i’m so obsessed with this song rn… literally so obsessed

I'm drowning these thoughts out
to keep me from falling down
I'm trying not to feel like such a freak
I keep testing my virtues
and crying in bathrooms
I'm as human as I can be

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

every time I open my eyes 
it's like I'm watching my life
passing right by me 
like another movie
could I feel something
better than nothing?
cause I'm so tired 
of being tired

wake me up from this lucid dream
I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans
through a curveball face first right at my thoughts
maybe then I'd find a way to stop 
overthinking

oh I love when you cry
It shows me that we're only human inside
and we need therapy
cause like the song
hush hush
we all fall
down
down

my minds pulling my heartstrings
like a puppet, I feel nothing
cause everything I do is not enough
why can't I feel serotonin?

I think I shouldn't have thought
about thinking of everything that
could've happened by now
my heads bouncing off of the walls
overthinking it all
I really hope I don't fall
down
hush hush we all fall 
down

stuck on the carousel of doubt
where everything never seems to work out
just keep going round and around and around we go
but it's time to let it go

the overthinker

lyrics:

I've been running from the past my whole life
searching for the answers in the stars at night
of course I'm scared I'll never sing as good as EDEN sings
or make a legacy like Bellion with my life

we're chasing cars
telling stories of our youth
cause it's all we are
you learn to love all that you lose

I never woke up
these feeling all faded
you told me wait
but I sat here jaded
you're broken promises you'll finally make it got old

(wake up)
so maybe America wasn't all gold
but we always knew that the truth wasn't told
it hurts me to know that these shooting stars die alone

and they die alone

can't wake up

this is a remake/part 2 of an older song of mine

the original:
https://soundcloud.com/oh-ty/ihu

lyrics:

i don't
love you
telling me you never lied
oh blank face
wide eyes
and i can never forgive you

if i had another chance i would've left you
outta sight outta mind that's just a virtue
oh that's just a virtue

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

and i don't really know how to say this
so i'll just come out and say it
i never really loved you babe
hard as it is i don't feel the same

oh you know i don't
like when you call my name
now you won't let me
fall into love again
and no, no
i know it's not fair
but you took my soul
with your devilish stare

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

love's a war
i'm fighting back
and I don't know
what's wrong with that

yeah yeah

i wish i would've let you go, let you know
you were a poison to my heart, corrupted from the start
you know i always cared for you, bled for you
but you played me for the fool, can't believe i trusted you

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no

and darling i wanted you
if you only knew
the way it was
guess i still hate us

i still hate us

toxic love w/ @vorsa

Vorsa's socials:
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1gh8GYfxnY6D9nXPQ1Pb6g?si=wQIhZtbGQYy9Gb5XWSoYaQ
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/notvorsa/
twitter: https://twitter.com/NotVorsa
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/NotVorsa

One Hope's socials:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onehopeofficial
Twitter: https://twitter.com/onehopeofficial
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/oh-ty
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1UyepeXL7LRzhk7a9p3Glj?si=0L7GBg0eQFu38ZKSPqklaw
Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/ca/artist/one-hope/1330442949
Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@onehopeofficial

lyrics:

stare into my eyes
and tell me i'm not the one
you're killing all my pride
make sure i'm still stuck

my hearts falling from grace
and i still want your embrace
i keep losing my mind
thinking about you all the time
wishing that you were mine

oh i must confess 
i still get butterflies
when you say hi to me
these feelings caress
my crying head
to sleep in bed
when you're not next to me

and you're not next to me
why aren't you next to me?
i keep on losing sleep
dreaming of what could be
i hate this toxic love

tell me something, tell me something
that you have never said before
oh no, i'm still trying, i'm still trying
to pick myself up off the floor
but i keep spinning round and round
i scream out loud, i can't hold this weight
it's been too long so please
tell me something, tell me something
that you have never said before

oh i must confess 
i still get butterflies
when you say hi to me
these feelings caress
my crying head
to sleep in bed
when you're not next to me

and you're not next to me
why aren't you next to me?
i keep on losing sleep
dreaming of what could be
i hate this toxic love

l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie
l-lie l-lie lie lie

and your love came crashing down
like tidal waves, i drowned
oh i wish i would have known
that your love was gonna burn me out

toxic love

toxic love (w/ Vorsa)

This is the first song from my upcoming EP "The Story of my Life" dropping in January 2023.

Løuis:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Lyrics:
I’m lonely
Please hide all the knives
I’m wondering
Am I doing this right
I don’t know how to live
I don’t know how to love
Anxiety kills 
I can’t sleep at night
It’s only
A piece of my life
I’m wondering
Does it end tonight
I can’t live with regret
I can’t live with my head 
Anxiety kills
I can’t sleep at night
When I cried
They told me to take my life
When I tried
They said that my head ain’t right
They have the nerve to ask why I’m becoming so distant
When I wouldn’t have been here if I took their advice 

I can’t admit that I need help
I have to keep it to myself
I’m dancing on the rooftop with the ghost from my past ‘cause I have nobody else
I can’t speak up ‘cause I’m a man
I don’t expect them to understand
They didn’t have the time for me but when I was there for them I held their hands

Can’t think straight 
Some of my friends were the first ones to call me crazy
Ease my pain
Guess they were right I was wrong took my gun off safety 
But I have Angels on my side that are fighting all the Demons trynahypnotize me
Can’t believe what I’m seeing
Could they live in my head so they can see the all the reasons 
Why they’d rather be dead than find out how far it deepens
I’m too old to cry
I’m too young to die
I’ll be right here till it’s over
I’m too cold to try
I’m too dead inside
I’ll talk with God when I’m sober

