"Trips are like experiences we learn from that help us open the portal into our minds. Each trip is an adventure, not only through the world and the universe, but also an introspective journey through the vast landscape of our mind. Each trip is a test that helps us learn and explore these places. I present to you my journey, my trips, my tests. Enjoy."

This is my first fully self-produced album that I've spent the better part of two years working on. The making of this album itself has been a trip itself, so many scrapped songs, so many ideas that I couldn't execute properly, so many lessons that I've learned - both for producing and in the real world - but I couldn't be happier with the final result.

This album has everything I've wanted to make in it, whether it be just generic hyperpop, glitchy experimental production, an EDM drop, or a full metalcore breakdown, it has it all and I'm so happy I was able to make it still sound fluid and solid. 

I couldn't have made this album without the help of many friends, so here's a brief list of the people who helped this album come to shape:
Rosie
Nick
Ivan
Angel
Zion
James
River
BLCKK
Flowr
HXSTAGE
And anyone else I showed this album to as it was being created. This wouldn't have been possible without you all, so thank you.

TRIPS//TESTS

I wont ever fall apart
I wont ever take this far
I'm driving an unknown car
You come let me know when I
I can take my fucking life
I can't take another night

I wont ever fall apart
I wont ever take this far
I'm driving an unknown car
You come let me know when I
I can take my fucking life
I can't take another night

Heart strings played with guitar picks
I sing, hate every song its
Like being your least favorite artist
Why me, can you please open up its
Take another hit to light it up
I sip shots I hate, man I give up
Way too stressed to open IG up
Phone turned off I can get some sleep
Can't even post a tweet
I just wish these folks liked me
I'm not right its not high key
Turn it down for- uh, nah
No sleep, can't even post a tweet
I just wish these folks liked me
I'm not right, its not high key

15 melatonin
Six-speed, when I zone in
Quickly, need Ibuprofen

I wont ever fall apart
I wont ever take this far
I'm driving an unknown car
You come let me know when I
I can take my fucking life
I can't take another night
I wont ever fall apart
I wont ever take this far
I'm driving an unknown car
You come let me know when I
I can take my fucking life
I can't take another night

15mg (p. joe tedesco)

Hide inside that brand new filter where
You might insight that you were filthier
Find this light, shine bright, you were mad but we're
All around an empty sound
Yuh, hide inside that brand new filter where
You might insight that you were filthier
Find this light, shine bright, you were mad but we're
All around an empty sound

And now you take it all from me
(Where do I belong)
Say you wanna fuck me
(Where did I go wrong)
Say it again for me
(Waiting for so long)
Cus you won't take it all back
And I'm sick of your threats
And now you take it all from me
(Where do I belong)
Say you wanna fuck me
(Where did I go wrong)
Say it again for me
(Waiting for so long)
Cus you won't take it all back
And I'm sick of your threats

And you put it up like you wanna tell me something
Taking your time like you haven't had enough yet
Taking my racks like its something you above, yeah
You wanna take something
You haven't taken love yet
You want to find this artificial subject
Losing my mind, thinking do I give a fuck yet
You outta line when you put that finger up
And I'm tryna shake this up and
It's tryna fuck me up and now you
Take it all from me
Say you wanna fuck me
Say it again for me
Cus you won't take it all back
And I'm sick of your tracks

And now you take it all from me
(Where do I belong)
Say you wanna fuck me
(Where did I go wrong)
Say it again for me
(Waiting for so long)
Cus you won't take it all back
And I'm sick of your threats
And now you take it all from me
(Where do I belong)
Say you wanna fuck me
(Where did I go wrong)
Say it again for me
(Waiting for so long)
Cus you won't take it all back
And I'm sick of your threats

filters (p. lil biscuit)

Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces
Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces

Always chiming in with those melodies
Fitting syllables in lines that you'll never see
Fell in love with a girl out in Tennessee
What came next for me?
The pain swept my feet
You tryna spend the night girl or you just wanna fuck?
Head back, just so you could hit your buddy up
Can't mess with a shorty if she fuckin sucks
And she drove me nuts
So boy I wish you luck

Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces
Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces

