prod. siem spark

[intro]
(you've been trying to lie) x4

[hook]
cant believe you'd bait me into thinking im the one that's around
cause you say you love me but evade me everytime im in town
then you start to blame me, say you hate me, don't know what that's about
said that you replaced me, that amazed me, cause you dont shut your mouth

[post chorus/bridge]

(cant believe you'd bait me into thinking im the one that's around)
(cause you say you love me but evade me everytime im in town)

(you've been tryna lie)
(you've been tryna lie)
(you've been tryna lie)

[verse]

ive been trying to reach you but you dont pick up the phone

no i- no i dont believe you when u wanna be alone

because you been tryna to lie to-

[bridge]
(you've been tryna lie)
(you've been tryna lie)
(you've been tryna lie)

[hook]
cant believe you'd bait me into thinking im the one that's around
cause you say you love me but evade me everytime im in town
then you start to blame me, say you hate me, don't know what that's about
said that you replaced me, that amazed me, cause you dont shut your mouth
cant believe you'd bait me into thinking im the one that's around
cause you say you love me but evade me everytime im in town
then you start to blame me, say you hate me, don't know what that's about
said that you replaced me, that amazed me, cause you dont shut your mouth

trying to lie.

trying to lie. (siem spark)

damn! (prod. 33nimb x frozy808‬)

Hi guys, what do u think of this song lmaooo. its very different from my normal stuff but was really interesting to make.

Quick little life update... things are still going really well for me and I kinda have a new project in the works about this girl lol. This song might make it onto the new project depending on how yall feel about it. I j figured since its so experimental I would post it and see how yall feel.

If i end up making and FINISHING the new project it would be called "sorry but ur my muse". I think its a funny name and i like it lol.

Anyways, love yall forever, G0yaa 

Lyrics: 
something that i said
something bout my head
theres j something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
something that i said
something bout my head
something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id

why she even like me
i dont got shit to love 
feels like im burden 
fitting myself in the glove
i aint got shit 
i got nothing 
my looks still need some sculpting 
why am i so stressed out 
when i got somebody helping oh 

something that i said
something bout my head
theres j something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
something that i said
something bout my head
something that i read 
like
what?
what? 
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id
rather end up dead 
than live with someone else again
rather end up dead 
than love on someone new than them 
rather end up dead
than hear opinions from the dread
rather end up dead 
no id

what? (rather end up dead) prod. Amorii

This EP is very special to me, and all though it is different from my previous songs, I put my heart and soul in these songs. Do those two years still define me is asking the question "should we be defined by our past actions if we own up to what we've done and changed for the better." I have done a lot of things I regret in my past but I am changed enough to own up to my past mistakes and learn from them to grow as a person. 

I know this project prolly wont be the thing to "blow me up" as an artist and my past self would of hated that. However, I am at a point in my life where I am not making music for anything other than myself and if popularity comes with it then that's awesome. Otherwise I am very content with sharing my songs with the few people that listen, and if you are one of those few that listen to my music. Thank you. Words cant describe how much it means to me that other people enjoy listening to the things I say into a microphone. 

I appreciate you all more than life it self. 
Thank you,
G0yaa

this is my year

oldest kid

i can't stand summer

where were you

everything by me <3

i used to trust you with my heart
gotta be the stupidest thing ive done
now i just count you from afar
i guess i really miss my star

used to see you now you're gone
how can i look at the stars knowing ive lost the sun
knowing i've lost you like that, and i cant have you back
don't know if i can do it, just don't know if i can do it

i'm just counting stars x3

stars

hi lyrics 

lot of weight in your shoulders you know
i can take it off you 
kinda glad that you showed up you know that i rlly wanted you 
so early in the morning tell me where your heading off to
i like it when your guards up
i like it when your soft too 

i’m back on the road now
awaited your okay
i know it’s not ideal
i’ll call you to say hey
know that i’m thinking of you
no matter what you say know that i’m thinking of you
no matter what you think 

this about the 100th time that i’m writing about you
see that look up in my eyes i ain’t lying bout ya 
it’s good tears tho i promise i ain’t cry about you 
it’s good fears that i have i like to keep precaution
good thing that you never had a change a heart
cus it was beating for you only from the very start
and i don’t think i could ever love another heart
i could never love another heart

i’m back on the road now
awaited your okay
i know it’s not ideal
i’ll call you to say hey
know that i’m thinking of you
no matter what you say know that i’m thinking of you
no matter what you think 


#demo

WEIGHT

if you use it tag me and credit me as prod

trying to lie. (siem spark)

ohkay