Anyone not realise hes literally talking about jumping off a bridge?

track 2 of the EP, Hope y'all enjoy :)

track 3 is now out as well https://soundcloud.com/noah2kay/tell-me-why-prod-grayskies

lyrics:

i remember tryna call you
but you said you couldn’t hear me
causing i crying in the bathroom all night long
while your listening to all my favorite song
But i don’t rlly even bad anymore
i feel just blue
and i hear all of the secrets lurking inside of you

but i’m not gonna sit here and wonder what could 
happen if i jump off the bridge that i swore,
i wouldn’t get too close
i wouldn’t get too close

but I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind
reminds me of her
and i don’t really even feel bad anymore
i just feel blue
and it makes it so much worse when i think i’m in love with you

(but I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind
reminds me of her)

remember when i got ice cream
and i was trying not to cry because i dropped it
i just didnt wanna make you think that i was
everything you didn't want but now i got that
sometimes i just wanna be alone all day but it sucks
when i been thinking you been out all night 
and i see that ur book bags packed
and i know you're not coming back around

but i’m not gonna sit here and wonder what could 
happen if i jump off the bridge that i swore
i wouldn’t get too close, 
i wouldn’t get too close,

I just really wanna dive in head first (if you tell me that i won’t)
if you tell me that i won’t
because every single thing that’s been on my mind 
reminds me of her
and i don’t really even feel bad anymore
i just feel blue
and it makes it so much worse when i think i’m in love with you

Spotify <3

dive in head first (prod. by grayskies)

3rd track of the EP
Lyrics---

verse 1:
i wanna crash my car
where nobody will find me 
i wanna blow my brains out
and burn it on a CD
i need space i can’t be around anyone 
cause i’m fucked and my brain is always stressing me out
so imma drive until i can’t because i’m sick of being here anymore 

chorus 1:
tell me why
i saw u at his house that night 
when you said that you’re with your friend 
i rlly thought thought that you hated him
i still see his face in my pillow 
and when i see it i let it hurt
i still have ur art in my closet 
and if i see it i’ll wish it burned 

verse 2:
we were in love so much that 
we could’ve got race car style bunk beds 
i told you that i’m paranoid 
and i’m so scared 
of falling in love again 
we could collapse in the sunset 
at the place we met before we knew each other
just catching the stars shooting over heads,
and again i’m wishing that you’d tell me why

pre-chorus:
i saw u at his house that night ,
when you said that you’re with your friends
i rlly thought thought that you hated him

chorus 2:
tell me why
i saw u at his house that night 
when you said that you’re with your friends
i rlly thought that you hated him
i still see his face in my pillow 
and when i see it i let it hurt
i still have ur art in my closet 
and if i see it i’ll wish it burned

outro/verse 1:
i wanna crash my car
where nobody will find me 
i wanna blow my brains out
and burn it on a CD
i need space i can’t be around anyone 
cause i’m fucked and my brain is always stressing me out
so imma drive until i can’t because i’m sick of being here anymore

tell me why (prod. grayskies)

Party At The Cemetery

IT'S GONNA BE A LONG DAY

didn't feel right to do w/o the boy @guardinmusic , hope y'all get this stuck in your heads.

s/o to @ _ikiryo_art on insta for the pretty visual

lyrics:

[flowars]
Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

I'll protect you fallen angel, and your demons too
I don't hate you for your nature, I'm a monster too
Tear my heart to pieces and I'll piece it back together
Just to keep the peace I'll suffer with you for forever

Happy will never matter as long as you get your way,
I'm happy just to have you but it's suicide to stay
Who am I today, who are you but sorrow?
Sometimes I dread tomorrow, I feel my life is borrowed
Sometimes my chest feels hollow, and that's just because she swallowed

My sweet temptress, evil empress, poison princess don't lose interest
I might distress, I get so depressed when you leave me; cold and bleeding

Everything you do is so damn perfect
Even when you're killing me
I love the way you look with bloodstained lips, so sexy
You can suck me dry until I'm dead or dying I'm okay with either,
Only for the monster with my heart in hand will I ever suffer

[guardin]
she likes the way my hands glide
up her hipbones in the moonlight
kiss my chest and 
leave an imprint
lost my mind again
girl don't trip it's
like whatever
my heart isn't together
my mind is in the sky with chance of cloudy weather
it's okay if i let her down she'll find someone better
if lying to myself is what it takes then imma let her drown
and i can drown too
these bottles in my bedroom
they comfort me in silence sippin' violently like you do
the corner of my lip is split from smoking like a damn fool
if words don't have a meaning why the fuck i got these tattoos?

[flowars]
I'm just food for you my love
Break my rib and suck my blood
I'm just food for you my love
Drink till you're drunk
Or I'm ash and dust

Don't gaze too deep in her eyes
There's a pain that she could never hide
You wear such a pretty disguise
Lure me and I'm so mesmerized

you're a blood sucking pest and I know
love is a test and I'll pass another go

bloodsucker (feat. guardin)

bloodsucker ft. guardin (prod. 8milotb)

Let Them In

Recorded in our house in koreatown, los angeles, CA ... e-girls are weird :-/

E-GIRL (PROD.SENSU)

i want to go to where the sidewalk ends, hang over the concrete ledge and watch our friends dissolve.

Everybody's On Their Phone

@retronicotine on instagram
@suissidee on instagram

art by @fucknoxy on instagram
Lyrics: https://genius.com/Retro-nicotine-ptsd-lyrics

PTSD

Stream

P.T.S.D. (feat. Suisside)

you know those mistakes you keep making over and over, and even though you recognize them you still can't seem to stop?

it's not your fault.

there's a fault in your code.

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produced and mixed by GHXST

dive in head first (prod. by grayskies)

Oh Summer Days!

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