke up
Thought I was somebody else
I looked at myself in the mirror
Thought it wasn't me
Don't know what I have become
You think you're a saint
But you act like the opposite

Oh
Oh
Falling apart
You just stare and you watch me like
Oh
Oh
Guess it's my fault
I never tried to stop you at all

Tell me why
Tell me why
Have I been like this
Why'd I let you in?
Tell me why
Tell my why
I guess this is it
We chose violence
But I hope
Hope that you know
If you shoot first you better kill
Tell me why
Tell me why
I guess this is it
We chose violence

Going under
Going underneath
Going under
Going underneath

Wish that I could forget
Turn back
Wish that I could forget
Turn Back

Going under
Going underneath
Going under
Going underneath

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VIOLENCE

'Vulnerable' is about being scared to open yourself up to the world. This was tough to record, but albeit very important to me. Through writing this song I learned the importance of vulnerability and how opening myself to the world will provide me happiness that's worth more than any of the pain that I may encounter along the way. I hope you enjoy this song as much as I do, xx.

lyrics:

don't look at me with those tired eyes
spoken without words and bitter reside
I clasp the air between my lungs
just to whisper the weight right off my tongue

how do I move on with time?
when each day feels like I 
might just lose my mind  

and I 
am scared to be 
vulnerable 
vulnerable
cause I 
feel so 
replaceable 
replaceable oh no

oh
oh

scattered thoughts across my room
yet none of them think I'll make it through
so I'll shout into the unknown
in hopes I'll find my way back home

how do I move on with time?
when each day feels like I 
might just lose my mind  

and I  [I need this love]
am scared to be  [don't take me down and down]
vulnerable  [down and down]
vulnerable  [down and down]
cause I  [I need this love]
feel so  [don't take me down and down]
replaceable  [down and down]
replaceable oh no  [down and down]
again

I'm scared to be vulnerable again  [need to let go]
but I realize now I need to open myself up to find who I am  [need to let go]
to find who I once was again  [need to let go]

Oh I'm, not scared of fate  [I need this love] 
won't hide away no more  [don't take me down and down]
I need to learn to let go  [down and down]
I choose to be vulnerable  [down and down]
again

vulnerable

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
we're history

spent last week 
going through my phone again
I'm so sick
of all these feelings I can't 
comprehend
it's a paradigm
I get sucked into mind over matter
when did it matter to be mine?

this is criminal by nature
favors
never gonna change my mind again
high off all the ways you promised
honest
never gonna change my mind again

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
we're history

this is only serotonin
mixed emotions
adrenaline rush 
holding on to
fleeting moments
hoping we'll get a high
bickering
caustic comments
act like I'm not enough
you can call me
what you want
just never call me back

you're acting the fool
if you think I'm afraid
of words in your mouth
I could say I care less
cause I care less

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
rest in piece

I don't wanna feel
you break my heart in two
I just wanna be a ghost to you
I'm soul searching
yet I couldn't find your soul
so I'll ghost you out
until you go

boo

falling apart (demo)

One Hope

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