I can’t admit that I need help
I have to keep it to myself
I’m dancing on the rooftop with the ghost from my past ‘cause I have nobody else
I can’t speak up ‘cause I’m a man
I don’t expect them to understand
They didn’t have the time for me but when I was there for them I held their hands

Spotify/Apple Music

Am I Doing This Right

once upon a time
i was happy long ago
when i trace my face
could you see my smile fold?

when did i get so drained?
of this life that we claimed
have the skies always been this grey?
our story fades to black & white
as i fight day & night
clambering to make this right

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

when you tore my heart
did you feel it bleed for you?
i guess 1001
never turned out to be true

oh why do i?
think about you all the time
you're always running my mind
oh i'd like to
forget you, never meant to
cause i'm no fool

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

no nobody
no nobody
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
let you go
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

once upon a time

how do i let go?
it's been a couple years ago
since you were in my life
now all you do is come and go

i love to hear you say you've changed
it's a pity you stay the same

how do i move on?
when you've been up and gone so long
why do i still try?
i know you don't come back for love

my heart can only take so much
but all these feelings keep me strung

is this how, we're meant to be
two broken apart from destiny
is this love, or just enough?
could you spare the symphony, darling

i always thought
you'd cared for us
is it too much
to be someone to you?

cause darling you told me
i am the one
you said you loved me
and i believed you

oh that's the worst part
i believed you
i should've known this from the start

this is how, we're meant to be                 (it hurts to go)
two broken hearts, torn at the seams     (you were my home)
this ain't love, we'll never bud                 (how could i've known?)
so you be you, and I'll be me                    (you'd leave me)

the worst part

It's been a few years
and I still can't remember
the pride that I should've felt
21 hit me fast, still living in the past
can't get over the guilt

I'm jaded and I can't stop overthinking
reassure me one day I'll stop sinking

everytime I open my eyes
I feel so blind
nothing feels real to me
god I want to feel again
and get out my head
please let me just breathe
I'm calling on you oh my dear old friend
I'm begging on my knees just let this end
god I want to feel again
please just let me feel something again

I'm sick of falling asleep
watching my days blur to nights
I'm stuck feeling 16
when 22's up on the rise

my mind feels like it's purgatory
feeding me lies that I won't see forty
but this is my life and I'll make my story
I'm worth my weight in gold

I'm jaded and 
I can't 
stop overthinking
reassure 
me one day 
I'll stop sinking

everytime I open my eyes
I feel so blind
nothing feels real to me
god I want to feel again
and get out my head
please let me just breathe
I'm calling on you oh my dear old friend
I'm begging on my knees just let this end
god I want to feel again
please just let me feel something again

I know you're trying
I know your futures bright
you're more than you're thinking
these feelings will come with time
this pain that your feeling
doesn't define your life
you're more than you're thinking
so breathe, it will be alright

to feel again

i'm crashing like the 
waves that used to keep me hoping
pulled in riptide i'm
losing sight of my main focus
i've burnt to ash
tryna keep my flame lit
watching these walls cave in
promise me i'll make it

this dissonance it hurts
nothing ever seems to work
is this esoteric as it seems?

in another life
i'd have more time
to do this right
give it my full fight
could you give me a sign?
i need hope i'm alive
is this all asinine?
cause i'm falling under
riptide

how do i be myself?
when everyone wants to be someone else
we're racing the clock like our times run out
is this fate or everchanging?
i'm fiending to catch my breath
ripping these feelings right off my chest
refract the thought that i did my best
i'm suffocating, i can't take it

this dissonance it hurts
nothing ever seems to work
is this esoteric as it seems?

in another life
i'd have more time
to do this right
give it my full fight
could you give me a sign?
i need hope i'm alive
is this all asinine?
cause i'm falling under
riptide

and i know how i know i get 
overwhelmed until i'm shaking
watching life pass me by as i'm
breaking down and overthinking
this ain't life, it's contrived need to 
ground myself and start existing
cause father time is a lie and i 
know that there is more to living

oh

feeling these waves of emotions spout
i'm choosing to live in the present now
cause i don't wanna be a slave to my doubts
so let's live for the now, and we'll figure it out
oh

riptide

prod. by Isaac App

AVAILABLE ON ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS

TIGHTROPE$

lyrics:

I never stood a chance
When you were here
All I could think about was you
I didn't have any defense
All of my fears
Came to fruition
Felt like we were enemies
I was like

Oh
Oh
Tossing and turning
I'm always sleepwalking like
Oh
Oh
Trying and trying
But there's no escaping from here

Tell me why
Tell me why
Have I been like this
Why'd I let you in?
Tell me why
Tell my why
I guess this is it
We chose violence
But I hope
Hope that you know
If you shoot first you better kill
Tell me why
Tell me why
I guess this is it
We chose violence

I woke up
Thought I was somebody else
I looked at myself in the mirror
Thought it wasn't me
Don't know what I have become
You think you're a saint
But you act like the opposite

Oh
Oh
Falling apart
You just stare and you watch me like
Oh
Oh
Guess it's my fault
I never tried to stop you at all

Tell me why
Tell me why
Have I been like this
Why'd I let you in?
Tell me why
Tell my why
I guess this is it
We chose violence
But I hope
Hope that you know
If you shoot first you better kill
Tell me why
Tell me why
I guess this is it
We chose violence

Going under
Going underneath
Going under
Going underneath

Wish that I could forget
Turn back
Wish that I could forget
Turn Back

Going under
Going underneath
Going under
Going underneath

once upon a time

One Hope

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