lyrics:

I've been running from the past my whole life
searching for the answers in the stars at night
of course I'm scared I'll never sing as good as EDEN sings
or make a legacy like Bellion with my life

we're chasing cars
telling stories of our youth
cause it's all we are
you learn to love all that you lose

I never woke up
these feeling all faded
you told me wait
but I sat here jaded
you're broken promises you'll finally make it got old

(wake up)
so maybe America wasn't all gold
but we always knew that the truth wasn't told
it hurts me to know that these shooting stars die alone

and they die alone

can't wake up

the clock it taunts me
tells me I should be
30000 feet in the air but i'm only 6 feet
still drowning in the thought
I'll never be enough
looking at myself and thinking he doesn't deserve your love

i cant escape the feeling i'm not human
it's just a subliminal act
I think I'm losing my mind
working overtime
till my heartbeat stops on a dime

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
they're reaching through my soul
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night
while nightmares of my future possess my mind

I'm staring at these walls I
think I might go insane
how can I feel something
when nothings felt the same?
I guess it's wishful thinking
that I could live a life
without the torment of my
demons and their knives

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
they're reaching through my soul
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

I'm overthinking my whole life
till the point I feel numb inside
but I'm still an emotional softie
can't handle it when I cry
I get overwhelmed with emotions
feels like I'm lost with motion
I'll live my life in la vie en noir
dansant avec les morts

i think i saw a ghost
staring back at me through the mirror
don't recognize myself
as I dissociate the feeling of feeling again

i think i saw a ghost

this is a remake/part 2 of an older song of mine

the original:
https://soundcloud.com/oh-ty/ihu

lyrics:

i don't
love you
telling me you never lied
oh blank face
wide eyes
and i can never forgive you

if i had another chance i would've left you
outta sight outta mind that's just a virtue
oh that's just a virtue

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

and i don't really know how to say this
so i'll just come out and say it
i never really loved you babe
hard as it is i don't feel the same

oh you know i don't
like when you call my name
now you won't let me
fall into love again
and no, no
i know it's not fair
but you took my soul
with your devilish stare

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

love's a war
i'm fighting back
and I don't know
what's wrong with that

yeah yeah

i wish i would've let you go, let you know
you were a poison to my heart, corrupted from the start
you know i always cared for you, bled for you
but you played me for the fool, can't believe i trusted you

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no

and darling i wanted you
if you only knew
the way it was
guess i still hate us

i still hate us

w/ @onetwotrails

lyrics:
my heart melts
slowly dripping down my aching soul
the way you look
lustful emanation from those eyes of gold
I need to know

lately I lose sleep
nights blur into days
thinking about you
wishing of a way
my souls on fire
burning through my chest
with the way you kindled
you make me a mess

it's habitual love
and I can't get enough
my heart falls in love
with your midas touch
habitual love
and I can't get enough
my heart falls in love
with your midas touch again

and I need you more than you know
and I can't get enough of your love

I need to get this off my chest
cause I'm burning up from your love
oh it makes me such a mess
when you take my breath

lately I lose sleep
nights blur into days
thinking about you
wishing of a way
my souls on fire
burning through my chest
with the way you kindled
you make me a mess

it's habitual love
and I can't get enough
my heart falls in love
with your midas touch
habitual love
and I can't get enough
my heart falls in love
with your midas touch again

and I need you more than you know
and I can't get enough of your love

I need you more than you'll ever know
under my sleeve I can keep you warm
I need you more than you'll ever know
under my sleeve I can keep you warm

midas touch

midas touch (w/ TRAILS)

once upon a time
i was happy long ago
when i trace my face
could you see my smile fold?

when did i get so drained?
of this life that we claimed
have the skies always been this grey?
our story fades to black & white
as i fight day & night
clambering to make this right

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

when you tore my heart
did you feel it bleed for you?
i guess 1001
never turned out to be true

oh why do i?
think about you all the time
you're always running my mind
oh i'd like to
forget you, never meant to
cause i'm no fool

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

no nobody
no nobody
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
let you go
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

once upon a time

i'm scared
what if it's not good enough?
what if no one will listen?
is anyone there?
could you hear me scream
if i pressed my lungs to your heart?

my reality contorts and shifts all the time
i hardly know what feels real
and what's just a movie
a silly little movie
i want to feel again
but how could i let myself merit such unjust feelings?