I need a minute getting it all in
I couldn't talk, but you could call him
Nobody notice me when I walk in
I should've stayed at my crib bawling
And look at what I'm caught in
Too many bottles of what you brought in
Lucky I fucking caught him
Cause I woulda been in it still rotting
I don't wanna die here
And she don't wanna know about what I hear
Put a 40 in my coffin
Never liked talking
Wasn't tryna fall in
Yeah
Wasn't tryna fall in love
Something that you doing make it harder to stop
Prolly boutta end up hurt
Fucking whatever said you could keep my

Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces
Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces

And your new man talks like a goon, but he ain't shit
Triplets in his flows, homie that shit sounding ancient
Uh, pretty microphone but he breaks it
Talking like a prodigy but barely at the pavement
And all I hear is nonsense
Take a photo cus you barely going onset
Relapsed, nicotine, now you coughing
Went against your words, never knew you would be on this shit

bleach w/ BLCKK (p. johnnyfriend)

I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories yuh
I'm a cheapskate, yuh
Fuck it

I can't think straight
I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories locked in a briefcase
You wanna see me
Wouldn't wanna be me
Numbers makin me crazed
Something needs to be changed
Cus I can't think straight
I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories locked in a briefcase
You wanna see me
Wouldn't wanna be me
Numbers makin me crazed
Something needs to be changed

Take another pic, so it's something you won't miss like
How you always seem to cut off all the lists like
No room for talking shit, right?
Leave you comment section lookin like you flipped a switch, nice
'Bout time, leave your house round five
Send the message confirmation
Make you sound childlike
I be up in my house
I don't want another spouse, yikes
Fuck her on the couch nice
Something doesn't sound right

Something doesn't sound right
Been tryna give it time but something's got me down right
I'm fucking terrified
Put me in the ground
I can't last another night
Stop it I don't wanna fight
Don't wanna fight
I've been hit too many times can't get back up
You bled me dry
Like a vampire from my neck, yeah
You took my life
Lost my fucking mind, I can't fortify
I can't ever think straight
I'm stuck on how you crossed the line

I can't think straight
I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories locked in a briefcase
You wanna see me
Wouldn't wanna be me
Numbers makin me crazed
Something needs to be changed
Cus I can't think straight
I'm a cheapskate
I got a ton of memories locked in a briefcase
You wanna see me
Wouldn't wanna be me
Numbers makin me crazed
Something needs to be changed

cheapskate w/ HXSTAGE (p. johnnyfriend)

all the times you said
you thought you wanna run away
but what more could say
there was no way your mind would change
and i saw the motives
no easy route that i'd control it
but all of a sudden my mind starts rolling
and i finally know that i

hate you
but i cant seem to find
if i made you
this way in time
and i blame myself for the strangest things
now i hate myself, i cant tie the strings you
changed it
all in a week
you'd never say it
but its all i see
and i hate the feeling
when i reminisce
but i cannot seem to
just end the list

the more and more you talk
i start to see the plot and its
full of potholes
swerving offroad
this destinations too far gone
its pooring raind downtown
the scorn of the weather shouts
but that wont phase you
it cant erase you
you're too closeminded now and i

all you ever wanted
was recognition, flaunt it
you cant get that shit from me
i'll spit right back, you haunt me
i wanna scream aloud
you're all i see without you
i can't get you out of my head
i'll see your face til im dead

i hate u (p. yungspoiler)

prod me

trips//tests

its too late
better saddle up

bitch come around again
approach me better have enough

all you wanna see
is a red light
all the falacies
push me outta life
big talk for somebody prolly outta luck
quick false sense of safety aint a problem

you put yourself uh
over everything
pissed off
got no uhh
got no wedding ring
its time to back off
the fucking tracks gone
you did a bad job
fixing what you cant stop
you just uh
you just fuck it
call me asshole
talk shit
but talk nothin
when you at home
i put this all on your page
but you recall and evade
guess now your small and you hate
to see the god get away

you just
uh
you just switch it up a little too late
pop shuvit on the roof, tryna battlle ur fate
i find it funny how you tell em thats its all ok
JOKES
HE GOT JOKES
MAN GET OUTTA MY FACE
ONE TALK AND THE BOY BOUTTA HIT THE FLOOR
ALL OUT, WHY U POP OUT ANYMORE
CHECK THE CLOCK, YEA I GUESS IM JUST A LITTLE BORED
SWITCH IT UP, MAKE A BUCK, MAKE A LITTLE MORE

