I just found your shit, and my God bro, don't you dare stop now

i started crying when i first heard this, it was 1 am and i felt the lyrics n music so close to heart, and here i am 2 months later and this song has helped me a lot, given me some sort of purpose, thank u. ily

loop this one to fall asleep

prod me

thanks for fw me I rly appreciate u :) whoever listening to this is super cool I bet or rly sad idk loll

lyrics:
im so stuck in this quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in

why am I like this
internal conflict
ion feel shit when I fight it
stuck in the mindset
im goin under, I split my world into sunder
fuck all these lames dont give a fuck what they say
strapped wit a heart and karambit
fuck everyone fuckin round wit my bros shit
why the fuck did u do that no I cant stand it
thought u were a friend
turns out u like fuckin over ur friends so I had so I had to unfriend, hope u understand
I do what I can nothin comes easy, but ill stop shit when u need me

breathe in, feel the weight in my chest
its the best
bleedin, all I need is some rest
some rest x2

im so stuck in the quick sand
bad thoughts im resistin out of my mind, but it jus helps to make em sink in x2

quicksand

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produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

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enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

produced by caves.

metallic taste in my mouth
bloodshot eyes and im out
i dont know my route
i dont know my route
i dont know my route..
live, endeavor
☆
old news that i already know
pissed off and i cant get old
what do i have to say?
(could i ever?)
(could i ever?)
(one missed call)
(two missed calls)
☆
and who am i right now..?
MY BODYS TELLING ME 
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
SOMETHING
RIGHT NOW
"I NEED TO GET OUT, NEED TO GET AWAY"
to find contrast
in my life
or all this will be nothing
(nothing)
yeah, it'll be nothing.
☆
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
IM EITHER FIGHTING OR BREAKING
FOR ALL MY LIFE
I SCRAPE ANY HOPE
OFF MY BEDROOM FLOOR
and if i cannot find it,
I'LL LEAVE ANYWAY
☆
a hurricanes coming thru and
it kinda reminds me of you
kinda reminds me of you..
have you ever, have you ever,
been alone like that?
and all this time i finally need to matter

live, endeavor.

prod. maxchris x ayoley

lyrics:

if you're in pain reach out to me !!
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with u i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
you'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second

oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds
they'll beg you for an open till you cave so grit your teeth and give a scrap you made a month ago and let them
send a single snippet and they rip it just so they can load it up in fl studio and slap a halfass verse around it
god i wish i was kidding
but feels nice to vent all the shit that i live with
there's two types of friends and i know which is which
yea i've got my ways but i'm not spilling shit

-

if you're in pain reach out to me
i'll be there best that i can be
forgot to eat
and i can't sleep
at least with you i learned to breathe
no matter what this earth can throw
my friends and i survived it all
there's unique pain i know you own
u'll someday beat it i hope u know

time won't stop for you
these things won't work how you plan them to
the beat moves slow
and i move slower
people so fake
so i thought i'd be real for a second
oh did i mention
i like making friends but lately most feel like a set up
they'll try to use you any way they can and then they'll dead you
they'll steal your beat insert themselves upon your art in seconds

hurdles

SadBoyProlific - Cathedral Session

all i wanted (prod. citrusgastank)

if u feel this genuinely, your apart of my journey. <3

Differently

NOT FROM HERE

lyrics <3

Verse 1]
I'm tryna run away
but I just can't seem to get my feet off the ground
I'm stressin so much
I keep seein my weight drop pound after pound
I found a blonde angel
with her wings out wide
and she holds me down
but im so afraid 
I might run her away from the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
But hopefully when I die
My God'll finally know my name
How long can I deal with this pain?
Every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

[Verse 2]
My anxiety leaks in my dreams 
every night I know the reaper comes to sit on my sheets
He's just waitin for my time
it's sooner than it may seem
But I've already made my bed in heaven
so I'm really ready, let's leave
I don't even like earth
Nah, this place ain't my home
I can be around people but I still feel alone
when I die, I can't decide
Is it ashes or bones?
I don't care, I just want to lose the-

[Chorus]
voices in my head
glued inside my bed
love is just a chemical
and it'll leave me dead
take me to my grave
no I'm not a saint
but hopefully when I die
my God'll finally know my name
how long can I deal with this pain?
every day just feels like the same
I can't seem to shake off this shame
bury me with all of my faith
maybe one day this all will change

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everyday feels the same (prod. cxld blxxd)

Tell Me You Care (Prod. Brody)

lyrics:

It was cold when I met you
I didn't think that I would ever pull through
now your hearts on the rescue 
saving me from thoughts that would haunt you

Imma give you my hope
and we’ll take pics on the road
baby lets take this slow x2

if I loose you, ill dig a bigger hole than if i’d mess up
I cant control it 
your hand looks cold girl lemme hold it
there's nothin like the way u walk 
I think that's what sold it

It was cold when I met you
I didn't think that I would ever pull through
now your hearts on the rescue 
saving me from thoughts that would haunt you

staring at ceiling, girl where are you?
I want you in my arms but imma call you
these lonely nights of fearin what i'm gon' do
lookin at life, I can't see it without you x2

i can't see it without you x3

cold

cold (you pt.2) (prod.ocean)

account inactive follow: @madebyjaylen
it was fun <3

everyday feels the same (prod. cxld blxxd)

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