i can't remember the day you left
it was slow, unforgiving
i cried and tore my heart out
how could you leave me?
was i not good enough?
did i do something wrong?

i listen to ballads & waltzes
they remind me of a life i never lived
the wisp of lilac and vanilla scented air
the golden fields, a happy home
just to wake up, cold & alone

i often wonder why
we all look up at the same sky
and see the same shades of blue
so why must i suffer more than you?

ballads & waltzes

thatfleetingfeeling

lyrics:
why is love so 
drunk & traumatizing?
are we friends or fighting now?

it's easy to slip
fall back into where we were
they say old habits die so hard
take me back to the start

I'm
falling
falling apart
falling apart
how
do I
go back to the start?
save my own heart
from love

heads or tails I'd still
stop on a dime for you
no there's nothing I won't do
but I need to
take my time and
learn who I am in my head
it get easier they said
I guess I'm easier to resent

I'm
falling
falling apart
falling apart
how
do I
go back to the start?
save my own heart
from love

falling apart (demo)

'Vulnerable' is about being scared to open yourself up to the world. This was tough to record, but albeit very important to me. Through writing this song I learned the importance of vulnerability and how opening myself to the world will provide me happiness that's worth more than any of the pain that I may encounter along the way. I hope you enjoy this song as much as I do, xx.

lyrics:

don't look at me with those tired eyes
spoken without words and bitter reside
I clasp the air between my lungs
just to whisper the weight right off my tongue

how do I move on with time?
when each day feels like I 
might just lose my mind  

and I 
am scared to be 
vulnerable 
vulnerable
cause I 
feel so 
replaceable 
replaceable oh no

oh
oh

scattered thoughts across my room
yet none of them think I'll make it through
so I'll shout into the unknown
in hopes I'll find my way back home

how do I move on with time?
when each day feels like I 
might just lose my mind  

and I  [I need this love]
am scared to be  [don't take me down and down]
vulnerable  [down and down]
vulnerable  [down and down]
cause I  [I need this love]
feel so  [don't take me down and down]
replaceable  [down and down]
replaceable oh no  [down and down]
again

I'm scared to be vulnerable again  [need to let go]
but I realize now I need to open myself up to find who I am  [need to let go]
to find who I once was again  [need to let go]

Oh I'm, not scared of fate  [I need this love] 
won't hide away no more  [don't take me down and down]
I need to learn to let go  [down and down]
I choose to be vulnerable  [down and down]
again

vulnerable

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
we're history

spent last week 
going through my phone again
I'm so sick
of all these feelings I can't 
comprehend
it's a paradigm
I get sucked into mind over matter
when did it matter to be mine?

this is criminal by nature
favors
never gonna change my mind again
high off all the ways you promised
honest
never gonna change my mind again

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
we're history

this is only serotonin
mixed emotions
adrenaline rush 
holding on to
fleeting moments
hoping we'll get a high
bickering
caustic comments
act like I'm not enough
you can call me
what you want
just never call me back

you're acting the fool
if you think I'm afraid
of words in your mouth
I could say I care less
cause I care less

cut you out of my life cause you're dead to me
ghost you out for a week make you wanna leave
I don't wanna make amends if it's up to me oh
rest in piece

I don't wanna feel
you break my heart in two
I just wanna be a ghost to you
I'm soul searching
yet I couldn't find your soul
so I'll ghost you out
until you go

boo

gyout

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Lyrics:
I come from thinkin' that my head is not screwed on
Don't talk too much and wear it out
Bang bang, they said I took too much
My crown is shaking in their

Eye, eye, I feel the same
When I lie and say that I don't feel insane

Now take off your halo
And look to the sky
Some people have feelings
Did they know I might?
Seems like they don't listen
I'm just walking on a line
I just want somebody to understand my life

(To understand my life)
(To understand my life)

How did I get here?
How might you ask?
It's easy if you just don't give a fuck about a mask
I live wearing my face up on a big red flag
Waved above my head until they put me in a bag

And I can't tell if I'm the one who's causing all the problems
And this ain't pity
I just wanna know if I'm alone

(If I am)
(If I fall)
(If I am)
(If I)

Now take off your halo
And look to the sky
Some people have feelings
Did they know I might?
Seems like they don't listen
I'm just walking on a line
I just want somebody to understand my life

ballads & waltzes

One Hope

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