false safety

trips//tests

cant write you off as a mishap
when you hit my phone i didn't get that
but with every other time you had
did you even really want to try again

pick apart the little messages i sent you
took my heart and didnt try to rip it in two
when i started i thought that i could see right thru
now i know that i knever knew what i would do

when you
]left
im up, set
no limit
never
knew what
to get
now its fucked
feelin like im outta luck
push it just little bit more, but its stuck

and its all a test
wish i never saw you again
but i need that feelin now
please read aloud
what flees out ur mouth
1245, lazy avenue
come thru around 9, with the attitude
obtuse, fuck u, never had a clue
wana take a cruise, from the useless battles you
fight for no damn reason its the end
outta spite make the best damn thing outta lead
never write like this when im out, its the best
guess i like being inside all thru the day
EH eh
and its the fallout
eh eh
when i call out
eh eh
what do i talk about
u just talk loud
didnt think youd walk out

mishap

trips//tests

COPYCAT GET THE PROJECT LOCKED IN
GOT YOU SCRAMBLIN TO FIND ALL UR OPTIONS
GOTTA REGRET LEAKIN THE TOXINS
AT LEAST THATS WHAT YOU SAID WHEN I WALKED IN
NO CARE FOR THE SPEECH THAT I PROMPTED
TALK SHIT BUT THIS ISNT WHAT YOU WANTED CUS I
TAKE AIM WITH THE .45 ON MY WAIST
BREAKING UP, MEET ME AT MY PLACE
HEY MAYBE., ILL GET SICK OF YOUR FACE
FUCK THAT GOTTA WAIT FOR THE MOMENT THEN BRACE
WAIT
PHONE BLOWING UP THINK STRAIGHT
I GOTA WHOLE LOTTA SHIT ON MY PLATE
PRESSING FOR THE TIME, AT THE NIGHT WITH THIS SHIT IN MY RIDE GOT DAMMIT IM TRYING

but i guess it wasnt enough
now the guest list thrown to the rough
you hate me now but im calling your bluff
hate me, break me, but i dont give a fuck
i apologize for nothing
you always had to cry for something
it was so fucking-
sorry
and even tho im glad its nothing
at all can you please stop posting
lies

yeaaa
never inclined to share
wish i never tried you
dare
me to recite you
player
didnt even like you
at first
but i kept on listening to that verse
forget it, now im screaming, maybe that works
god i really wish you would just listen, but im plastered
but the phone keeps ringing like

copycat

I just wanna talk way louder than usual
I just want my voice to sound way more beautiful
If it's gonna happen I need a sign
'Cus that would be the best way to spend my life

And if you lost me tonight
You could take my spot and be alright
So put it up, it's easy, like
Just gotta log in and take my spot
I just wanna talk way louder than usual
I just want my voice to sound way more beautiful
If it's gonna happen I need a sign
'Cus that would be the best way to spend my life

And if you told me how
Back then I would've figured it out
I got odd looks shouting
I need another plan, I need some rerouting
You talk way too much
Move blocks, save the bucks
True stuff, label us
Brace me for the patience and my luck
"Oh no he didn't, he just made another rap song"
The fans get livid, they say "you should change the tracks up"
So he starts singing, but it sounds a little jacked up
Save the beat, then come back later
So you can track one
He pulled a fast one, came through with that, bumps
Break off the last song, keep changing, last touch
You can't hide in your bed for much longer
Get up out of there, release it, count the numbers

And if you lost me tonight
You could take my spot and be alright
So put it up, it's easy, like
Just gotta log in and take my spot
I just wanna talk way louder than usual
I just want my voice to sound way more beautiful
If it's gonna happen I need a sign
'Cus that would be the best way to spend my life

