lose my mind (unfinished verse)

prod dotbeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/6vebeysT61QbZvA6VuRIzE?si=b33e59a251934b19
i hate reverb

lyrics:
@ivanparadiis
drown me inside (drown me inside)
inside of your heart (your heart)
just tear me apart and
leave me in the cold night
the wind blows me away (blows me away)
get me off the spotlight

@alexksmh
you killed the man i wanted to be
you thought maybe that i would see
till death do us part
but i dont want to be part of that
not at all, baby dont fall
but i dont want to be part of that
not at all, baby dont fall

oh you took me apart
i fell into pieces
you dont know anymore, no
if i still believe it

took me apart

original soundcloud.com/cbrtrsh/boymotherfucker

boymotherfucker

wouldufallinlove

i did nothing on this im just posting it

@imnotvrycreative

imnotvrycreative work out [p. yogic beats]

prod. @aftrrs
made for @noob song wars

(cant find a point too dull)
(i could tell that its in my mind again)
(wont lie like it aint been rough)
(but you know that id pay that price again)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

you'd rather M.I.A
its getting hard staying in my lane (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/stay-in-my-lane)
i dont ever wanna get complacent
maybe already in that place
"i dont wanna do too much"
only one getting in my way
duck head till its something to show for it
man i cant let it be no waste

cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

lose more than you gain from it
same shit overhead stay dangaling
i dont ever wanna break no promises
but truth is i dont wanna go through with it
ironic, said i wouldnt but im losing it (https://soundcloud.com/imnotvrycreative/ironic)
might trip a little, but aint falling for no stupid shit
the best part is youre almost through with it
how you think that i dont know why youre doing it

(make sure its the worst it gets)
(tryna let it go, but i cant drop grip)
("dont kill you, it makes you stronger")
(well then i think im dead)


cant find a point too dull
i could tell that its in my mind again
wont lie like it aint been rough
but you know that id pay that price again
right now, and you probably was right back then
my choice, i would probably take it way back when
would you rather be the last one standing
or would you rather be the first one dead?

(cant find a point, too dull) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(cant find a point, too dull) (first one dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(won't lie like it ain't been rough) (first one dead)
(right now, and you probably was right back then) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(my choice, i would probably take it way back when) (first one dead)
(would you rather be the last one standing) (dead, dead, dead, dead, dead, dead)
(or would you rather be the first one dead?)

FIRST ONE DEAD [p. aftrr]

This song will only be available on my soundcloud and is not being monetized.

cover of 'isolation' by sleepwater (produced by speedlmt)
love you🌲

isolation cover (sleepwater)

everything i mean to u
prod me 🗿

Lyrics:

yea i been overseas
im tryna keep the peace
and youre not over me

yeah yeah
i didnt see the message
i gotta get off of this street
one second bad timing

will u still talk to me
will u still talk to me
will u still talk to me
its funny cause youre the one who should be worried
But I'm so selfish really I can't get this off me

maybe its good for u i think u kinda dodged a bullet
im kinda crazy when i see them i still think of bullets
u couldve been my first but i dont wanna see the ending
im kinda arrogant they think i say it for attention

I thought I let u down
I guess I really didn't
Now did i let u down
It's funny how that happens

I thought I let u down
I guess I really didn't
Now did i let u down
It's funny how that happens

u the one guy who i dont wanna hurt no
i dont wanna hurt u, but i dont really have a choice
i know youre not staying everything, know i really hurt you
yea i know this was kinda forced

u put up with my bullshit for so long
and i keep taking that shit for granted
now i feel guilty when u compliment me, im sorry
but i had to stay true to myself

yea u the best, tryna give u all my thanks 
but it'll never be enough, now we made it kinda awkward
i just want it to all stay the same onwards
i gotta shut up now, im such an arrogant bitch

I thought I let u down
I guess I really didn't
Now did i let u down
It's funny how that happens

i say i wasn't ready
and it wasn't about you
and i appreciate
every single thing that u do

u know i make excuses
but this time this is the truth
i know that u still hurting
I'll wait before talking to u

your words still make me tear up
oh its so hard to express
how i truly am feeling
but i know you feel the same

im constantly self centered
i know they can see right through
I'll always appreciate
everything i mean to you

everything i mean to u

Asheville

soju (소주)

(prod. everestdidthis)
https://open.spotify.com/album/7HEOWbpjgGMgIz82JwlOdT?si=xuOcuf8uT7q9yjU1PYaqqQ
[SOMEONE FOR SOME REASON COPYRIGHTED MY SONG WITH G0YAA SO I CANT UPLOAD IT TO SOUNDCLOUD IM SORRY]

baby left my soul in your bed last night
tangled in your sheets and perfume right? [THIS IS RAP CAP!!!!!]
tried to laugh it off, but it clings so tight
i dont wanna stay but i guess i might

i dont wanna lie but youre first in my mind baby
say "im fine" but youre always driving me crazy
tried to let go but your memory stays lately
still replaying every "what if" baby
i dont wanna lie but youre first in my mind baby
say "im fine" but youre always driving me crazy
tried to let go but your memory stays lately
still replaying every "what if" baby

got my heart in a sling, left my pride on the floor
every "i dont care" got me caring way more
and baby im sick of that
every smile on your story got me breakin fast, im hatin that
left me on read, now im reading to deep
say that your busy, but you've said that for weeks
tell me was it love or was it just a joke?
either fuckin way, im breathin your smoke

baby left my soul in your bed last night
tangled in your sheets and perfume right?
tried to laugh it off, but it clings so tight
i dont wanna stay but i guess i might

i dont wanna lie but youre first in my mind baby
say "im fine" but youre always driving me crazy
tried to let go but your memory stays lately
still replaying every "what if" baby
i dont wanna lie but your first in my mind baby
say "im fine" but youre always driving me crazy
tried to let go but your memory stays lately
still replaying every "what if" baby

leftmysoul (everestdidthis)

ohkay