SadBoyProlific - Rearrange

Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

Blank skin, small grin 
At the edge of my seat 
Grip the rests, deep breath
Pray the pain is discrete 
You know I wanted this forever
Something we can’t delete 
But you just wanted temporary 
Tat a rinse and repeat 
You wanna lay low, lay low 
Read your Plato, Plato 
Solitary is your heaven 
Reaching halo, halos
Insecurity is driving 
Every wheel that you hold 
I’m tryna partner up for trust 
You work better alone
I find it tricky how you ghost me 
Well okay Loki 
Just need you closely
Your tatted whole sleeve 
My hands are up to Yeshua 
I been on both knees 
I’m sick of stick and poke 
So will you make my soul bleed
You never answer
So your voicemail is memorized 
Social life wears a hockey mask
And your horrified
Magnify every bad excuse 
You’re a samurai, cutting ties
Slashing up our bond 
Now you tell me why 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo 

Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Tattoos on my skin, tattoos on my skin fading
Off renew, falling through constant 

When I was a kid
I grew in a busy home
Moving from my friends
The shyness grew in my bones
Now I’m getting old 
A shadow behind my shoulder 
Turned into a person 
Who’s scared to answer my phone 
Why am I afraid of having any eye contact
Can’t even look my wife in the eyes 
And I hate that 
I wanna be the person 
That God would want me to be 
But social anxiety 
Is hugging me where I sleep 

Can we redraw this imagery
Each picture looks the same
Broke lines form up our symmetry 
Your ink falls off my veins, my veins
I’ve been anxious, you’ve been patient 
But your pen will not push through 
Now my skin is wet and blue
This time a small recluse 
Another temporary tattoo

temporary tattoo (prod. xmichaelwarren & ohsobrkn)

I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end
I can't say i'm not upset, just a little bit
Missing it
Thinking I'll get over it
Different positions
Aborting the mission
You say that you love me but now you're just dipping
Maybe I'm tripping, or maybe i'm dreaming
I'm looking at pictures of you on my ceiling
I'm missing the feeling
Of holding your hand
Picking me up and letting me stand
Sitting around and I'm frozen
Fighting the tides like the ocean
Hoping heart break doesn't kill me
Thanking the world world cause' she chose me
I don't want to show emotion
If you're gonna leave me broken
I Hope I don't mess this up
Cause you've been on my mind
For the 30th time
Now I'm hoping you stay by my side
Now my hearts been shattered, broken, and scattered
Don't know if she'll love me again
It's been beaten, fractured, ending in disaster
Telling my mom that she left
Telling my mom that she left
Wishing her all of the best
Cause' man I'm a mess
Wish I could take it back and do it again
But now you're off to college and now i'm seeing the end

Shattered

Shattered (Prod. Cløud)

looks like it’s gonna be another lonely summer
the weather getting warmer but my friends are getting colder to me
i ain’t seen a soul in weeks
i hide myself beneath the sheets
my mental is the opposite of 23 no clouds to see
the pinks and greens of spring lose contrast
everything looks grey to me
i live inside of make believe
a world where no one leaves a world where no one will make fun of me
(a world where no one leaves a world where no one will make fun of me)
another lonely party smoking drinking by myself
acting like i’m fine but recently my life has been a hell
as far as i can tell i made an effort and i failed
and if anyone would bother to ask “i’m doing well”
simple enjoyments that never last gone in an instant
the reality i’m living in is slowly growing distant
from the time i started writing my head has been going missing
i stare into the ceiling replacing blinking with wishing

i don’t talk to anyone i’m isolated lately
used to have friends but everything is changing
i don’t really like it but i gotta face it
fall apart easy my happiness makeshift 
x2

i been abandoned my heart is bandaged i’m all alone
the summer feeling i’m used to feeling is now disowned
i leave my baggage i take a flight to somewhere unknown
i’m reaching heights i never been to but i’m still at home
emotions never helping so i numb them
somebody tell me they got my back i do not trust them
knowing the way that it feels to be loved is uncommon
i lay inside of my bed as if it were a coffin
i been abandoned my heart is bandaged i’m all alone
the summer feeling i’m used to feeling is now disowned
i leave my baggage i take a flight to somewhere unknown
i’m reaching heights i never been to but i’m still at home

another lonely summer (prod. eric godlow)

had lots of fun working with sxdtune on this one!