"Do you have any other real passions in life outside of music"
"Something that doesn't even have anything to do with it"
"That's- that's something that you hold dear?"
"You know that's a que- you know, I'll get that question a lot"
"And I don't"
"I don't have any, like, other things I do besides music"
"Completely, like, all- that's all I care about"

i want more

These options are giving out
Please talk to me, no reason to shout
I can tell you I walk less now
When I'm out
But that's the other side of the story
No pros inside, got no glory
I'll make a beat or two, but I wont sing for you
The way I see you move
Got my eyes adjusted to it
Now I don't know why I still do it
I'll try to write it, I'm not fluent
Account on private, that feels stupid
But that's the way this shit go
I'm laying a brick road
Can't tell me how to make my own shit, I say so
Give me the new code, 'cus this music stays gold
I'm reppin' "two tones" got my plate and dish loaded

Imma drive a couple hours
So I can turn "us" into "ours"
Stay back for a chemical shower
I say that, 'cus I know what I have encountered
Press a button and it towers onto me
Can't take a second without power, let me breathe
Playback the song we just routed
I hate that you sound better than I do, outed, 'cus

Got used to the changes that you made
But imma play it back, 'cus it's fading
I'll take another shot to erase it
But that don't help me, it just evades it
For a slight amount of time
I can't cry about you online
I wanna try to go rewind
But that's a bad idea to alight
We don't talk, can't sleep on the dot
Just stop it, I feel weak from the plot
And now it's 4AM, got no control again
Reset my phone again
Don't wanna park the Benz, just wanna walk to friends
'Cus when I talk to them, it's not an option to pretend

Try and change the subject
What have you done yet
This isn't fun at all
I can't tell which story that I've got myself on
I need shelter it's pouring, I can't stop here too long

And imma drive a couple hours
So I can turn "us" into "ours"
Stay back for a chemical shower
I say that, 'cus I know what I have encountered
Press a button and it towers onto me
Can't take a second without power, let me breathe
Playback the song we just routed
I hate that you sound better than I do, outed, yuh

playback

"Let me get an actual good song, sorry- sorry- I- I- I'm-"

You think you're so damn cool (So damn cool)
But I hate that fucking face you make when you cry
You play it off like its true (Play it off like it's true)
But you blocked me on everything the very same night
Night
But I make you feel so helpless
Had a date tonight and you felt sick
Your behavior, narcissistic
Fake hesitation, change the subject

You're so aggravating
You drive me fucking crazy
Just go, you know it's the main thing
Change your fucking hair again, your ties are breaking
You're so aggravating
You drive me fucking crazy
Just go, you know it's the main thing
Change your fucking hair again, your ties are breaking

"Man, fuck this bitch, honestly du-"

I bet you can't help but think that this song is about you
You better believe it, I made it for round two
The changing of seasons, helped me to the ground
You wish you could ever see it
I'm never around you
But that's the main thing that you do
You try and make me feel bad, such a fool
Am I insane, please answer truthfully
You'll never believe me, you're a fucking demon

"So just forget it"
"That's an impossibility"

You can't help but find a lie
One more call is all it'll take to want to die
If you think I'm coming back again you're fucked up in the mind
But you did it every night so why don't you go ahead and just cry

You're so aggravating
You drive me fucking crazy
Just go, you know it's the main thing
Change your fucking hair again, your ties are breaking
You're so aggravating
You drive me fucking crazy
Just go, you know it's the main thing
Change your fucking hair again, your ties are breaking

so cool

Pick it up from the top, where'd the minutes go?
I give up on the spot, is it miniscule?
Not now, take five, put your hoodie up
I don't even like to talk, am I good enough
One, wake up, take all that you want to
Two, hate lunch, make something it's up to you
Fake fucks, they won't get a buck for who
What, when, time and place, what's it come to?
You hate all your friends, but it's not fair
You think they'd give in, but you won't share
Patience, places, better get up there
Wait this isn't it, quick get your own chair

Is it not enough? You just made a thousand bucks
Pick it all apart, ticket isn't valuable
Is it not enough? You just made a thousand bucks
Pick it all apart, ticket isn't valuable

All the memories slip into a pipe dream
What's it mean to be? Throw it all beside me
I'll pretend to see what's really enticing
So embarrassing, look at what you're writing
All the memories slip into a pipe dream
What's it mean to be? Throw it all beside me
I'll pretend to see what's really enticing
So embarrassing, look at what you're writing

