Name: i don't miss u, I think im just drunk w/ sendflowrs & beecher by Oh Summer Days! in delusional disorder
Duration: 3 min 13 s
Description: the stress and the juul, they can never mix well.

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delusional disorder

where 2 go

I would give away a life, I would kill for you..
Would you do the same for me? Baby, what'd you do?
Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

No one cares whatever I think, when I talk pretend I don't speak. (x2)

There ain't a single fucking thing I wouldn't do for you,
I would throw away my soul for me and you, everything I do, yeah its all for you.

Leave me, I don't wanna go home, I've been really manic tell me that I'm psycho.

Nothing hurts me anymore, but I know it's real. The pain is real.

Kill for You  (prod. caustyk)

tell me that it's all a lie, that u loved me for life

prod @thersx

tell me that it's all a lie

lyrics:

i feel the weight
on top of my chest
im laughing at the ceiling
soon i'll get to rest
im better off dead
ima waste of a human
talk loudly
i can't hear you
im bound by things
that im scared to
face
no i'll never get away
i hate 

im slowly
slowly
losing time
im so damn sorry
that im sick of life
and please dont ask me
if im alright
i got nothing left
to sacrifice

i think im really too insecure
gonna push you all away
so i dont make it any harder
you'll do fine anyway
and i know that to be true
we all wanna be special
but im afraid that im mental
and i'll lose it all
i watched both of you scream
and fight it out
and now you both expect me
to figure it out

things in my chest

things in my chest.

static bloom (ft. ant)

lyrics:
(salem)
i just wanna sleep for awhile
until all i see is stars in my eyes
lay me down, i wanna sleep for the night
until all i see is stars in my eyes
i just wanna sleep for awhile
until all i see is stars in my eyes
lay me down and let me be
i just wanna sleep for the night

(seejayxo)
i just want a benz all black
pour another cup now i'm blacked
i don't need you i'm not attached
baby i could tell that you mad

i could see the stars in your eyes
looking at me every fucking time
its like you can always read my mind
no i'm not fine

baby i been getting real high
you don't even know what it's like
you don't know the shit that i go thru
why the fuck i bother with the old you

stars in my eyes feat. seejayxo (metlast)

the stress and the juul, they can never mix well.

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i don't miss u, I think im just drunk w/ sendflowrs & beecher

answer...

featuring @stationsix
produced by @deadbeatteen & ciel

[ciel]
i’m always running my mouth
and never thinking of you
not good at thinking it through
don’t want this fear to consume
the thoughts in my head
i’m fucking trying my best
i know you don’t think i am
but there’s a lot in my chest

and you don’t know
these feelings like i do
i swear this pain is nothing new
and you don’t know
when i’m with you i feel the most
it’s time i face the holy ghost

[tbb]
i'm so sorry it's not perfect anymore
but i'm holding on to how i hurt before
and i'm sorry it's not how it used to be
i can't help you, i can barely help me
try harder, i know it's all that i can give
my martyr, i'll bury myself just to let you live

[ciel]
and you don’t know
these feelings like i do
i swear this pain is nothing new
and you don’t know
when i’m with you i feel the most
it’s time i face the holy ghost

holy ghost (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. deadbeatteen]

john scene-a (prod. twintails)

https://soundcloud.com/sushisai
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg

Lanterns

SuiSai - Lanterns (Prod. Diamoon)

HEART BEAT (prod. rxhff)

produced by the one & only: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @decksmusic & @nevermadeithome

lyrics:

sendflowrs:

it’s been a year since we left and we’re still not fuckin talkin,
left my home at 16, it feels like i’m still runnin 
why am i so upset?
i broke my nose now i’m covered in red,
and will you promise, stay right by my side?
it’s cold out there my love, pls just stay with me tonight 
just put your phone away yeah, i don’t wanna fight
(cus i know that i can’t trust u,
i know that i can’t trust u)

look what you did yeah, look at the mess that you made,
boy i’m good everywhere, each city i’m the thane 
fire up my bow yea the skies are turning grey,
fire up my flow yea best pray for it to rain

(cus i’ve been walking,
on my own,
never delete your number 
out my phone
she loves that fucking powder in her nose,
loves that fuckin powder, loves that fuckin powder, yeah)

decks:

it never even mattered to me
i said it was a problem but i lied thru my teeth
you’re the only one that i wanna see
dont wanna cause a scene, i don’t wanna intervene but

look at the way that u treat me
and deceive me
now im leaving
i don’t wanna be a problem
but you beat me
now im fleeting
and i tweet about it every day but now i need to “let it go”
i wish you could save me but i know you’re not my antidote
and yeah i know that im obsessed with you
or maybe i just like the idea
and i know that i need to get it through
my fuckin skull and get up out of here



nevermadeithome:

Well can you get the fuck out of my brain now 
im fuckin pissed off with you constantly being there 
And everytime that im walking around town 
I swear i see your face on everybodys head 
All your friends, they are fucking dead to me
They all knew, that you cheated 
I hope that your next boyfriend 
Goes out never made it home again 
I think ive just finally got over you 
Get outta my mind girl 
Stop hitting my line girl 
Even though your fine girl 
I dont wanna see you again 
Laying in my bed at night 
I cant see your eyes for the first time 
For the first time in my life 
My life 
My life 
Im upset 
In my life

upset :( w/ decks & nevermadeithome

lyrics
—————
i look outside, watch the leaves fall down
will i crash & burn or will i leave this town
& why u do care so much
& why don’t i give a fuck
i guess
i’m cynical at best 

will i crash & burn or will i leave this town
..will i leave this town

ion wanna be like this
ion wanna feel like this either
all the scars that are on my wrist
each time just a lil bit deeper

& i’m faded
i’m jaded
ion think that i can take this
i dont really know where to go from here
but i know soon that i’ll dissspear

i guess
i'm cynical at best

& i really feel i’m runnin' outta time
prolly cus i’m always wasting mine
& know i'm runnin' outta time
prolly cus i'm wasting mine

cynical at best [prod. Luciid & Ninewater]

Talk a lot, it never seems to stop,
nothing ever matters when your head is on top,
I cannot see straight, tell myself to calm down,
you don't wanna reason, too much for me right now.

Find peace in thinking of myself in the ground,
scars around me, but they'll never be found,
I scream and scream, my family can't hear a sound,
no one around me now...

I'd give you the world,
if that's all you want,
it's really not much,
my loves not enough.

Im not letting this go,
you have someone, I got no one to hold, so,

Scars (prod. Irby)

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew



terrified
i can never hide
my minds sanitized
broken wide
open eyes
just to see my own demise
i wanna whip in a audi
i wanna house with my dudes
and a doggy
maybe a cat
maybe its that
my indecisiveness
holding me back

ive got a feeling my feelings are whack
but ill never know
im too scared to ask
what if its that
what if its that

what if its that
what if its that

what if its that

what if its 

my head is tearing apart at me
self sabotage is a part of me
this is the art in me
the is the feeling i get
whenever i think im depressed
whenever i think im the best
cause theres not a difference
that is my genuine inference
i am not special or different
i am not special or different
but that's no excuse to be average

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew


used to think i knew

i don't miss u, I think im just drunk w/ sendflowrs & beecher

Oh Summer Days!

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