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The Night That We Met (ft. sxdtune)

fancy strut (prod. jabarionthebeat x david morse)

Written by: Thomas Reid & Fog Lake
Produced by: boyfifty

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Lyrics:
we were always miserable together
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
got everybody asking me where i’m from
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
i got nowhere to go now

and i been running away from myself
got everybody saying that i need help
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
cause i know you’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody left to talk to
it’s no fun
i wonder where highway
might lead
if i just started driving

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

we were always miserable together
(together, together forever)
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
my lungs are curled up and i’m slowing down
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
i’m too tired to move now

and i been running away from the past
the finish line’s empty when you’re in last
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
but i know i’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

running down your face and on your sweater
something I've been thinking for forever

no one can see me (prod. boyfifty)

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: heydium and @jang0x
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surprise release :D
hope yall enjoy<3
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lyrics:
(verse)
always one to worry bout futures,
used to be chill, till i lost all my humor,
caught in revenge, huh, call me lex luthor,
i just regret that we didnt end sooner,
never stationed, always moving
always dreaming, never lucid,
i got plans so call me stupid,
but dont get mad when im suited
ill be at the top when nobody cared,
i was at the bottom all of them just stared,
so dont be suprised when im closing up,
i dont got an audience, ill make one up,
all ill get, ill get it by myself,
so dont even try to help,
none of yall ever worry bout my health,
til i start talking bout future wealth

[bridge]

(chorus)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,

(verse)
like baby girl, wya now?
you lost everything that you had now,
you did this yourself, dont be throwing fits,
but i wont lie, i do miss
all those nights, yea watching netlfix,
never decide on the show,
like we never decide where to go,
im glad that its over cause now im at home,
watching a movie alone on the couch,
there seems to be comfort in that,
cause every time, yea, i just fall flat,
but now it's too easy, got my life intact,
i always wonder how you doing, but im never checking up,
if you wanted that luxury,  should've been open to talk,
but you always giving up,

[bridge]

(chorus extended)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,
got a list of all the reasons why im never coming back,
you were ignorant and selfish so much times that ive lost track,
you could never get involved,
like whats up with that,
i guess youre perfect for eachother,
and im fine with that,

couldn't be bothered (prod. heydium & jang0)

@iluvjomie ~ Wake Up (Prod. @areyoumatthias)

Follow - @rxseboy

Produced by @citrusgastank & @skinnyatlas

Cover art by ig @yaboyavid

argue with me w/ rxseboy (prod. citrusgastank & skinny atlas)

Have keep smiling when im gone, beat by Venus (: https://www.youtube.com/c/venusboy 

keep smiling when im gone
Lyrics:
[Intro]
I've been searching my way
to find a way through life

[Chorus]
You were my highlight
yeah you were my good times
I've been falling through the sky
and you've been falling close behind
But let me catch you before we land (before we land)
make sure you are safe now
but that didn't work like I have planned

[Verse 1]
If I die, would you cry?
Would you miss me or would you lie
I wish for you, to fall through
Not to get stuck with my bad luck

[Verse 2]
It's about time you started to smile
Cause I know you'll still be alive
Even if I didn't exist, it would still be a twist
Cause you would laugh, be happy and smile
Cause you would forget about me, after a while

[Chrous]
You were my highlight
yeah you were my good times
I've been falling through the sky
and you've been falling close behind
But let me catch you before we land (before we land)
make sure you are safe now
but that didn't work like I have planned

[Verse 3]
But hey, not everything is gray
Standing up, not to complain
You'll be happy, never too crappy
And maybe some day
You would be okay

[Outro]
Just know that I love you
So keep on smiling
When I'm gone (when I'm gone)

keep smiling when im gone (Prod. Venus) OUT ON SPOTIFY

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it was fun <3

temporary tattoo (prod. xmichaelwarren & ohsobrkn)

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