"Woah woah woah, woah woah"

All I ever thought of was never what I wanted
Place, time, never mattered
You probably never saw it
But you look back and vomit, like was I really honest?
Hate time, you can't handle
You sleep, but you don't want it
Break it into something new
Same shit, what you going to do?
Crazy, what you're turning to
Phase Shift, press the button, blue

Is it not enough? You just made a thousand bucks
Pick it all apart, ticket isn't valuable
Is it not enough? You just made a thousand bucks
Pick it all apart, ticket isn't valuable

All the memories slip into a pipe dream
What's it mean to be? Throw it all beside me
I'll pretend to see what's really enticing
So embarrassing, look at what you're writing
All the memories slip into a pipe dream
What's it mean to be? Throw it all beside me
I'll pretend to see what's really enticing
So embarrassing, look at what you're writing

miniscule

Do you have anything for me?
I brought you something by your street, yeah
And these chemicals reach the peak
If you want it then come and see
I don't mind you, but I don't like you
Why don't you try to
Turn on the TV, yeah, it's easy as pie to
But that's okay, you text me, say "hey"
It's alright, what's gonna happen tonight

I saw you on the bathroom floor
I don't want that tattoo anymore
And now you're plastered into the ground
Wanna help you out, but I don't know how

I can't seem to find the motive
What started it all in the moment
And now you haven't texted in hours
Go find a better lie, the precipice devours
Inhale the poison later
The dreams of stars have faded
Is it divine intervention?
The sky dissembles heaven

Excuse me, I've been in too deep, yeah
Proof needs little sympathy, yeah
Useless piece of truth, needless
You speak, but you're not discreet, yeah
You were falling there
And I can't seem to get you out
Don't wanna share
But I think you just want me down
Think that I care
That you were stuck inside the ground
I can't fucking bare the sight of you where you are in my-

ROOOOM
WHY DONT YOU LISTEN??
FALL DOWN... IN THE GROUND
SUFFERING!!

intervention

Wait right here, I'm coming right back
My right sleeve got caught and I can't
Think straight, I just need to lie back
Please find something to define that
My mindset got stuck, immobile
Can't fight that, this show is over
List five things that make you whole
Or you can try to breathe, but oh no

What's that coming in? You were just with a friend
Respect, dividend, new build, reel it in

Keep talking, 'cus I think I need it
Plus I'm boutta be on my way
In a week or two, so make me stay
Keep talking, 'cus I think I need it
Plus I'm boutta be on my way
In a week or two, so make me stay

Now that you're okay, I'll break bones 'til I phase my mindstate
Watch out you might hate my place, you find truth the the breaks
Race you to the finish, paced you, couldn't win
It's hateful when you tell me "hey I'm moving in"
And wait you didn't give in, grateful dinners
And I hate you, never sinning, make me give in, and

Keep talking, 'cus I think I need it
Plus I'm boutta be on my way
In a week or two, so make me stay
Keep talking, 'cus I think I need it
Plus I'm boutta be on my way
In a week or two, so make me stay

I don't wanna wait again
You fight to make me stay and yet
Why can't you just let me out
If I just let you, now

subterfuge

Are you sick? Are you dripped? Yeah yeah yeah
Save the pic, flavor it, yeah yeah yeah
Walk around saying this and that
Don't tell me you told everybody that you get the bag

'Cus you a fake fuck, turn it off, you ain't making hits, bruh
I got thousands of dollars under my list of
Who you are and who you wanna be
Yo girl don't wanna rock a beat
Reluctancy to fuckin' tell a sorry cheat
You're way too insecure
Quit making fickle slurs
You're trying way too hard to be the shit, yeah
But imma tell you that shit ain't gon' get you this far

Back, back, back it up now
I see you packing up your bags, wrap it up now
'Cus you ain't going nowhere
You getting no shares
Why would you go there?
All the time, you don't care
You rap about shit but you ain't living it
I see your tracks all the time, got me feeling pissed
Give it up now, wont make a buck now
You talk about that Range Rover but it wont be found
'Cus imma drive through in my Mach-EX
You talk a lot of big game but you wont be next
I'm fucking on that bitch raw, I got no protection
You pull up to the studio but you choke the session
'Cus I hit that bitch, one take, and I send it
My lyrics come from real shit, no pretending
Fucking scrap that new song 'cus it's so pretentious
Pitch your vocals down but your words got no expression

You a fake fuck, turn it off, you ain't making hits, bruh
I got thousands of dollars under my list of
Who you are and who you wanna be
Yo girl don't wanna rock a beat
Reluctancy to fuckin' tell a sorry cheat
You're way too insecure
Quit making fickle slurs
You're trying way too hard to be the shit, yeah
But imma tell you that shit ain't gon' get you this far
Fake fuck, turn it off, you ain't making hits, bruh
I got thousands of dollars under my list of
Who you are and who you wanna be
Yo girl don't wanna rock a beat
Reluctancy to fuckin' tell a sorry cheat

fickle

I'm sick and fed up with this
Try it quick (fuck)
Didn't even help a bit
Give me a second, need some time to come back
Again I've fallen through the cracks
This is all my fault
What else would I want
Think about it, press it real, and pound it
Let it sink in, round it up

I feel it all around
No idea what I have found today
It's like a new experience
And I'll prove I'm serious
I can push you and I am-

Fuck
Maybe I'm crazy, can feel my arms shaking
My heart is penetrating, and the glass feels like it's breaking
Goddamn, will it end?
Keep laying in this bed
Tryna take over my head
I kinda wish that I was d- now
Take your time, yeah, you're wasting mine
But this patient mind will just wait 'til
I'm fucking done with it
I've had enough of this
I'll just give up and quit
Wish I could-
Take a sip

I feel it all around
No idea what I have found today
It's like a new experience
And I'll prove I'm serious
I can push you and I am-

"A person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts"
"And so he loses touch with reality"
"It's time to wake up"

Get out, get out (Get the fuck out)
I'm more than upset now, -set now
It's nothing but a feeling
A fucking feeling, feeling, how?
(Come on let's just get-)
It's not nothing, but it isn't something
Fight it, fight it
Find something to confide in, -fide in
Wish that this would fucking finish
Losing my head, night-end
Goddamn what a feeling it would be
To feel like I can finally think straight

"Worrying has no transformative value"
"It is rehearsing the very thing you do not want to happen"

sickness

You don't notice what I want
But I am sure of it, 'cus I can't stop thinking of
How nice it would be
Oh, how nice it could be
But what I really need
Is to fight the pain in me

And I'm so fucking upset
With the fact that nothing is done yet
Make me feel whole again
Take a minute, it's over and out
Patience is adjacent to displacement
Can't help but hate this
Break into my safe it's splayed out for you to take shit

I fear that I might be too late
It's a cycle today
Why me, can't I fight these feelings?
Why do I like these heathens?
Uh, switch it up, maybe you'll like it this time
Yuh, give a buck, for a quick night, to feel right
Yuh, put the substance down the rut, you feel like
Yuh, you might crumble, but it's lovely
Make me sleep out of spite
Reach heavens light
Why is every damn experience held back by the fight
I wish I felt the same I felt when I knocked back a good spike
Think I'd melt if I went back to the resentment I liked
But it makes me alive
Woo! Held back the pain that I lied about
Let's have a hateful time
I'll regret it when I'm around

And I'm so fucking upset
With the fact that nothing is done yet
Make me feel whole again
Take a minute, it's over and out
Patience is adjacent to displacement
Can't help but hate this
Break into my safe it's splayed out for you to take shit

need

this has been a comfort song for me for a while and today i decided to make a cover of it. i rlly like it, too much not to post it, so enjoy :)

everything remade by myself, my drum plugin sucks for this kinda stuff srry

microwave - keeping up (cover)

forgot to put this one on soundcloud my bad yall

im with the boys
i just wanna tell em that its noise
ye of course
i be sippin seriously, floored
on the top now
i just really wanna make a project of my bad songs
thatd be so much better than your album full of scrapbooks

dont finish that song
it works for me
i make this shit then move along
why you wanna talk
bitch your lyrics wrote in chalk
lift yo spirit up a notch
while i’m sipping on this scotch
i just did a whippit at your dads house
my shit is burning up, yo shit need a little gas douse
i need everyone to see me, ill start living in a glass house
in five years or something, y’all gon me jealous of my bad spouse
i’m just not one to pretend, im a friend
i take a couple sounds and i blend, then i hit send
you’re focusing on all of the trends, i can’t depend
when doing this shit is my intention i ascend
i don’t wanna see you lying on the internet
five hoes squeezing in your ride, must be heaven sent
“i’m just not like other guys” better reinvent
your time is spent when i’m writing cus im with

i’m fuckin crazy with it
don’t wanna date or visit
i need to save a minute
when i fuckin sway spigot
and out comes crazy digits
i just might stay ballistic
you better savor this shit
bitch cus this shit ain’t infinite
time for an intervention
might dodge the intersection
write off the imperfections
mind over this perception
five doors down and it’s silent, don’t get discrepant
i know a dwarf and i’m giant, don’t get invested

TWEAKIN!!!!!

TIKTOK THOTS 2025 (Prod. NextLane)

first remix ever and first time trying this style of d&b, quite proud of the whole thing (esp the lil surprise at the end muahaha)

nsfw!

my verse lyrics:
i've got like twenty-somethin' minutes 'fore this plane leaves
feels like i wont ever get on if i can save me
i'm at security i think it started raining
i'm lowkey hoping that this flight will be delayed- please!
i'm fired up
been seven years since a flight, now i can't find ya
i'm higher up
the plane is shaking around, guess that's just my luck

cosette - nsfw (robo rmx)

TGFBro Sample

Dark Abyss

im in love with a bitch on tiktok
said she wanna duet with me check my wristwatch
no hoes, only fuckin with the big thots
check the livestream, im fuckin wit the twitch thots

aye shoutout to the musically bitches that got they fame up
got these females in my dms i cannot name em
duet after duet bitch im lookin pretty famous
bitch i hit that millie rock, you know i am a gamer
i dont wanna do em like that, no
got these bitches all up on my back now
they want the money in my fuckin paypal
i dont wanna give em shit ill say it now

you see that one bitch with the big butt?
i wanna fuck that ho, and give that bitch a big nut
sike boi i wanna give that girl a big hug
thank her for her videos i think they are the shit bruh
i got rejected by a twitch thot
i saw her showing off her thighs up at twitch con
now she playing me, but i know imma big dog
she got a ton of subs but man i got a massive discography

TIKTOK THOTS (prod. NextLane)

LOGIC

the pharmacy just kicked me out
im fixing for a fifty ounce
i recieve all these piccys
like im fifty out of fifty
prestige fifty
1v1 me bitch ill leave u trippin
simply increase
my k/d lookin like a gpa
gat blasted
saxs fifth im blasted
cap dat tag like a pacifist
im mad and shit
im blessed with this entire beat
by tripy six im fifty centinemters
in her vagina she cryin out
im wiling out
like
push forty acres
look like dominatrix
all leather jacket
like the sponge movie anchor
bitch see you later
come to the states for
one movie ticket to my fist
in her anus

goodnous gracious
i think i am insane shit
im beggin for a mention in
her story like im famous

goodness gracious (prod. triplesixdelete)

prod me

part i:
im blacked out
cant back down
why ask now
when you wanna act out
need a reason
for all my demons
cant sleep and its
fucking up this season
i only wanted one fucking chance
but goddammit this planets
just fuckin ccant
im in a fucked up mindset
if i can't feel
like im somewhat a live
what am i supposed to feel yea

dont wanna tell you what im thinkin
cus girl i know that you would
turn it into screamin
but im done with this
cant have fun with this
i want one good reason not
to run and dip
cus baby girl you got me
tearin out my hair now
and in a minute i know you're not gonna care now
so im turning quick
im not hurting shit
i just wanna take a minute to
rehearse this shit

one more minute just give me a chance
i know you aint gonna get fuckin mad
i just want you to know that i always wanna try
and im not afraid to cry

part ii:
imma down another bottle yuh
i swear im not an alcoholic yuh yuh
but that ok like
im boutta stay right
here
and i deal with the ringin in my ears
one more time
one more fight
some chores got me feelin
im more tight
like thats the message that im tryna convey
but god dammit i cant say it to your face
yah yah
im tryna be aaaaaall the way up
but i'll faaaaaall cant stay up
we at the malllllll im fed up
with ya shit
crash the party gettin shit faced

drown me in the alcohol
i dont wanna feel it all
drown me in the alcohol
i promise ima down it all

two tabs
bitch you knew that
i flew past like
i could zoom back
ill prove it
i was floatin i was zooted
food gettin kinda full
bitch i threw it

SEASONS

ok my ice stay drip
like skip to the feature
i hate kids i fight any creature
five great hits then im sliding, defeat ya
i stay tripped out
high like fever

imma pick apart the pieces like a lego
when im comin home from work
i do not like a how'd your day go
i be talking to my parents they like 
robby you a saint but
i need promises that you gon make it
sorry, i cant save you
bitch i hate you
cant overrate you
imma stay cool
hate when im hateful
and i hate school
hate that i hate you
i hate that i hate you

ok geronimo
pull up to the party like im sorry yo
steppin in the audi
oh my god i crank audio
pull up to yo shawty when she saw me she like audios
she like gotta go
oh
ok im cash money now
money money need a hunny now
funny how im drummin down
gun you with a hunnid rounds
oh whats funny now
buddy get to runnin now
huddy gets a hunnid thou
just cus he is somethin now
oo fuck
god damn imma get it yuh
when i ask you what it is?
what it isn't huh
if i ask you thats yo bitch?
no it isnt uh
imma blast it about six
sixty minutes bruh

feature

i dont know where the hours go
but im thinkin i should head back home tonight
maybe the answer was to be on my own
but i looked right past it
my plane crash landed
and i dont wannna
extra offer
im stress out proper
all i know is tonight
the vibes are different
you start to listen
i play this song from my heart and i just notice im 

missing you
this really isnt you
its really different
and all im thinking about
is how we used to go to the park and smoke
and god i know thats beyond my hopes
tell me no

you turn the hours to minutes
you laced my heart with incisions
and this is now
ill figure it out
im diggin ur style now
and im yelling out tell me how
i just want
one more time
the fun parts mine
i want to know what its like
to vibe
with you
spend the night
with you
one more time
with you
and this reminds me about how im missing you

two states
flyin cross the new waves
who thinks the thunder isn't soothing
oh my god i miss seein you in the halls
you're on my walls
dont wanna fall
i just wanna call from you
just wanted to talk to you
walk down the blcok with you
miss catching up with you
and we're apart a few
miles i trusted you
now i cant look at you and im missing you

missin' u

you seem alright
talking to a wall
cant believe our fight
uh
blocked me but its not like im that dumb
take away the hope i had im startin to act up

and its not like im over it
i hear your name and now i wanna come over and
do what
say something
you just keep fuckin bluffin
i hit you up last night and you trashed it
was tryna talk like its normal but thats it
i just wanna hear you say my name one last time
cus in the end i'm never alive

its like a competition that i just cant win
so much resentment but what good is it
when i cant control myself
just wanna let you know i know you're doing well
and i wish i could relate
but things just got real hard and i went insane
you couldn't keep his fucking name out your tastebuds
tongue in your mouth but in his can complain huh

TASTEBUDS (@prodswitch)

branches ep soon :)
art by @kuuuuba <3

take me to fall
when i dont care at all
shaping my hair level
you wanted me i'd settle
december
i cant remember
five edits into
might never mentor
december
like you would head for
why was i special
nights never meant mch
you liked me for what
entice me too much
was writing for months
but i cant see enough


shitfaced
got me ok
distaste
shwaty go away
fuck off you
i dont want you
hit me up phew 
all obtuse

all the ignorance was crowding in
couldn't finish shit without you in
was obsessed with u
risk my neck for u
no disrespect to u
i wasnt next for u
90 degrees outside i think my hair is too long
might be the weather but im scared make a new song
these fuckin junkies they keep jumpin on my coupons
you wont get a discount
fuckin up get dissed now
these projects break up my motives
keep talking, hate when you dont its
the summer, life was a number
fight for your lumber
rights never plundered

robo

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